mushtardleaf's question (3)

when i was in 6th grade i became friends with this artist who was fairly the same age as me, and i really liked her art to the point where it became obsessive. i didnt do anything weird but it slowly started ruining my perception of my own art because i compared myself so much to her and since she was growing really quickly at the time online i started envying her popularity too. (like id get jealous of her friendgroup and friends and everything ab her) i decided to cut her off because what was happening to me was unhealthy but 4 years later i still think ab her and look at her art acc (still active) when i can and still genuinely believe its signifcantly better than mine. im more secure about myself and my art since then but now i have still no idea why im so obsessed with her

anyways thats it how do i forget about them and everything pls

i know its ironic im asking here but ive noticed that mangago is late with uploads with some series so im wondering what yall think is the best website you usually use besides mangago

i wanna use a diff one but mangagos layout is so easy and nice in mobile i will try tho

i remember seeing somewhere that people should arrive on the dot because an unspoken manner is to arrive like an hour late

is this true?? i dont really schedule social events too often but with my friends if its at 2:00 i will arrive on the dot not late or early, like being late is so rude???