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& how did u start playing it?
i have a violin but ive just had no improvement on the instrument at all, and im apart of a string club full of guitarists whereas im the only violinist. i really wanna know how to get good at this. it pains me knowing that people can play beautiful melodies with the same strings that i struggle to even struck a proper chord with. and yes i know all about the chords, finger practices, and things u have to maintain in order to play it. i trim my nails weekly, have a supply of strings & rosin but recently ive hit a slump and i went back to square 1 how do i fix this??
21 02,2025
& what kind of songs do u listen to
26 12,2024
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am i the only one who thinks that this is absolutely foullll, because normally in a class play that amounts to 70% of everybodys grade youd expect that atleast everybody will be given a role or position to fill and not that in a class of 30+ people there are those who take up 3 duties?? because ur telling me that some people have no part in the play at all while some people get to do 2-3 things all by themself. because care to explain why you're already the director and you also play the lead actress?? does that even make sense..like not only are u taking part in the play ur also directing the play that ur in..while some don't even get to do behind the scenes shit at all??
18 02,2025
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this is literally so embarrassing i was at school earlier today and we were dancing for a group project then as the music was playing my head started to get hella dizzy and my vision started getting blurrier and blurrier but it wasnt returning back and i deadass could not hear or see anything in that moment so like i immediately rushed to the bathroom to throw up but our school fucking sucks so the bathroom is connected to like the other building so i had to rely on my senses even though i couldnt walk straight and go up and down the stairs to the bathroom that unfortunately was locked so i had to go to the other bathroom in the other fucking building but bro my body was giving up on me fr until i saw some random teacher calling out my name bc he thought i looked unwell and deadass thats when i blacked out nd had to be escorted to the clinic ts was crazy btw i have anemia and hypotension
19 02,2025
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If you like the school that u go to, u dont have to answer this, but man I have so many things I can list down in my head.

First off, the volleyball coach is a pervert. Our school literally went viral for the said coach privately sending the female students workout videos of himself for "school purposes" while the male students didn't get sent any, and the constant texts about wanting to meet up with them and commenting on their bodies. Basically a post blew up of a previous student sharing their horrible experience at our school and how she was a victim of sexual harrassment. If you're asking whether the volleyball coach got fired, well he's still working here to this day and I often see him in the cafeteria wearing a mask to cover his face. Don't forget that he has a family.

Another one, some newly-hired female teacher is also a weirdo who got into some major drama by "allegedly" trying to date one of the senior varsity student athletes. She's in her mid-30s btw, and yes she still works as a teacher and I still see her in the hallways with a random group of boys next to her as she giggles like a teenager. The thing is, when I or any other girl talks to her, she responds in a firm and strict voice with no jokes at all but with the boys she's the complete opposite.

Also, the lunch lady sells veggie burgers every week for "Healthy Wednesday" even though it's just slop and "meat" made out of vegetables stacked onto eachother with the dryest bun in the whole world, and she hands them out to students with her bare hands that she touches her face and handles coins and cash with. Does it taste good? No, I don't think anything in the cafeteria is elligible for consumption.

They don't let us get away with anything at all, no fancy jewelry or accessories, colored socks, fancy hairstyles (braids, curled hair) and all those annoying strict shit.

Don't even get me started on the students, seniors that would camp at the 7th grade halls waiting to catch their prey and people joining the wrong crowd left and right, man it's just the worsttt.
10 02,2025
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i have an extremely annoying male classmate thats very stubborn and arrogant. he doesnt do anything for group projects and makes a fuss about having to memorize 2 sentences for a presentation that I MADE and WROTE, he steals my food then throws the wrapper at my face and calls me racist slurs for no apparent reason. everytime i try talking to him for school purposes, we always end off in a bad note with him screaming or swearing at me like a toddler. we havent even known eachother for that long since he just transferred to this school, but i just feel like he has it out for me and only me. hes not even that rude to our other male & female classmates, hes actually quite polite to them sometimes. i dont understand why hes so much more aggressive when it comes to me.

