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regretful, numb fool   reply

That's definitely possible. I experience that more often from the cause of nothing than having suicidal thoughts over depression. It's like "eh, i'm bored, i rather not deal with life so i should go find a way to die". Maybe it's boredom? Undiagnosed depression? BPD? I don't know.   1 reply

okay so a friend asked me if it was possible to feel colors, and when she mentioned gray, i kind of felt wrong. i feel gray most of the time. something just feels wrong- i don't know what.   1 reply

your situation isn't normal, but being used to something IS normal. you probably got used to the pain- now THAT'S normal.   reply

well, i agree with you on the last part. having sex as an asexual and enjoying it kind of defeats the purpose of calling yourself an asexual, someone who doesn't like sex or doesn't get attracted sexually.   1 reply