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She kicks me out anytime shes in a bad mood....then when she needs something from me she acts all nice. I told her I'm scared of leave the house because of social anxiety and she tells me to go find a homeless shelter to live at. She also told me to go kill my self when I told her I didn't want to be alive. But after all these interactions she just buys me something and acts all nice the day after. She makes feel bad when I get angry with her or don't do my chores (she acts like im the maid and babysitter). She a single parent and imagrant so I feel like shes been treated worse then I ever have and don't like feeling this way but I can't help it. My family says I should be grate full I have mom like her.

Right or wrong

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Also my own opinion on matter + story about me .
I think some fetish are deeply rooted of self hate & sexual trauma ..

First I am virgin , I have never molested or raped anyone , I am straight but I hate heterosexual porn and heterosex in general and thing female bodies are disgusting .. I am female myself and hate my own body, I been sexually harassed and when I told my mom she slapped me and said cuz I dress like wh*re , I was 15yr at that time and had not even had my period yet , I was late bloomer so my breasts and body was still that of child eventhought other girls in my class had started to wear bras and wear hijab .. I didn't cuz I was in swimming team and wearing hijab meant I had to quit swimming ..

Anyway back to the main story .. about rape fetish , I don't want to rape men but I enjoy reading mangas that have small seme huge seme being pent down and forced by smallet looking guy .. I tried to think it was just preference but I think it connected to my trauma of sexually harassed .. I don't even like men in real life and think they disgusting but when I think of huge man who is powerful getting reduced to tears and being dominated by smaller uke looking seme .. this just turn me on .


I know people will say I am abnormal and should get help .. but this something I keep deep inside my heart .. I never told anyone about , the funny thing is when I see men on internet who want mistress and women to dominate them , I feel repulsive , I am not sadistic or have pleasure in dominating men , I just want to see cute seme dominate manly delinquent bully uke.

This my story

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Okaye I sometimes feel weird about my tastes... or my kinks? I don't even know how to call this.

I love tentacles/vines/slimes or even latex restraints. It's hella weird to tell honestly. I just wanted to check if there were some people with similar preferences. Like, bro, I masturbate to it. A lot. Then I'm scared caus I feel like I developped something strange... I'm scared that when I'll get into relationship (in the future... im 18 and still never had a freaking relationshop :c ) my boyfriend will think I'm weird or that I won't be able to get turned on. Just... argh. Am I alone feeling like this?

I hid it from my family i mean why would you tell them it's like an death wish for me but my classmates know about me reading yaoi i influenced my friend and now is an fujoshi but seriously don't tell if you dont want to get beaten by your parents

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can you recommend a yaoi manga to me

Hi, does anyone know where I can read revenge wedding chapter 26? ┗( T﹏T )┛

Consider this a test for fujoshis who like me have read almost a 100+ yaoi and shounen ai?? And now you are able to somewhat predict how the story flows when you read one.Feel free to write down the most typical yaoi plot you have come across or if you want to write your own yaoi plot.
Eg. Seme who has a tragic past that somewhat covers up for all the abuse he has done on the uke throughout the story and they end up together.
Eg 2. Semes fighting for one uke. The other Male lead gets heart broken. Probably gets his own side story in the ending.
Eg 3. Rich Alpha bumps into an omega in heat. Either does it with the omega or tries to resist and gives the omega medicines. Meets again. Omega then almost gets assaulted by bad people alpha comes to rescue and things happen. They fall in love happy ending.

Here are some of mine pls share yours too. I'd like to read more. Thank you cuties ^^

Hi,

I like to provide links on author's social media and also links on where to buy the chapters for those who are kind enough to support. I don't want to post it somewhere that will get swept away by new comments but I also don't want to put it somewhere that no one ever reads. Do you read through the "Comments" section or the "Topics" section more often when you want to get more information on the story. I want to inform people, but I don't want to copy and paste the same 3-4 links under every comment that asks where to buy or read the raws/licensed english version.

Thanks in advance

I'm looking for something good to read. Any suggestions?

Send me some noods pliz

Is a belly button piercing worth it

I've never felt love. It's hard to explain to be honest. I've had interests in some boys and I've even dated 2, but they've never passed the interest line.
I never get attached to them. I just find them attractive or funny or etc. I never feel what everyone calls "butterflies in their stomach". When they dump me or I dump them, I've never cried. I never felt angry. I would just tell myself "well whoops" and move on in not even an hour. I lost many friends over this because they would lose trust in me saying I "don't have emotions" or that I "can't be trusted". I do feel emotions. Just not as strongly as others ? I don't even know.

This makes me kinda sad because I see my friends with their crushes and boyfriends. They all seem so happy and I want to feel that happiness too but it seems impossible to me.

Am I just a cold hearted girl ?
How would you explain love ? I really hope to understand how it feels so that I will know what it is when I finally meet it.

I have 5 ear piercings (one closed up smh) and they didn't hurt.
I want to get a navel piercing but I'm worried if it's going to hurt a lot.

For those who have one, did it hurt ?

I've been hiding the fact that I read yaoi for yeaarrsss. Only my best friend knows and she doesn't seem to mind.
I don't plan on telling my family or anyone else.

Did any of you guys do this ? How did it go ?

I'm really curious <3

there's always been this problem with yaoi and bl where readers who can't differentiate fiction and real life tend to fetishize gay people and homosexual relationships right? I also agree that this is a problem and people should stop doing this, but i've been thinking, aren't yaoi and bl just the same as any romance story, but with homosexual characters? Then, have we been fetishizing heterosexual relationships too as we read shoujo and romance stuff? not trying to offend anyone, just had this thought in the shower .-. i'm sorry if my wording is kinda off

i keep getting them here all of a sudden, when it never happened before.

I recently found my sister who is eleven reads yaoi. I don't know what to do. Should i just let her be or should i confront her