xielian's question (11)

So, yeah. It happened yesterday. Should I feel bad about it?

Ghh

I've been dreaming to be a doctor ever since I was a kid. Like it's my biggest dream but then when I turned 18 I don't even understand what happened. It's like all my dreams vanished and now I dont even know what I like to do lmao. I just want to color my hair blue. My grades is good, but I dont know, I dont even have a dream.

I need to dance hip hop and I can't dance! I hate it so much!!!!

I hate it here. I just want to disappear and become a legend lmao.

Someone message me on tumblr and he was a femboy and I'm very weak on that because I'm a fujoshi. He.. he was sending pictures to me and he was wearing a pantyhose or a skirt. What the fuck should I do?

This happened after a school event, she just suddenly stopped talking to me. I'm introverted and I'm not really a fan of events, ever since I never go with proms or be part of something in school I just rather spend my time reading and being at my room yk. I ask her what I did wrong and she said, she doesn't want to be friends with me because apparently i'm "negative" Is me not being outgoing means that I'm negative ? I just can't seem to remove that in my head and its making me lose focus on studying. I'm in 2nd year college, and its not that I can't live without a friends, but I hate the though that she thinks i'm negative and that I make other person negative as well. She said that she absorbs me and she doesn't want to end up like me. I though of joining the congress because I want to change myself and be outgoing just like she wanted but the though of it already tires me. I just want to live a quiet life, graduate without any drama. Should I just accept the fact that we need to stop being friends?

We students are so tired because studying in virtual is not a FUCKING JOKE. I AM A FUCKING GRADUATING STUDENT AND I GET TIRED TOO! SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? OUR SCHOOL YEAR WILL BE EXTEND MAKING OUR VACATION FOR TWO WEEKS ONLY. FUCKINH TWO WEEKS WHEN PHINEAS AND FERB EVEN SAID THAT THERE'S A 104 DAYS OF SUMMER VACATION. DO YOU THINK IT'S FAIR AND RIGHT?!

I'm currently reading Erha/2ha and its so fuckinh good