ive tried calling out his behavior publicly, telling friends and teachers about it like the goody two shoes that i am but no one in the world seems to care. they say that its just apart of life and how its normal for a teenager to experience things like this, but honestly i seriously hate it and i cant take his attitude anymore. i dont understand him at all, it seems like he's out for my blood everytime he talks to me but then i see him staring at me during class with a blank expression. i don't know where it all went wrong. maybe i come off as clueless and annoying sometimes because i suck at interacting with people. but i dont know. what do i do?
06 10,2024
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and also, what is it with boys and their strive to just become the most outright disrespectful menace on this planet? it's like when everytime something goes wrong, the girl must always take the blame for everything while the boy just sits back because it's something expected of him.

theres this guy in my class who is so outright disrespectful to every single girl including me that hes just the perfect example for what im talking about. when he screams infront of my face telling me to shut the fuck up because hes talking, even though a teacher was right next to us, no one bats an eye?? when he pulls at my hair and i try to fight back, he tells me that i should be thankful im a girl because he wouldnt be able to control himself, no one gives a shit about it..? when i make one wrong move in class by brushing my hair i immediately get scolded but when the boys in my class are screaming slurs like its the only language they know how to speak, no one even speaks up about it?? i get that people basically dont have any expectations of them at all because their the worst of the worst but damn why won't anybody just atleast confront them about their behavior by having them take a punch or two in the face?

when the boys make comments about women's bodies and one even tells me that they wanna touch me in an aggressive manner, why doesnt anybody care at all? one even goes as far as to mess up my violin by de-attaching the strings yet he doesnt apologize at all.

its like the word "sorry" doesnt exist in their vocabulary at all.. its either they make excuses about it or just make u feel bad about it. ur going to be a full-fledged adult in 2 years yet ur still acting like a toddler, maybe even worse than that.

it just makes me so mad, i might print out their faces and use it as a dart-throwing target.
09 02,2025
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when i was in 1st grade i had the biggest crush on the nurse at the school clinic and every other day or week (cant rmr) during a class id deliberately ask to go to the clinic and pretend that i was like not feeling well and i always told the nurse that my body was tired or something and i wanted to go sleep but i would actually lay on the bed, open a sliver of the curtains and stare at him while he was working and waited til he would wake me up and ask how i was feeling. so then one day i asked to go to the clinic again but this time i told the nurse i couldnt breathe or something thinking he'd tell me to go lay down but then he gave me like a paper bag and told me to like breathe in and breathe out but i didnt rlly understood what he meant so like for a few minutes i just kept breathing rapidly into the paper bag and he thought that i was hyperventilating and called my teacher and my parents but i felt so bad about lying because he was like really worried so i just kept pretending i couldnt breathe and the guilt hit me hard and i burst out crying infront of him and then i went home and cried in my bed. i never faced him that day and eventually switched schools
16 02,2025
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What's the better option
28 02,2025
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i hate miscommunication tropes where the lead couple r literally adults, like ur telling me that ur pushing 30 yet ur acting all jealous & ignoring ur partner instead of confronting them about it?? like bro is not a highschooler, u literally have an office job
28 02,2025
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"young good boyfriend" is the worst manga that I have ever laid my eyes on, it's a typical pedophilia-y story about a teacher and a student who had a secret relationship. i dropped it after 4 chapters and swore to myself that id never read anything unless it had a summary to the plot because it was just that awful.

the mc was 37 years old and the love interest was i repeat..17, the same name of a 3rd gen kpop boy group, SEVENTEEN. what ticked me off the most is that in the 4th chapter the mc was going on about how the love interest only loved him for a year but he's been inlove with him for THREE YEARS.

this means that the main character would have been THIRTY-FOUR (34) and the love interest was f...o...ur...te..en... FOURTEEN (14) F-O-U-R-T-E-E-N. like youd have needed to add the love interest's age by 2 DECADES (20 YEARS) just for them to be the same age as eachother.

whats even more crazier is the fact that they were counting they days on which the love interest would graduate so they could finally be together without people getting in their way. by people you mean the cops and an investigator going to check your hard drive??

im not even 34 but honestly i even feel weird around people who are like less than a year older than me, i see those people as a fetuses and you're telling me that youre attracted to someone thats 2 decades younger than u??
16 02,2025
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The worst feeling in the world is fighting for someone that will never do the same for you. Like you'd cross the ocean for them but they won't even jump over a puddle to get to you. They know that you'll fight for them and defend their honor yet they'll just sit back and watch you get humiliated by yourself.

