Xytch's question (3)

I legit need to start doing revision for my exam which is less than 2 weeks away but instead I'm stuck here on the mangago forums

I'm rn in this restaurant with my fam, then while we were ordering some ice cream since we were done eating, there was this cockroach beside our table, my sis was panicking since she hates insects and then my father realized it and told the waiter abt the cockroach to get rid of it but he straight up ignored him and asked for our order instead, like wthhh, my father started getting angry since he was ignored by most of the employees abt the cockroach prob so he started making a scene by saying he will viral this abt how unsanitary the restaurant is and took a pic of it.... Bruhhh there was people looking at my father shouting at them abt not doing anything and me and my sister's there being awkward and not knowing wht to do with all the fucking staring...rn we're still at the restaurant waiting for the ice cream and there are still ppl staring at us...agahshsh I wanna get outta here rnnn (　´)Д(｀ ) oh god there's so much text-

Okay so like I used to be a pretty kid, I even modeled for a bit in a few commercials and whatnot. So whenever ppl asked me for pics of me as a kid, I'd proudly show them until like few weeks ago. I was showing one of my friends a pic, then they asked me "Oh man, you don't look the same at all! What happened?" I froze. I'll admit, I didn't stay a cute kid for long. I gained TONS of weight and had to wear glasses at 6 years old so I guess I started going thru my "ugly" phase. I became insecure as hell at that age and still am.

Currently, I'm still wearing glasses but I've lost some weight now thanks to swimming (I became bulky tho), but I'm still not at all pretty and confident. Now I get so insecure whenever someone asks me for a kid pic. Just recently, I had (was forced) to show another friend a kid pic and that friend said "Wow! You *were* so pretty!". Ik that friend didn't mean any harm but it didn't make it hurt any less. I hate seeing my kid pics, it makes me feel like I could've been so much prettier if I never gained sm weight.

Ahh but thats enough abt me, if you guys could share any similar experiences of ur own, I'd love to read em :))