jesus's question (13)

You call me on the telephone, you feel so far away
You tell me to come over, there's some games you want to play
I'm walking to your house, nobody's home
Just me and you and you and me alone
We're just playing hide and seek
It's getting hard to breathe under the sheets with you
I don't want to play no games
I'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you
I don't give a fuck about you anyways
Whoever said I gave a shit 'bout you?
You never share your toys or communicate
I guess I'm just a play date to you
Wake up in your bedroom and there's nothing left to say
When I try to talk you're always playing board games
I wish I had monopoly over your mind
I wish I didn't care all the time
We're just playing hide and seek
It's getting hard to breathe under the sheets with you
I don't want to play no games
I'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you
I don't give a fuck about you anyways
Whoever said I gave a shit 'bout you?
You never share your toys or communicate
I guess I'm just a play date to you
Ring around the rosy
I never know, I never know what you need
Ring around the rosy, I want to give you, want to give you
What you need
I don't give a fuck about you anyways
Whoever said I gave a shit 'bout you?
You never share your toys or communicate
I guess I'm just a play date to you
You know I give a fuck about you everyday
Guess it's time that I tell you the truth
If I share my toys, will you let me stay?
Don't want to leave this play date with you

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idk like why but i’m pretty sure that i like being sad- like i can’t be the only one. it’s like when i’m in a good mood i feel like it’s fake but when i’m upset those emotions hold more value? istg i just like being sad but idk like am i the only one and why why do i feel like this ahhhhwjsje

https://youtu.be/UTX-SGHtSqg

how do you know if you like someone or the idea of them. like how do you tell idk i’m just really confused

I AM CURRENTLY BALLING SAY SOMETHING FUNNY OR LIKE A GOOD PICKUP LINE

what would dabi call you as a nickname like- other than baby and kitten i need some ideas

IS TIMOTHEE CHALAMET UGLY OR NOT

okay so basically me and my best friend skipped school and we ate sushi in this field and yeah it was all fun and dandy, so i told her that i’ve liked her before. but she had a gf at the time so i told her i was ganna try and lose feelings and it was all really hard bc she is my best friend so i was being transparent. so we were at this field and she put her arms into the sleeves of my shirt and like slowly went up my arm and touched my tatas LIKE AHHHEJJEJEJDJDF GORL CHILL WTF DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING. so then i was like buy me dinner first whore

okay so basically me and my best friend skipped school and we ate sushi in this field and yeah it was all fun and dandy, so i told her that i’ve liked her before. but she had a gf at the time so i told her i was ganna try and lose feelings and it was all really hard bc she is my best friend so i was being transparent. so we were at this field and she put her arms into the sleeves of my shirt and like slowly went up my arm and touched my tatas LIKE AHHHEJJEJEJDJDF GORL CHILL WTF DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING. so then i was like buy me dinner first whore and then she started braiding my hair and SHE SANG FOR ME- SHE SANG I WANNA BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND BY GIRL IN RED. GIRL. IN. RED. THE LEBIAN SINGER, AND SHE LEANED OVER ME AND STARED AT ME WHEN SHE SAID “I DONT WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND I WANNA KISS YOUR LIPS. and i was like thanks g and then i just kinda ignored it and sang with her. okay fast forward a couple weeks~ so me and her are really touchy and physical bc we’ve just always been like that. and she always holds my hand without hesitation. so we were in BIBLE CLASS and my dumb ass brain was like hmmmm lets grip her thigh bc were in the back of the class no one will care. so i started squeezing her meat - and the teacher caught us and he said we were ~evil~. so rn i’m like she has to like me like cmon. but the other day we were vibing in a parking lot and she was like i can’t believe you used to like me that was so weird and funny and she started laughing and i was liek hahahahahahaha so funny yeah why would i ever like you. what do i do. what- she litteraly fell asleep with her head i between my thighs.

am i the only one who feels weird and like it’s not okay when there is a picture of minor characters being sexualized or sexualizing each other but then someone says ohh no they are aged up so it’s fine.... so your telling me they were aged up for the soul purpose to sexualize them makes it all okay. i think that when something is porn without plot or it’s just a extremely sexual image of the charters and your ganna sit here and tell me it’s okay because they are aged up-

-TW self harm
so basically is self harm just cutting or could it be other things because i don’t self harm but i do scratch myself. it kinda became a habit but i don’t think it’s self harm because it kinda feels good and i do it when i’m bored. but sometimes i feel guilty bc i also do it when i’m angry and sad and violently scratch with a pencil or pen but it’s not cutting and it doesn’t hurt that bad bc i have a high pain tolerance anyways. is me scratching myself self harm bc like idk i don’t think it’s that bad, i’m just curious. and like should because idk anymore. soooo yeah.

how do i get over someone while still talking to them as a friend