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don't spam your dramas here guys let's all be friends and read bl in peace

It doesn't have to be the whole thing, so like, if manga xxx had a really unpopular ending, but you really liked it, post about that too.

I'll go first:

Solo Leveling ending isn't trash, it's a good ending. It's basically him choosing himself or the world, and that even if he has to give up himself, he would keep what he thinks is important safe no matter the cost - which if you all happily forgot, is one of the reasons he was even selected to be the Shadow Monarch. It's a good ending, even if it's not one that's liked because it's an ending that stays true to Sung Jinwoo as a person. Katekyo Hitman Reborn faced the same issue where by staying true to a character base characteristics, author gets slammed for all sorts of stupid reasons. I will fight tooth and nail - and I agree that the ending is rushed, the pacing is wrong, how they portrayed it was weird, but I will not agree if you say the ending is bad because of the plot itself.

Yes this is me begging for there to be something other than 'I wanna be dom'd by a mommy cat dick' or something.

i have an orchid on my desk and it looks ugly.

what is your phone brand?

I tend to bookmark then read. I'll find entire lists and go through them, add anything I think looks interesting then save them and read them. I see a lot of people read then bookmark, or forget to bookmark and lose it.

Idk, I'm someone who might read something from start to finish in a day and then reread a year later or stop reading halfway because I remembered something else I wanted to read so bookmarking before I read always just made more sense.

So, do you reserve your bookmarks for after you read to decide if it's precious, or do you bookmark everything you see that inherently looks cool?

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set a timer for one minutes and count how many times you can say luocha aloud

does anyone have the funny experience where you comment on someone's comment and find out you're blocked and you genuinely have no idea why nor do you ever have any recollection of being blocked by them?

because that's me for the fifth time so far and I cannot, for the life of me remember any of those people-

What pre-2020 completed anime do you like?

Meaning it has to have been completed prior to the covid anime babies.

I like KHR, Zetsubou sensei, and Narita-verse.

There are actually a lot more I could list (like madoka, nodame cantabile, lain, FMA, NHK etc etc) but everyone knows those. Give me something niche. something you like and was forgotten because of the covid anime babies.

what do you feel about loneliness? do you want to lonely or are you a loner by default?

I just want to stop the stupid lesbian brainrot.

come on, don't be shy, tell me the most toxic relationship you've seen

Madarame and Towa from slow damage is the most 'good' toxic relationship I've seen, as it was written as the author's personal kink, but as an actual demonstration of a toxic relationship.

Tell me about how it's like for you living with a roommate.

I'm currently keeping my roommate awake at 1 am so I can reread Hashihime (our beds are approx. 1.5 meters apart).

(play hashihime of the old book town)

I have a lot of weird nightmares, but certainly the strangest feeling would be getting stabbed or having a knife dragged down you. Or being hit. Not sure why, but it feels ticklish. Like, it's terrifying sure, but it's really ticklish in hindsight. Getting hit just feels light headed, but no specific pain. Maybe when you're dreaming there's pain, but you simply do not remember...?

Also, triggered-nightmares? There are some nightmares where if you imagine a specific series of events, the same nightmare will occur, at least personally.

For instance, for me, if I imagine me and my dad going to those red curtain theatres, and then going up onto the stage (no matter when during the play), I will always somehow end up dreaming that he and I were stuck in a maze being chased down by a stereotypical witch in purple or black. And the walls are always grey and taller than me, but not taller than my dad (I'm 155 cm, he's 174 cm).

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tldr: I'm depressed and need somewhere to spew shit at people with no word limit. also typing on phone so probably typo... if you read through all of this, you are amazing. and before someone comments this, no I don't have a life, no I don't have friends, yes I am pathetic. okay done?

Firstly, if you are actually in this server, you might remember me and you might actually know what server I'm talking about cause I'm going to get very specific here. If you are the owner, I don't give a flying fuck if you kick or ban me. Do whatever the hell you want. See. If. I. Give. A. Shit. If you think your personal data/safety is at risk cause you were goddamn dumb enough to put pictures of your toddler son in a public server listed on disboard, go rethink your life choices lmao. I don't see the cybersecurity purposes of giving a crap about it when it's already out there for pedos to see and lick. Oops... That's must've made you uncomfortable.

Ok, this stupid thing which happened over a month ago I think has been bothering me. When I say bothering, I mean I actually through stages of thinking out what happened.

So because I'm psychotic atp, I'm going to describe everything in reverse nonreverse nonsensical order.

I basically got a week muted ban from this server called something. I'm not that petty. Now, originally the things that I was accused of was posting things in the wrong channel (I accept that, I did do that), putting nsfw in sfw, making mods and people in the server uncomfortable, talking about rape in a server that bans everything to do with rape, being too nsfw in... nsfw and posting the wrong nsfw content in the wrong nsfw channel, and some other stuff that isn't important.

At first, tbh, I was actually really apologetic and felt really... really bad. Because I don't like making people feel bad like how they described it. I think I should express my imos but I don't want it to make someone feel upset or trapped or something. It's my imo, it's nothing personal. So I felt really really bad about it. The nsfw and everything else I just sort of overlapped with how bad I felt about making some people uncomfortable.

So... it was around 4-5 am when I got the message from the mod saying that I would be banned for a week and why etc etc. From FOUR- FIVE AM TO SIX AM I wrote a 2000 word apology explaining why some things happened and how I would try to resolve it. I sent it, and was planning on apologizing to the person that I remember clearly who was uncomfortable (I'll get to that later lmao), but it was 6 am I was sleepy and didn't want to make it nonsensical so I decided to deal with it the next day.

