about looking for yaoi manga
Its about the uke and the seme attending a party, they spend the night together but upon waking up they agree that they should forget what happened . The uke realize his feeling to the seme and didn't forget what happened that night, but the seme feel rhe same way . The seme likes a girl who is the bestfriend of the uke and that girl is inlive with another guy. The uke always ask the seme to go out with him but the seme reject him everytime , he said that he like a girl and not with the same gender. Well theres another party which where the seme push the uke and the uke falls into puddle and leave his house running ,while the seme told him to die . After that the uke have an accident where he loss his memories and emotions.