Hesitation's answer (5)

Lie. I lie to the people around me and myself. I always change my personality too so I can't tell when I am serious about something or not. When my grandpa died I cried for less than 5 minutes and I didn't feel much after. I hate how my feelings are messed up.   2 reply

Yay? == Results from bdsmtest.org == 86% Vanilla, 64% Master/Mistress, 62% Primal (Hunter), 55% Sadist, 55% Voyeur, 53% Owner, 49% Experimentalists, 46% Age player, 45% Daddy/Mommy, 44% Degraded, 38% Brat tamer, 37% Exhibitionist, 30% Rigger, 30% Boy/Girl, 10% Dominant, 3% Submissive, 1% Brat 0% Rope bunny, 0% Slave, 0% Degraded, 0% Primal (Prey)......   reply

Due to me turning down and shutting down anybody that has an interest in me. I'm plan on keeping my streak of never dating. And I am not interested in having sex either. Unless it's me initiating physical contact I feel disgusted when people touch me even if it is a handshake   1 reply

I didn't confess to anyone, but one of my childhood friends who I studied with kindergarten confessed to me. At first I thought I was being self conscious but turns out he really liked me. I didn't want to mess up our friendship so I pretended I didn't know anything. He confessed to me at the end of the school year, and I was like I can't stop you ......   reply