about first kiss
Recently came to the realization that even though in this era I am basic in all forms of intellect, I still know way more than any of the people of the horse carriage days/ancient times knew in their entire life. Like WOW I am a top tier scholor out of nowhere! ANyyyywayssssss just a nice little ego boost. YEE YEE, GANG GANG
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about procrastination
My friends: *talking up a storm having a nice conversation with me*
Me: ''I gotta go guys I have a lot of homework due tonight"
Also Me: Watches hentai knowing I already finished all my shiz ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Me: ''I gotta go guys I have a lot of homework due tonight"
Also Me: Watches hentai knowing I already finished all my shiz ╮(￣▽￣)╭
about confess to your crush
Sooooo before I discovered this ratchet-ass website that I secretly love I only knew the terminologies " top, bottom, and switch". Then outta the buttcrack of dawn came new terms like "uke, seme, and seke"(lulz it's the fact that grammar check doesn't recognize "seke" as a word). Anyways, the new terms used to confuse me but I eventually learned them and now I'm just here wondering where they even came from. Were they always a thing and I was just living under a rock? 0_0
about hating someone
My family and I just had this debate and the opinion was split so I want to know the opinions of other people. I personally believe that even if the majority believe someone is beautiful not EVERYONE can have the same opinion.
It's the start of a new day. You've been trapped in the same cycle with your husband for a while now. Shoudn't you be used to it at this point? That's at least how your husband tells you you're supposed to feel whenever you bring up your concerns to him.
Another week goes by and you continue to question your reality.
That's It?
Is this all there is to life?
It's Saturday today so you have a day off. After body shaming you for the trillionth time today you're husband heads out early in the morning to go "workout" with that bitch, Melody, or at least that's what he says. You already have a pretty clear idea of what kinds of exercise they will actually be doing.
As with everything that happens in your life, this is nothing new. Suddenly it clicks in your head. A tiny spark igniting your awareness. NOTHING IS EVER NEW. This small minuscule thought overtakes your consciousness with a joy that could be interpreted as over the top. For some reason, you would rather do something different today. So instead of spending hours preparing the house to your husband's liking, you decide to take your kid on a day out.
You both had tons of fun and laughs together. Eating ice-cream, trying on clothes, you name it! You ended your expedition by going to a park where you seated yourself on a bench near the playground as your kid ran off to dig in the sand alongside his new friends. The weight of your boobs had begun to weigh down on your shoulders causing you to rub your neck tiredly. Just why did you get these implants? It's not like you didn't have a choice. With that thought, a labyrinth of memories and information reflecting on your life began to spiral in an endless maze throughout your whole being. What on earth have you been doing all this time? Why did you let some random bitch so brutally take over your life? Ruin your happiness? When was the last time you actually felt this happy?
That night your husband came home and there was no food on the table, no, lingerie, and no makeup. You weren't going to let him treat you like a clown any longer. Of course, he was pissed but you didn't care; you've been pissed off during this whole marriage. Now, despite this new fire burning within you, you weren't trying to get beat to death tonight so you calmly apologized to him and promised to make it up to him the next day. After a lil coaxing, he finally complied and fell asleep. In the morning you once again your alarm blares at 4:00 am and your husband yells at you to "SHUT THAT SHIT OFF". You prepare two bentos along with your husband's favorite breakfast and one mug of coffee then take a shower at 5:30 am. By now it's 6:30 and you wake the rest of your family. You take your seat at one end of the dinner table and bring your husband his coffee. He trashed your appearance as usual as he drank his coffee."What did you put in this today? Seems like you finally figured out how to make me a decent cup of joe!" Every word that comes out of his mouth is aggressive including his compliments, despite this you calmly answer, "cherry pits". You flash him a warm smile
"What?" he asks confuzzled.
Then he passes out
Another week goes by and you continue to question your reality.
That's It?
Is this all there is to life?
It's Saturday today so you have a day off. After body shaming you for the trillionth time today you're husband heads out early in the morning to go "workout" with that bitch, Melody, or at least that's what he says. You already have a pretty clear idea of what kinds of exercise they will actually be doing.
As with everything that happens in your life, this is nothing new. Suddenly it clicks in your head. A tiny spark igniting your awareness. NOTHING IS EVER NEW. This small minuscule thought overtakes your consciousness with a joy that could be interpreted as over the top. For some reason, you would rather do something different today. So instead of spending hours preparing the house to your husband's liking, you decide to take your kid on a day out.
