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All right, I decide to go vegetarian like a week or two ago and I haven’t ate any meat since but the only problem is since I was eating meat before that it’s been really hard to think of meals besides Ramen to make like yes I want to save the animals but I also don’t want to feel horrible after every meal because most of it it’s just processed food that’s easy and fast to make that has no meat so what’s your favorite vegetarian meal to make even if you’re not vegetarian by the way, I also eat milk and eggs. I don’t consider that meat.
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And no horror manhwas, they have dumb decisions on purpose. I wanna see where the main characters make stupid decisions like choosing to break up or whatever and rant about it
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Have you ever been in a relationship with someone so depressed and so you feel bad for them so much and you like excuse every actions they make? Well I was with that type of person. I know they're a good person, they're capable of it cus I see them feeling guilty and crying over the people they care about and I know I'm also loved so much by them but just looking back I hate the fact that my friends was right about it being super toxic. It's really weird cus like outside I've tried to show its an actual good relationship and that we don't need to break up or that we should cause tbh i didnt want to either. I genuinely loved him so much but he was making me so depressed.
I always had this huge pressure to keep him alive, to stop him from trying to do "it" every other week and I can't like leave the relationship because I kept fearing that if I leave him, break up with him that he would kill himself because every single fight. He does harms himself. I was in stress so much constantly and then you have some people tell you that "you're not trying well enough" like that feels shitty. I gave up alot of me just to make him feel better, I felt like I always had to defend him and be understanding always. I couldn't be upset at him, when he would disrespect my boundaries it's like I am not even his lover I was his I dunno therapist but a literal slave. I don't hate him but seeing how much our relationship affected me so much in the negative ways, that I picked up some of his habits because for once I wanted to be one being helped.
Dealing with that anger issue, the ways I had to comfort him just to make him feel better even though it incredibly disgusted me and I'm talking about sex here cus he was hypersexual. I hated those sm cus i genuinely couldn't say no to it 90% of the time cus lots of reasons. He's said sorry to me multiple times and I forgave, I never spoke up to anyone about how shitty I'm feeling not even to him. When he told me to open up to him, he goes crying. I felt bad for the things I said, for my own feelings for expressing the discomfort I felt in our relationship. It's just I don't know keep being kind and stuff. Don't make his friends hate him. Make him keep looking good but he was so crappy yet funniest of all I don't get why I still love him so much and still describe him as a "good lover" when it was just the nostalgia from when he was still a good lover.
I try to fix my mistakes but he kinda just never did. Well I know he cares and is sorry but that's just it. He literally gave up on just becoming better and like okay chose death. I was so upset so angry and everything all at once. I didn't know what to feel. Like cause you're fucking telling me I endured so much of their shit just to hit me in the face "hah I won't get better" and just ugh. I know he wants to get better, I know that sm he would do anything for the people he loved but he couldn't.
Frankly I don't get why he still liked his ex over me and would sometimes text him when I repeatedly told him not to do it. Cause his ex would just manipulate him and ofc he didn't listen and guess what happened. Well I won't speak on it but let's say "hidden relationship" is what I will say. I know some men are assholes and can't accept "no" but damn dude you were leading him on. Giving him hope or mixed signals like just BLOCK. Now I found out why this ex kept finding the acc it's because my man would stalk him. "see what he's upto" like damn.
Being with him have put me so much trauma, responsibilities that I didn't want on me at literally my developing years, he did make me want to live and honestly he's still the reason but at the same time I wish i never met him and didn't need him to feel validation cus god realising from when I first met him when he comforted me that was only what I needed. He turned me for the better indeed but maybe if back then I was less insecure I could've handled it on my own. Cause honestly cus of our interaction now I lowkey need validation, to get people to believe in me because I care about them and it's like fucking me up cus it's on people who don't deserve it.
I've should let go of by now but these fucking dreams keeping me from ever moving on and just healing. So sorry that I ranted this I just wanted to feel better because please learn from my rant.
