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MY FATHAT MR AND MU SISTE R JUST HAD DINNER IMG THIS IS GETTING PINNED TO MU NOTES AS A SPECIAL DAY USYHGHHHHH anyway I was kidnapped by a cult when I was a kid and escaped somehow after a whole afternoon by pretending to be there god sent from above but then they asked why I wasn't pale as a fucogn snowman like idk maybe because I don't have a nose longer then a carrot looking at you cult leader they where gonna stab me to death or gut me open to return me to the high above but I said I cannot and wished to be released so I can bless all the other people who believed in me but they said it was ok and I didn't need to be scared and that they where gonna send me to my own church or whatever anyways they didn't believe in me they just wanted to lure a god in eat them and have divine power itself to so I escaped by asking to be seen to the garden Wich was outside the cult walls to make the place seem abandoned then I kicked the person off a edge part that was really low like a sewer area but it wasn't enough to kill someone I think then i ran and ran ps I was fully naked and found my clothes near a tree since they where about to gugu me if I didn't convince them I was there god but hey I survived and somehow got back before darkfall!! Anyways your probably asking it's not possible but it is since I have a huge house near a technically a town where ppl live and it's old old old and far more beyond

Went insane a few weeks ago and thought about death and how we technically don't have a soul and just have an entilegijcr and consciousness where like insicts after we die there's nothing at all nothing to think like you won't know how much time passed it could've felt like a minute an hour a second more but when will time pass by?? Can I find another place to plant mu conciseness in?? Can I survive?? How can I stop rotting if I stop rotting I could live till 4000 or 7000 til I grow tired of life and think about the voidless time and how it'll all feel like a second no matter the how much time passed and peacefully embrace the reaper itself, but even if I don't awake for a decade century 10000 years or more and it'll all feel like a second atleast I want to wake up to something new? Atleast where all my loved ones are a new world with there souls also there, where we are also family, together happy and rightouse more better happier I remember one time I was a kid I thought of something then another then everything started to click and I had an insane amount of knowledge gain. I refused to eat and whould stare at the wall or lay in bed all day like i was tranced or fazed but I don't remember all the things I thought about but one day I started yapping and I remember them telling me to only believe in god but I started yapping more and they said i was smart for my young age then I got mad and refused to eat or do anything again for a whole 2 weeks in a half then I slept for almost two whole days and forgot about everything

I used to have sex with my brother we where 4-5 ofc I was 4 he was 5 and he whould hump on me and force it inside and I grew to like it? Not really I forced myself to like it and after that I got touched by s bunch of old men and I never told anyone, conviently I had a scar in my inner upper thigh Wich from when I fell after waking up and running away so the blood could be excused but I still try to forget what my brother did to me anyways my parents are bitch's literally fought with me because I didn't want to yap to them about school like shut the fuck up leave me alone please

Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and wonder what I was thinking when I typed out all those old questions and stories..

Can anyone drop good underrated stuff even if it's not that underrated if it's good I'll read it the better the artstyle the better but if the stories really good and the artstyles simple I'll take it

CAN TRANSLATORS STOP RECOMMENDING GOOD ASS MANHWUAS MANHATTANZ ETC WITHOUT ADDING ITS FUCKING TITEL AGHHHH LIKE WHAT THE FUVK AR ETOU TRYING TO RECOMMEND I CANT READ IT☹☹

SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME SMTH SIMILAR TO CHILDHOOD FRIEND COMPLEX OR IN BETWEEN PLEASE I NEED IT IN FULL COLOR THOSE KIND OF ART STYLES AND NO I DO NOT WANT LOVE OPERATION OR MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN PLEASE IDC IF ITS MATURE OR NOT

SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME SMTH SIMILAR TO CHILDHOOD FRIEND COMPLEX OR IN BETWEEN PLEASE I NEED IT IN FULL COLOR THOSE KIND OF ART STYLES AND NO I DO NOT WANT LOVE OPERATION OR MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN PLEASE IDC IF ITS MATURE OR NOT

Ok not all but most of you all should know what a whore and slut is ik it's obvious but y'all are so sensitive by calling someone who sleeps around for fun and pleasure a whore or slut that's the whole meaning to the word seriously and don't be going at me with that

"oh this person is black so I can call him the n word because that is what it means!"