You both had tons of fun and laughs together. Eating ice-cream, trying on clothes, you name it! You ended your expedition by going to a park where you seated yourself on a bench near the playground as your kid ran off to dig in the sand alongside his new friends. The weight of your boobs had begun to weigh down on your shoulders causing you to rub your neck tiredly. Just why did you get these implants? It's not like you didn't have a choice. With that thought, a labyrinth of memories and information reflecting on your life began to spiral in an endless maze throughout your whole being. What on earth have you been doing all this time? Why did you let some random bitch so brutally take over your life? Ruin your happiness? When was the last time you actually felt this happy?
That night your husband came home and there was no food on the table, no, lingerie, and no makeup. You weren't going to let him treat you like a clown any longer. Of course, he was pissed but you didn't care; you've been pissed off during this whole marriage. Now, despite this new fire burning within you, you weren't trying to get beat to death tonight so you calmly apologized to him and promised to make it up to him the next day. After a lil coaxing, he finally complied and fell asleep. In the morning you once again your alarm blares at 4:00 am and your husband yells at you to "SHUT THAT SHIT OFF". You prepare two bentos along with your husband's favorite breakfast and one mug of coffee then take a shower at 5:30 am. By now it's 6:30 and you wake the rest of your family. You take your seat at one end of the dinner table and bring your husband his coffee. He trashed your appearance as usual as he drank his coffee."What did you put in this today? Seems like you finally figured out how to make me a decent cup of joe!" Every word that comes out of his mouth is aggressive including his compliments, despite this you calmly answer, "cherry pits". You flash him a warm smile
"What?" he asks confuzzled.
Then he passes out
about talk to yourself
If someone misgendering you causes you to have a mental breakdown you need to go to therapy. Someone misgendering you doesn't mean that they need to start referring to everyone they meet as "they/ them"
Some people don't want to be called "they/them" and are comfortable enough in their own identity to be able to accept being called anything. If they are misgendered they will correct the person and that's all.
Dealing with your own trauma is hard but you still need to take care of that yourself. The people of this world are not here to make sure you never get hurt in your life, they are here to live. They want to live freely. They don't want to live attempting to account for the feelings of those that struggle to deal with their own emotions. Words offend people no matter how much you try and make it so that they do not. There is no "one-size-fits-all" solution to any problem. Someone will always be offended and to truly be "inclusive" is to understand that fact. I personally wouldn't like it if someone started calling me "they/them" and someone else would be delighted to be called "they/them". That solution has become a problem to me but it still makes someone else feel better. This is what I mean by there is someone who will always get offended by what you decide to do. Your solution may not have had the intentions of harming someone but regardless it still did and that is just how the world works.
It is inherently not inclusive to disregard the feelings of others in order to make yourself feel better. Let people say what they want. We as humans just need to do our best to not get so pressed over these things. There are way too many people in the world for everyone to be accounting for your feelings. What may make you feel better may make someone else feel like shit.
People need to realize that the root of their issues with others comes from within so the solutions to those problems also will naturally come from within. You can't expect random people that don't care about you to fix those problems for you. It is why when people experience trauma they go to therapy. If some guy molested you and you've developed a fear of men, you can't just kill all men. You have to deal with that trauma through therapy and other means. Solutions don't come from other people, they come from YOU.
By the way, I only used the misgendering scenario as an example because someone brought it up but really this applies to anything dealing with emotions.
Some people don't want to be called "they/them" and are comfortable enough in their own identity to be able to accept being called anything. If they are misgendered they will correct the person and that's all.
Dealing with your own trauma is hard but you still need to take care of that yourself. The people of this world are not here to make sure you never get hurt in your life, they are here to live. They want to live freely. They don't want to live attempting to account for the feelings of those that struggle to deal with their own emotions. Words offend people no matter how much you try and make it so that they do not. There is no "one-size-fits-all" solution to any problem. Someone will always be offended and to truly be "inclusive" is to understand that fact. I personally wouldn't like it if someone started calling me "they/them" and someone else would be delighted to be called "they/them". That solution has become a problem to me but it still makes someone else feel better. This is what I mean by there is someone who will always get offended by what you decide to do. Your solution may not have had the intentions of harming someone but regardless it still did and that is just how the world works.
It is inherently not inclusive to disregard the feelings of others in order to make yourself feel better. Let people say what they want. We as humans just need to do our best to not get so pressed over these things. There are way too many people in the world for everyone to be accounting for your feelings. What may make you feel better may make someone else feel like shit.
