Bakunomie8's experience page 1 (21)

Yes....Well I do bc I dont want to be judged, most people think those who read yaoi fetishize mlm relationships or just mlm things, like a fujoshi. I dont read yaoi to fetishize mlm relationships or compare it to irl. I also hide it bc my family would probs for sure judge me and be homophobic or grossed out. We all have what we like to read and all......   reply

Makes me feel good after, helped me recover a bit from and eating disorder and helped aid me in getting more fit. I also found out it helps burn more calories ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ so plus for me   reply

(￣∇￣") I mean doesn't everyone, my parents and fam wont understand and theyll prob judge a lot, they do that too because I watch anime and I love kpop and just other things. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ no point in kinda trying to let them know. I just read sometimes on my phone. Domt judge buf I've been wanting to try and play dmmd but you need a com......   1 reply

So all throughout my childhood I was the "fastest" child. I got bullied for it by bestfriends, family and others. In middle school was the same but a boy would pick fun at me more. I ended up wanting to change and be "skinny like the other girls and people" I worked out more and moved more. I ate better and i started to lose it bit by bit. By 8th i......   reply

This was in highschool, I had a guy bestfriend. I decided to kinda let them in because in elementary my bestfriends started bullying me so I've had trust issues from then to now. Let call him X, X and i friendship was good. We had the same interests and slowly became friends. I liked out friendship because he was an amazing friend, I've never had l......   1 reply

I want to go but I feel like "I'm not sick enough" or "more people have it worse so I need to suck it up". A friend has told me to go but I couldnt bring myself to. Like the thoughts of "oh your just faking everything, nothings wrong with you" or "theres nothing wrong" I ended up not going cause the fear. Like I just feel theres something wrong wit......   reply

I would like search up for the painless death which was a chemical to overdose, I sometimes even just didnt care and wished a care would hit me or just something would go wrong and I would just die. I was planning on doing this on my 15 birthday because I was just so tired of going through life. But in childhood day I would scratch on my arm where ......   1 reply

I've been wanting to get more on my ear, I have two on each ear. But I wanna get more, I've been also thinking of getting facial piercings like a nose and lip piercing, they're so pretty. But my parents say no (〜￣△￣)〜 it's my body and I can add or do whatever i want with it ╥﹏╥   reply

So I've been overweight all my childhood, I was picked on for it and made fun of. Elementary and middle school wasnt too good. My family as well did poke fun. But one day I had enough, I always hated my body because I was fat and ugly. I always avoided mirrors or that shows my reflection. In middle school I began my journey in late 6th to early 7th......   2 reply

I know spanish but I have trouble in a bit and ik English. I learned french in high school and know a small amount. But I really want to learn Japanese,, I've been studying a but and found some apps I'll try out, I've taken some notes and also found a website that's helpful in tips.   reply

I've had this issue since childhood. It happed with my three bestfriends in elementary 2nd grade. We were very good friends, we laughed and had fun with each other. I dont remember too much because it tried to forget. One day they stopped hanging with me and I found out they talked about me and made fun of me. I told them a bit of personal stuff. M......   reply

Yes, I really like it :) especially the indie I think, it's really nice to listen to when doing hw or needing to focus.   reply

I really do hate myself so much. Till like I could remember from childhood I've always hated myself with a passion. I didnt know it was self harm when I was a child but I would scratch myself on the arm inside the elbow till it would become red and appear to cause red dots as if it was bleeding a bit. I've always hated how I looked because I was bu......   1 reply

I always think of it as shlong idkw   reply

Yes ;-; ahhh I hate the feeling so much bc it happens in person and online. T-T I'm like gonna yeet myself off cause if I'm alone I'll still end up embarrassing myself (￣ε(#￣)Σ   reply

Yup I did but never actually went through. Planned on on my birthday, last year. Idk what I was gonna do probably just jump in front of a car or try and get euthanasia or sleeping pills since it wont hurt and it'll be a peaceful painless death. The other couple times was years before like harming myself or just plainly holding breath or wishing I'd......   reply