No racism and term is different I guess it's ok?? But the word "nega" still has many meanings like the color black not brown black or smth the color black it can also mean you I they and them yk terms you all are sensetive to such topics especially lgtbq ones I think almost all of y'all are dramatic we already have the simples why are we adding more just tell them for example "am gay but am still into sports even if am a bottom!" Not calling it mascgay like what?? Please there are some that are acceptable but please stop being sensetive please

I killed lots of people as a KID I was a kid understand that I didn't know Wich was wrong or right so yes me and my friendgroup Wich we where all five two boys and three girl so the people where rapist and murderers we'd only go after murderers that do it for fun and yk bad ones not the self defense anyways so yes we where technically what we called ourselves bad people hunters ik it was a silly name but our signatures move was luring them in our base with your body or base or they just follow us and yk we throw big boulders or just stab them the moment they get inside and yk use big rocks to smash there hands and legs over and over again till a mushy state appeared usually we skin there scalps and rip there eyelids for men we slowly cut off bits of there d!ck and for women we just cut off there breast! Anyways where my actions justifiable? Remember I was a kid I didn't know any better>_<!! TEEHE>_!<3

Js curious is there any specific infamous or people known for not so good reasons js curious

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Am genuinely so cunfused if I had a manic episode for 2 years(I'm pretty sure I don't have bipolar or BPD since I was never diagnosed) from late 2021-to early 2024 bcz I was really reckless I never needed that much sleep I was chaotic messy emotional I always felt as if I was sick and everything felt hot I felt sick but I wasn't I suddenly started crying a lot when I was never like that I was feeling rushes of emotions at once I was so jumpy sleeping for 1-3 hours then waking up and doing anything like skincare shower everything It made me feel mentally stable and one day I I was at the graduation area and I acidentally told my friends to not hug me to much because I was sweaty then I realized that sounded so mean then I started feeling depressed like really quickly the moment I sat down waves of sadness tiredness exhaustion overstimulation started hitting me after a whole 1-2 months of severe depression I suddenly woke up one day calm I felt so normal. I didn't know when the waves of happiness whould appear and the feeling of sickness mixed with lots of energy and then a hit of depression then emptyness arising I feel so calm..to calm. I don't know why but I like this..but I miss the times I whould concern people when severe depression whould hit then luagh with me when I felt the happiest and sickest..but I feel calm. Like the type of calmness when you just returned from school then use the train(I've never used a train this is js an example) hang out with your friends at the end of the school day the mixture of yellow and blue pink and orange felt nice it feels nice..really.

What if the great silencing does happen I want some to make some sort of comic to post on mggo and create some sort of lore and a bunch of uploaders whould join in team up and make some sort of extreme lore plot twist sh

SOMEONE PLEASE..PLEASE RECOMMEND ME LIKE LITTLE KIDS THST ATE SPECIFICALLY A GIRL IN A HORROR GENRE WITH GORE INVOLVED BO SMUT SRS IF YOU CNA ITLL BE BETTER IF THE CHARACTER IS CHIBISH WHILE THE BACKGROUND AND ITHER PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY DETAILED AS FUCK:33

Pls

GIAYDYSS I THINK AM SEEING HELLO KITTY OVERDOSING IN FRONT OF ME AND A DOG GUTTING HIMSELF AM I GOING CRAYZ GUYS AM NOT AM ACTUALLY BEEING FR AM NOT JOKING I SEE HELOKITTY GETTING CLOSER.OMG AM NOT LYING OR CRZY

Oh god am so tired but anyways I guess to summarize olwjat I meant was I was talking about uh how a women got mad at me for calling her a slut even though she paid people to gangbang her and she called a whore for my bra strap showing and I mistook sexuality for pronounce got cunfused and just went with it anyways I meant to talk bout star self cake self sh kr smth just don't get it anyways am not sober rn so uh if your cunfused bout smth ask me ig

Mommy said never do drugs illegal substances or do substance abuse! But she never said to not be a mentally ill cutter

i forgot the name but it was literally the go to site when some asks for raws and it always has like every Korean manhwua or some uh other stuff but like js in it's raw nature IDFK someone send the link if you know what I'm talking about..

So uh I found these lines on my notes and I was def fighting with sm1 bcz what are these noble ahh lines



"you vermon, your the embodiment of antichrist itself you shall not scratch and crawl out of the Abbys you made yourself through these years yet displeased with it how difficult you truly are"

"you dare land on my fyp barking like a dog for attention but barking again if not wanting anything your difficult yet you still crave for understanding like a dog you are(BY ME