During a previous seminar we had in class they decided to start an open forum that was simply meant for giving encouraging words and advices but you were also allowed to comment on the people that u didnt like and the reason why u didnt like them. (This happened back in 8th grade) Each person had to take turns standing in the middle of the circle and people who had faults with them would say it right to their face as they stood in the middle. When it was my turn, some guys decided it'd be funny to make some immature jokes directed at my appearance, which looking back at, wasn't something heart-wrenching and worth crying over but 8th grade me thought so otherwise. Tears were dripping from my face after they made those comments and I immediately looked at my 2 friends behind me just to see them looking at me while laughing. God knows how long I cried at night that day, I stopped going to school for like a few weeks and begged my parents to let me switch schools because I was so embarrassed.

The funny thing is that what those boys said didnt even matter to me at all, it was just the feelings I felt when I realized that in that moment, the only 2 people who I thought would be there for me was nowhere to be seen.
09 02,2025
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XEIJAM
25 12,2024
i feel lonely everyday, but this day just feels a tad bit more lonelier ㅡ perhaps it's because this day is a holi-day
25 12,2024
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give me prom dress ideas please!! im going w my boyfriend and we wanna match w eachother btw, im good w anything rlly but im not a big fan of sequins & silk
25 02,2025
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so i have a group project thats worth 60% of my grade, and i was assigned by the leader to make the presentation which i did, i sent it like a few days ago to our group chat and everybody was going on ab how the presentation looked great so i ws happy ab that. then like the next day the grp leader messaged me saying that she wanted to make a new one and i was pissed af bc i put effort into that shit but she kept insisting on it so i just gave up nd hoped she did a better job than me bc i didnt give a fuck at that point. she then sends the new presentation that she made and i kid u not its the most dog water typa slides uve never seen in ur life like y was she tryna fit 3 pages of text in one slide istg but bro the reports tmrw what am i gon do i dont wanna fail
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what would yall do if u were in one of those kpop survival shows? how would u guys secure ur debut?

u dont have to imagine it as urself, pretend ur a random ass person in an idol survival show that u auditioned for. me personally, i would do anything that can set me apart from anybody else, and stand out among the other trainees. id fix my potty mouth and portray a proper image, one that's not too much, not too little but is still likeable. honestly, having been a big fan of the recent SS these days ㅡ i just cant stand watching those trainees speaking too freely and not minding their sorroundings, barely practicing or contributing to the team and having an attitude, i could probably eat up the competition if i was in a survival show.
11 01,2025
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to any of the adult mggo users on here please give me some serious life advice and convince me that getting a 1 digit score on a 50 item exam is not all that bad and it'll eventually get better soon and i will not be living on the streets in the next 20 years
18 02,2025
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XEIJAM
20 02,2025
im physically and mentally incapable of going to school for more than 3 days in a week like idc if its the first day of school or if theres a big event going on but i only ever go to school on a tuesday, wednesday and thursday because who the fuck wants to go to school a monday and friday is basically 1 step closer to saturday

im not saying ive never attended school on a monday or a friday but i barelyyyyyyy do and i hate waking up at 4 am to commute to a place that looks and smells a jungle
20 02,2025
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ion know if this is a dynamic or whatnot but i love long ass side stories where they get married or some shit or those generic but cute costume stories where the bottom somehow gets delivered a naughty costume nd the top sees them in it like in BJ alex and It's Not Like That, bc bro thats how u know a bl is good
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