Lemon's question (3)

I been questioning myself lately. I’m not really questioning my sexuality but questioning why I am not? When someone asks me what is my sexuality I never know how to answer because if I say I’m Bl they think I like every boy and girl and question when I don’t like one and if I say I’m straight they question why I get turned on by girls so I just say I don’t know and don’t care. But then they ask me do I like boys? I say yes if there my type and then they ask me if I like girls and I answer yes just like any straight guy when I look at a girl i have my own type and it turns me on. Ironically my type is what I mostly look like I like skinny with a curve not to big but not to small butt and boobs. Then they ask me have I been with a girl and I say so so not a relationship but the girl that made me realize I like girls ironically I don’t even remember her name just what she looks like. They ask me why I don’t get with a girl but I get with so many guys and I answer because I’m needy and I can’t have someone that’s just as needy as me I can be psycho like any girl so I need someone calm and a girl can’t give me that. I like being babied. I like to think that if I find the right girl I would get with them but rn idk. But idk if I would even stay with that girl that’s why I Don’t take the chance to get with one because I want kids my own I want to get pregnant. Sometimes I just wish I cared enough to pick a side but I can’t smh

Hi My name is Ski pronounced like Sky, I am 14 and in 23 more days I will be 15. I am going to be a Junior in high school since I skipped a grade. I am a Puerto Rican girl from NYC and I am single. I am short (4'8) loud and talkative. I like to dance, read, and watch movies and anime. I'm a big marvel/DC fan. I love sports and played soccer for 6 years and did cheerleading for 3 years also I played football, softball and volleyball. I am BI and open to anything. Let me know who you are? (▰˘◡˘▰)

Hi I’m Ski and I want to make some friends that like Kpop anime or bl like I do. If you would like to be friends just answer this or add my Instagram or put it Instagram.
This is some things about me
- I’m 15
-like anime kpop Yaoi and bl
-I’m Bl
-She/Her
-Short 4’10
-From NY