about sexual orientation
when i was in 3rd grade, i had a gay friend from my town, he became really close to my family that he often sleeps in our house and would go to our family trips. our friendship last until 6th grade, his mom doesn't allow him to come by our house anymore and then we didnt talk to each other again. i loved him so much because he's better than my girl friends, he'd wear my clothes and we'd play barbies in my room, hes so adorable.
in 6th grade, my gay classmate wouldnt stop following me around, i didnt like being around him because his breath stinks so i genuinely told him about it, yeah he didnt take it seriously he even breathed on my nose on purpose. that moment was so funny and he became my bestfriend. we spend a lot of time together but our ways were separated when we became freshman :(( after that, i notice myself wanting to become friends with gay people. i like gay guys than straight guys because gay people tends to know how a girl feels, what a girl wants, and theyre aware of their hygiene, not to mention theyre funny asf. because of it i started to like them but im straight. im genuinely asking if this is okay, and i wonder what might be my sexuality is? if it helps ive date guys and once dated a girl but after her i stopped going to relationships because our relationship hurted me for a good 2 years and turns out she used me as an experiment if she was bi or not. also sorry for my english its not my first language feel free to correct me in the comments!!
in 6th grade, my gay classmate wouldnt stop following me around, i didnt like being around him because his breath stinks so i genuinely told him about it, yeah he didnt take it seriously he even breathed on my nose on purpose. that moment was so funny and he became my bestfriend. we spend a lot of time together but our ways were separated when we became freshman :(( after that, i notice myself wanting to become friends with gay people. i like gay guys than straight guys because gay people tends to know how a girl feels, what a girl wants, and theyre aware of their hygiene, not to mention theyre funny asf. because of it i started to like them but im straight. im genuinely asking if this is okay, and i wonder what might be my sexuality is? if it helps ive date guys and once dated a girl but after her i stopped going to relationships because our relationship hurted me for a good 2 years and turns out she used me as an experiment if she was bi or not. also sorry for my english its not my first language feel free to correct me in the comments!!
about confess to your crush
do you ever feel so much anger that it feels so much heavy in your chest and it makes you wants to hurt someone physically? but you know you will feel bad and its not a right thing to do so you always hold yourself back and then just cry because you cant hurt someone/them? idk if its called "anger issues" but i do sure know that when im too angry i want to k word myself. do you guys sometimes feel this type of way or??
not me defending painter of the night with my whole heart last year saying its just fiction and seungho would get character development LMAO i already dropped kick that story its all rape plsss like?? i want nakyum to feel good but not w rape tf. seungho needs therapist fr he needs to go bye. anyway imma read here u are again
about what do you want in life
i hate tiktok but not if im on the right side lol my personal fave is claire @/ bigballerclaire idk but i find her funny af? also the 4freakshow gives me life ://
about buy yaoi manga
who stopped reading painter of the night?? i stopped reading it at like 40 to 50-ish chapters and i have no idea whats going on between them probably still raping nakyum lmao
about write a book
mangago always deletes my comment from a year ago lol. everytime i get a message i know damn well thats from mangago deleting my comment.