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Am I the only one that feels stupid when you screw up the captchas or the things where you have to verify that your human.

Like, sometimes it’s just a mistake, but then on the robot ones you’re like “does that qualify as this or that” and so you don’t know if you should click it or not and then you get it wrong and you feel more pathetic than usual.

Also, why do they spell qualify with a q, like, why not a C or a K or something? Why do Qs even exist? Is there a point to them? Like why substitute a letter for another letter when they sound the same? Like how do you expect me to spell well when half the words can sound one way or the other? I mean, at least we don’t cut off like half the word when pronouncing them but for some reason keep the ending of some of them just because (I’m not talking with you, French, I’m talking about you). Though really there is no point for putting an e at the end of a lot of English words. Like, I could cut off the e of the of “the” to make it “th” and it would still sound the same, considering context. Where did the big debate of caramel come from anyway. Like, are you a believer in car-mal or care-a-mel? When did it become such a strong and big debate? Did two people really decide to argue on how a word is pronounced just because? The same thing with gif, is it jif or gif? See? Why have one letter have the sound of two? It would have been simpler in the rules if you just make G sound like “ga” and J sound like “Ja” or “Je”. Like why make G have both of the sounds when you have J? Why have J if G can do it’s job for it? Why doesn’t it have and accent or something so you know how to pronounce it? Why have two letters if one can handle both the jobs? Why have one letter sound like two letters when there is already another letter that sounds like that? I dunno, it just doesn’t make since.

https://youtu.be/c_jomXhjUjI

Okay, so I had a panic attack (I don’t know what else to call them) over and IXL (yes, an IXL) about a month ago and it was traumatising because I felt like I was suffocating. I thought it was a one time thing, but then I had another panic attack last night over some school work I missed (it wasn’t hard, I was just overreacting). And while I wasn’t suffocating like before, it was still a bunch of hysterical laugher and sobbing, though they both kind of sound the same so I’m not sure if it was one or the other, but I was crying so I’m going to go with both. Anyways, is this normal? Should I be concerned? Is this just a teenage thing I’ll get over? Whenever I have it I always crawl into my closet, is there a better way to get over them faster?

It’s never worked for me, but it’s worked for other people so I’m curious.

Choose a video from this playlist and I’ll give you feedback, my opinion, a rating, or something—I dunno, on it. It can be any video from it.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLZEqxA_4nN4kkmUizanKWEWN6YWCetOO2

Is it just me who struggles to read long things? Like, once w get to the hundreds, it just becomes hard to read it. I’ve had things like this too, because I get get distracted and change interests easily, but I can normally build up on them.

Like with writing, I used to be able to write 100 words before getting bored, but now I can do 10000. Same with reading books, I used to not be able to focus on reading my book in second grade (my teacher really gave me a D in reading because I wouldn’t stop staring at the wall and other students during reading time) but now I can read 800 page book no problem.

I just don’t understand why I can develop a build up for how much I can read for this. I’m currently restarting Star x Fanboy for the fourth time because I have trouble once we get to the hundreds, and I couldn’t finish Here U Are either. Plus the Lady and Her Butler too, they’re just all too long. I’ve read something that’s had 160 chapters, but that was because I have an unhealthy addiction to The Promised Neverland, and I skipped the first 36 chapters, so it’s more of 130.

Am I the only one who can’t read long things? Or is this just another one of my (or as my family likes to call it) “me things”?

https://youtu.be/623AC6a6org

If y’all wanna read some GL here’s some on here. This is for people who say they can’t find good GLs.

• Soulmate(Yuri)
• The Two Sides of Seiyuu Radio
• Moonlight Garden (not gonna lie, didn’t find this one that interesting but I love the characters)
• Handsome Girl and Sheltered Girl
• I Favor the Villainess (I saw this one at Books A Million)
• Tamen De Gushi (Their Story)
• Program Me
• Onna Doushi to ka Arienai deshou to Iiharu Onna no ko wo, Hyakunichi kan de Tetteiteki ni Otosu Yuri no Ohanashi
• Ring My Bell (Never finished this one actually, but it was cute)
• Suimitsutou Ha Shoujo Ni Kajirareru
• Kill Switch
• Relationship Guidelines
• Can’t Defy the Lonely Girl
• Sadistic Beauty: Side Story
• Hate Me
• Even If It Was Just Once, I Regret It
• Hertz Around You
• A Lady’s Table (Should’ve been longer)
• This is Obviously a Yuri

If y’all have any more I didn’t say, can you put them down? I wanna add to my Yuri and Shoujo Ai collection.

First of all, I hope you’ve been having good day! Now, I have a little something I want y’all to do if you want.

You can choose one superpower, but your reply can choose your side effect. And no, you cannot reply to your own comment.

Ex.

Comment: I have super hearing.
Reply: that only works a millisecond per year.

Enjoy!

I put peanut butter on one side and jam/jelly on the other. What do you do?

I’m your 80% dark chocolate fan, so there’s no way I like white chocolate. The rest of my family likes 60% dark/milk, which leaves us with a ton of white chocolate when we get assorted chocolate.

I wanted to give them to someone, so I asked around my school teachers and none of them liked white chocolate.

Know I’m starting to think these people are a myth.

Princess Charm School is the best Barbie movie, don’t deny it.

Like the title says, if you took every blood vessel from the average human body and laid them out in a straight (or gay, we don’t judge) line, you’d have a line long enough to wrap around the word twice. Isn’t it strange to thing that you can both hug the world and suffocate it too?

I can’t sleep.

Normally I’d at least feel tired, but have trouble sleeping. It takes me like an hour to sleep now, but it used to take me like 3 when I was younger. Today, though, all I have is a head ache, but I’m pretty awake.

It might be related to how many gummies I had today. I gave my teacher a present, and in return, she gave me a box of 22 packs of gummies since she knows I love them. I also brought like 15 from home, and I almost finished the box today, so I roughly had like 25 packs of gummies.

I normally have an argument with myself or think or something or crest a story to distract me, but reciting What Does the Fox Say and arguing on video games and if they affect or relate to violence can only get you so far.

I’ve read a manga, tried to go to sleep, but it didn’t work. Then I got up and had some water. That didn’t work either. I then rearranged my furniture (quietly, my parents are asleep), making my bed face a different direction, and tried to go to bed. I thought it worked, but I’m still not tired.

I was thinking of trying to fold my clothes next.

Any suggestions on how to go to sleep?

I can’t just sit in my bed and do nothing when I’m so wide awake. I need to do something.