I always had this huge pressure to keep him alive, to stop him from trying to do "it" every other week and I can't like leave the relationship because I kept fearing that if I leave him, break up with him that he would kill himself because every single fight. He does harms himself. I was in stress so much constantly and then you have some people tell you that "you're not trying well enough" like that feels shitty. I gave up alot of me just to make him feel better, I felt like I always had to defend him and be understanding always. I couldn't be upset at him, when he would disrespect my boundaries it's like I am not even his lover I was his I dunno therapist but a literal slave. I don't hate him but seeing how much our relationship affected me so much in the negative ways, that I picked up some of his habits because for once I wanted to be one being helped.
Dealing with that anger issue, the ways I had to comfort him just to make him feel better even though it incredibly disgusted me and I'm talking about sex here cus he was hypersexual. I hated those sm cus i genuinely couldn't say no to it 90% of the time cus lots of reasons. He's said sorry to me multiple times and I forgave, I never spoke up to anyone about how shitty I'm feeling not even to him. When he told me to open up to him, he goes crying. I felt bad for the things I said, for my own feelings for expressing the discomfort I felt in our relationship. It's just I don't know keep being kind and stuff. Don't make his friends hate him. Make him keep looking good but he was so crappy yet funniest of all I don't get why I still love him so much and still describe him as a "good lover" when it was just the nostalgia from when he was still a good lover.
I try to fix my mistakes but he kinda just never did. Well I know he cares and is sorry but that's just it. He literally gave up on just becoming better and like okay chose death. I was so upset so angry and everything all at once. I didn't know what to feel. Like cause you're fucking telling me I endured so much of their shit just to hit me in the face "hah I won't get better" and just ugh. I know he wants to get better, I know that sm he would do anything for the people he loved but he couldn't.
Frankly I don't get why he still liked his ex over me and would sometimes text him when I repeatedly told him not to do it. Cause his ex would just manipulate him and ofc he didn't listen and guess what happened. Well I won't speak on it but let's say "hidden relationship" is what I will say. I know some men are assholes and can't accept "no" but damn dude you were leading him on. Giving him hope or mixed signals like just BLOCK. Now I found out why this ex kept finding the acc it's because my man would stalk him. "see what he's upto" like damn.
Being with him have put me so much trauma, responsibilities that I didn't want on me at literally my developing years, he did make me want to live and honestly he's still the reason but at the same time I wish i never met him and didn't need him to feel validation cus god realising from when I first met him when he comforted me that was only what I needed. He turned me for the better indeed but maybe if back then I was less insecure I could've handled it on my own. Cause honestly cus of our interaction now I lowkey need validation, to get people to believe in me because I care about them and it's like fucking me up cus it's on people who don't deserve it.
I've should let go of by now but these fucking dreams keeping me from ever moving on and just healing. So sorry that I ranted this I just wanted to feel better because please learn from my rant.
Tell me about 1 good or exciting thing that happened to you or that you did lately! Can be anything (got an extra day off, passed your test, tried your best at something, cooked a particularly lovely meal, saw a friend you haven't seen in a while, etc etc, can be something big or small!)
Then, tell me about 1 bad or disappointing thing that happened to you or that you did (please don't list anything that will get you in legal trouble even tho that would be really funny) lately!
Let's catch up a bit! Brag some, vent some, then go about your day
Then, tell me about 1 bad or disappointing thing that happened to you or that you did (please don't list anything that will get you in legal trouble even tho that would be really funny) lately!
