Damn, really?'s question (12)

A shoujo manga where the girl is chubby and tried to diet so her crush will be able to like her but in the end, she learned that he liked her from the very start. Like this one, http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hanabatake_no_iberico/

Because, I can't seem to move on from ep 34 of Chiller webtoon (DIE-T - Chanho Park). I want to read more mangas w a happy ending w a story like that, please. And I recommend reading that, it's only a one shot though. It's just sad and depressing story.

To all the people that keeps saying or acting like we will also like the rxpe or any weird or twisted shts in fictions. Why do you think that way? You think we can't differentiate the fiction from reality? Tell me what goes through in your head. It's okay if you argue to that certain person who also wants it to be irl, just don't act like that person is speaking for all of us. You know what, thinking that we'll also like the rxpe irl, you are the disgusting person. It's not even in our mind, then you came saying this shxtty nonsense. I'm aware that some people will have a negative opinion about this but that's okay, just say it.

I made this one to rant freely and so are you. Because you can still delete your comment but not in your post if you regret saying it. I'll rant here as many as I can and no one can stop me ( ˙︶˙ )

This is my heart break ya'll

I still feel sht. This happened a few years ago. Our teacher gave us a homework, an essay about our best friend. Of course, I'm expecting that my best friend and I will write each other. But I was wrong, she asked me politely if it's okay to write her other friend. It's because no one will write with him. In just a second, my body froze, I can hear my heart breaking slowly like the sound of a glass shattering. I knew that if I think about it more, I'll cry so I gave her my answer and I was thinking that it'll look like I'm possessive if I said no so, I said yes.

When I was about to do my essay at home, my mom told me, "so you and your best friend will write each other, right?" It's like the final blow that day, I told her yes and silently cried after.

Yeah, about not having to write with him, I still don't get it what she meant.

Tl;dr
My best friend asked me if it's okay to write her friend instead of me to an essay about "Your best friend"

Tell me what this is please. The picture is in the comments.

I know this is a manga site but Idk where to post this aside from here.

This is about my friends. I have known them for years and I love being with them but at the same time, it feels suffocating. Like, when they invite me to go have fun w them, I'll happily accept it but before an hour I meet w them, I'll be nervous and don't want to go anymore and sometimes I want to/started crying. And when I'm w them, I'm happy but when I became too much happy, I'll start thinking negative thoughts or sometimes, I just randomly think abt it. And idk why, I feel suffocated when I'm with them (with my family, too). Don't get me wrong, my friends are not toxic, rather they are super kind! I just don't know why I'm feeling those.

And if you guys want, give me your thoughts about this or some advice to stop feeling this.

Sorry, if it's kind of confusing. I'm not that fluent in English. (´･-･`)

I'm genuinely curious how you guys had a crush on that age. Like, how did you know you have a crush on him if you are so innocent or are you guys already aware of liking someone in that age? As for me, I didn't experience it.

Ps. I was a loner when I was in kindergarten so I'm really just curious lolol

I'll start with mine
In bl - rxpe, mindbreak, drugs, hypnosis, blackmail, manipulative/possesive/sadist seme(ex. Fukusuke from Color Recipe)

In straight hxntai - netorare

In GL - none, I only read with normal tags ー for now

That page/panel in a manga that suddenly triggered your trauma or suddenly flashbacks of a depressing moment of your life even though it's supposed to be a funny scene ┌( ･_･)┘

Stop comparing yourself to others. You know, like, "I was able to do that without complaning, you are just too spoiled/weak to do it."
No, this sentence isn't helping in some cases. Not everyone's like you, not everyone can handle it like you, not everyone's mentally strong. I'm saying this because I just saw people commenting in social media like "Sxicide is not the answer. Just pray, endure it and you will be able to finish what you are doing." OKAY, THE NEXT SENTENCE WON'T BE AN OPINION ANYMORE. STOP SAYING THIS SHXT. OH, I'M SO SORRY, THAT THIS PERSON IS MENTALLY UNSTABLE, KAREN. YOU THINK, YOU ARE SAYING SOME MOTIVATIONAL SHXT?? I HOPE YOU WON'T EXPERIENCE WHAT THEY ARE ALSO EXPERIENCING, YOU INSENSITIVE PRICK

I can totally read straight hxntai when I was younger but when I started reading BL, I also started to read less straight hxntai.
And now my situation is like this:
I can read BL w a plot and smut scenes but if you give me another manga w a hetero couple and w the same plot, I can't read it at all unless it's a plotless one and I it has tags that I like + I only skim it. Other than that, I won't view it.
Does anyone relate to what I said?? (╥_╥)
I don't hate reading straight hxntai, it is that I can't handle reading it. I really wanted to read (╥_╥)


Ps. I'm only talking about w smut scenes :*

Am I the only that always try to avoid BL manga/manhwa when the other mc is an android? I can't read it because I always think about that only one of them will be left alone after the other one dies because of old age. Just thinking about it makes me so sad. Of course, except from manga like this http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/monokuro_limit/