People need to realize that the root of their issues with others comes from within so the solutions to those problems also will naturally come from within. You can't expect random people that don't care about you to fix those problems for you. It is why when people experience trauma they go to therapy. If some guy molested you and you've developed a fear of men, you can't just kill all men. You have to deal with that trauma through therapy and other means. Solutions don't come from other people, they come from YOU.
By the way, I only used the misgendering scenario as an example because someone brought it up but really this applies to anything dealing with emotions.
about confess to your crush
People really be whack on this site. Chile what's the point of the comments when apparently I have to be "asked" in order to write my opinion. Jeezus christ like okay you may think that a story is good when I think it's actual ass. Agree to disagree and move on. Why do people start attacking those with different opinions? It's so friggin dumb! Even if you must come for my whole career in the comments then at least properly explain why your opinion is "better". Ya'll really be in the comments responding to things with"You don't like this because you're dumb". Anyways that's it ╮(￣▽￣)╭ Has this happened to anyone else? Or are you one of the people that do this?
about answer question
If you know anything about anxiety then you know how crazy it feels to have an anxiety attack. To make a long story short I managed to convince myself that I potentially have a brain tumor and am going to die without even going to see a doctor first. I might as well have killed myself at that moment because boy was I feeling dead. Idk man, I suddenly couldn't breathe, couldn't swallow my spit, my throat was hurting, etc. I read that a symptom of brain tumors was not being able to swallow easily and for some reason, at that moment I couldn't do it. Well, while freaking out and parading around google for symptoms and shiz I tried to calm myself down and think about other things. I ended up searching for "symptoms of an anxiety attack" just to clarify. The symptoms checked out which wasn't shocking but along with the symptoms came a definition that stated: anxiety attack- when a person experiences physical and/or mental, stress due to the fear of an event that has a possibility of happening rather than immediate danger. (it was smth like that) But this definition magically made me calm the fuck down, I realized that nothing had even happened yet, hell I was more likely to die from the anxiety attack than from a brain tumor at that moment. So I chilled and came to the conclusion that even if I do have a brain tumor, not all of them are harmful and it's not like I'll just drop dead. Really this situation made me realize 3 things:
1. I need to go to the doctor because them symptoms were a lil too accurate to my current state
2. I need some therapy cause YEESH
3. I definitely have Hypochondriasis
TLDR: I almost suffocated myself because I thought I was going to die. This all happened in around 10 minutes while my teacher was lecturing us on drugs via zoom. Gotta go to the doctor because I might have a brain tumor :/
1. I need to go to the doctor because them symptoms were a lil too accurate to my current state
2. I need some therapy cause YEESH
3. I definitely have Hypochondriasis
TLDR: I almost suffocated myself because I thought I was going to die. This all happened in around 10 minutes while my teacher was lecturing us on drugs via zoom. Gotta go to the doctor because I might have a brain tumor :/
about finding good song
I looked in the mirror and tried to do the most basic of seduction moves (literally just licking my lips and shit) and my brain really said "ew"
#Forever Alone and Forever Thirsty
#Forever Alone and Forever Thirsty
about online classes
Mine has to be highschool DXD. Yes, it is porn but that porn does have a plot, and I mean both kinds, P.L.O.T and plot.
about lgbt
So I am severely anti-social but I still end up in scenarios in which I have to talk to people I don't know. Because I am so terrified of talking to people, when I do have to speak I can come across as strained and all that jazz. Pretty much there are instances where my tone doesn't match my intent. I had a run-in with this problem today when I was talking to a new college professor of mine and apparently, I sounded hella rude... So I screwed up :/
It explains why he sounded so rude when talking to me today. Now I feel like I need to apologize and shiz but apologizing=more socializing=DEATH. I'll apologize regardless though. I hate when this happens!
Anyway, I was just wondering if anyone else has any stories about social anxiety or just you socially screwing yourself over.
It explains why he sounded so rude when talking to me today. Now I feel like I need to apologize and shiz but apologizing=more socializing=DEATH. I'll apologize regardless though. I hate when this happens!
Anyway, I was just wondering if anyone else has any stories about social anxiety or just you socially screwing yourself over.
So I'm not defending Hisoka or any character for that matter but someone recently brought to my attention how everyone always gets on Hisoka's case for liking Gon but ignores Palm's obsession with Gon. I was just wondering why Palm gets so overlooked when she is kinda on the same boat with Hisoka...