Let's catch up a bit! Brag some, vent some, then go about your day
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Guys you won't believe this shi I found on corn so I was scrolling and I stumble upon a vid called "man head inside a pussy" and ofc my curious ass said ain't no way he shove his whole head inside her pussycat so I click on the video watch it till the end of a 24s came back traumatized cuz wtf did I witnessed and yes his bald and he did put his whole head an the girl was moaning saying it was amazing
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Yet again I'm asking y'all for a Manhwa. I read too many I couldn't remember the titles, all I know is that the mc reincarnated/came back to life ig. And he has a lot of siblings there's kind of a sibling rivalry here and that the mc was originally the idgaf kind of dude and just fs around but now that he came back to life he starts to be a better person idk (he tries to get stronger using the info he got from his past life) and everybody's kinda wondering cuz why is this unserious guy getting serious all of a sudden yeah and apparently the story is low-key giving bl. Anyways the ml is your typical black haired super op guy and the mc has a lighter hair shade(prolly brown). The art is your typical Manhwa not ugly but not wooow either. ohh I forgot he's filthy rich (the mc). Anyways please hallppp
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I saw the twt drama about how there were a bunch of things happening to it and how many people were talking about it but I have no idea what kind of website it was
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You would think hating was a full time job for these types of people...
(Share your stories about a person like that in your life.)
Like please get some help.
(Share your stories about a person like that in your life.)
Like please get some help.
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Ai art is rapidly growing and becoming better, i saw a recent one where it can do proper words now and even make comics. How would you feel if you sae those ai comics?
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GUYS MY MUM SAW THIS SITE HOLY SHIT! THE TAB WAS OPEN FUCK WHY DID I FORGET TO CLOSE IT?? ANYWAYS, RED CANDY MANHWA'S COVER PAGE WAS OPENED!!!?!?!?! Akjasshfhksdfjkofhkd my mum doesn't know english but she sure knows what anal sex is god pls I think she didn't noticed cause she lecturing me that I should get back to studying.
I hate it here! *sighs*
I hate it here! *sighs*
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Am I the only one who feels like they're setting themselves up everytime they open their mouth?
Like I SHOULD NOT SPEAK.
EVER.
Like I SHOULD NOT SPEAK.
EVER.
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Put your birthday here (just day and month no year please) and see who matches !!
My birthday is today hehe ^-^
My birthday is today hehe ^-^
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Mines is Girl From Nowhere, Arcane, Heaven's Official Blessing(The story and the animated version and the manhua.) and lastly yo-kai watch.
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Is there like someone who's a medical student or smth in here cuz I got a question so these past few months the right side of my stomach would randomly hurt and everytime I eat I cant breathe well and everytime I try too my chest hurt idk if I should be worried or not soo yeha
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I have way too much free time because I multi-task alot soooo I did some interviews with like alot of people and found out about some things. This is just a self research for fun and maybe to use on arguments so here's the link:
https://toxicmanhwa.carrd.co/
Idk have fun I made it short so ppl can read it lol
https://toxicmanhwa.carrd.co/
Idk have fun I made it short so ppl can read it lol
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Here's the drawing: https://postimg.cc/ZBmvdQnN
Hi guys! I just read this manga today and for some reason it didn't register in my mangago history. But all I can remember is the page cover. It's a school setting. One FL smokes--she has reddish or brownish hair, i think very wavy at that. The other FL is kind of a meek one--black hair? But yeah, I've drawn the cover! Please help me :(
Hi guys! I just read this manga today and for some reason it didn't register in my mangago history. But all I can remember is the page cover. It's a school setting. One FL smokes--she has reddish or brownish hair, i think very wavy at that. The other FL is kind of a meek one--black hair? But yeah, I've drawn the cover! Please help me :(
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Recently, I've been obsessed with Sanji from One piece, i was in the past, but it's returned again. He's just such a happy and comfy existence to me I love him sm, i hope he has more cool moments in the future rather than what's supposedly going on in the anime
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3 am thoughts i had last night when i was drunk out of my mind.
Because id rather be the stalker, i cant take the mental damage of being stalked, ill just be mentally unstable. Ive seen Baby Reindeer and Strangers from Hell, the amount of stress watching those shows was unbearable. Being sent text messages every single hour? Seeing them everywhere 'coincidentally'? Naahh fam.
Because id rather be the stalker, i cant take the mental damage of being stalked, ill just be mentally unstable. Ive seen Baby Reindeer and Strangers from Hell, the amount of stress watching those shows was unbearable. Being sent text messages every single hour? Seeing them everywhere 'coincidentally'? Naahh fam.