Next day, I open discord and see a message that is basically, we won't reduce the time of your muted ban. I was so confused. Nowhere in ANYTHING I wrote did I ask for that or suggest that. I wrote 2000 words for at least an hour JUST TO EXPLAIN and APOLOGIZE. If you are stupid enough to seriously think someone who goes that length to try to clear things up to that extent gives a shit about ban length - you are shallow because that's the conclusion you come to? Seriously? TWO THOUSAND WORDS OF JUST APOLOGY AND EXPLANATION. I WAS NOT BEGGING TO BE LET INTO YOUR FUCKING SERVER FOR TWO THOUSAND WORDS. THAT'S NOT HOW THAT WORKS. I FELT FUCKING BAD ABOUT THIS STUPID ASS SHIT. THAT'S WHY I WROTE IT TO CLEAR THINGS UP, YOU GERMAN HARDHEADED IDIOT.

If someone was like, 'I am really sorry and I won't do it again etc etc' sure, I would be a little suspicious. TWO THOUSAND WORDS.

(as you can see... I do not feel bad about anything in this server anymore)

But at that time, I was worried they misread what I meant and thought I was being a dick and didn't feel bad. Well, ig now I am a dick cause I don't- Anyway, I then decided to hold back replying... because it would probably make me seem worse.

But that got me thinking: EXACTLY WHAT DID I DO LMAOOO???

So the question comes, how tf did I get banned for a week. Well, in the message, it stated I got a warning twice.

??? When?

Then I thought, when? what warning? did I get a notification?

See, I thought I got banned for a week cause I broke the no say rape rule. Which is 100% on me - completely forgot it like the irresponsible discord user I am. Honestly should been banned for that (there is a small discrepancy about why I had to state the rape thing, but I shouldn't have used anything with rape in it.)

No, I got banned cause I had gotten two warnings in 24 hours. So I thought back to when one of the mods said I made someone uncomfortable. I won't... expand on why you should say: THIS IS A WARNING to someone you are giving a warning to, but they didn't.

Now to explain that and why I didn't think it was a warning I need to explain what I did. I took a snapshoot of mangago romance page x'd all the yaoi yuri explicit stuff and left all the villainess reincarnation stories. Then I said something idk what, but I ended saying that page filled with different villainess stories were trash.

Firstly, subjectively, I like reading my indulgent villainess reincarnation stories, okay? I like my tall dark uhh sometimes blond omoshiroi you are mine MLs even if they are repetitive. Objectively, those stories are crap lmaoooo. They are shit. They have the stupidest, shallowest, most ridiculous unrealistic developments good authors have nightmares of. Ok? They are bad stories objectively. Anyone who says elsewise is 4 years old and doesn't have enough brain cells to counter, problem solved. This is my post, I am the holy dictator.

Anyway so this one mod (call them... 1, they roleplay as capitano...) was like RIP to the people who like it. And me, being me, was like, yeah if you like, better get used to the fact your taste is objectively bad (as are mine lmao). I probably didn't say that word for word...? Something like that you get the meaning.

This person... started saying that it's rude to say that of what other people are like. And I was like, ok this person doesn't know the mangago culture of shitting on everything everyone likes. So I tried to explain that it's fine. Probably worded it badly ngl.

Now... in reading this, you should realize, I can really type a lot. So I wrote... a lot. And this person replied. Now the thing is their only point was 'it's rude' and I basically explained why no, it really isn't. This goes back and forth a bit and then the owner/mod sends the message that this person is clearly uncomfortable etc etc drop the topic.

1. WELL I'M SORRY I'M NOT A GODDAMN MIND READER THEY DIDN'T FUCKING SAY THAT THEY WERE UNCOMFORTABLE. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? READ THEIR BRAINS WAVES??? YEAH I'M SORRY YOU FELT UNCOMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO NEED TO WHINE TO ANOTHER MOD TO GET THE FUCKING BALLS TO TELL ME I MADE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. WHAT ARE YOU? FOUR? NEED MOMMY TO HOLD YOUR FUCKING HAND TOO? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE SERIES. NEXT TIME, GET THAT ADULT PARENTING SHITTY ACT UP AND TELL IT TO MY GODDAMN FACE INSTEAD OF BEING LIKE 'humuhumu senpai I'm scwared they made me sniff uncomfwortwable~' TO GET ME A WARNING LMAO.

2. THE FUCK ARE THEY UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT? IT'S A FUCKING MANGAGO PAGE OF THE MOST REPETITIVE SHIT THERE IS. 1 DOESN'T EVEN GODDAMN USE MANGAGO (i think). LIKE HOLY SHIT YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE SOMEONE SAID SOME SHOW SUCKED EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER WATCHED OR READ IT LMAOOO HOW NICE OF YOU TO THINK OF THOSE POOR READERS WHO ARE NOW CRYING THEIR BEDS SOME RANDOM LOSER (me) ON THE INTERNET THINKS THEIR TASTE SUCKS SO SAD BOOHOO. YOU KNOW WHAT? 1'S FUCKING OPINION THAT MY OPINION MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE CAUSE I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH HYPOCRISY IN MY LIFE LMAOOO. ONLY A FUCKING AMERICAN WHO POSTS PICTURES OF THEIR GODDAMN KID ON A PUBLIC DISCORD SERVER IS HYPOCRITICAL ENOUGH TO FEEL PROXY UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN THEIR ONLY VALID THOUGHT IS THAT IT'S RUDE TO SAY SHIT IS SHIT. DO THEY KNOW HOW MUCH GODDAMN PISSWATER GETS TURNED INTO ANIME CAUSE OF THIS MENTALITY? HATERS BE HATERS, BUT SOMETHING'S GOT TO HAVE A REASON TO BE HATED TO BE HATED DUMBASS. PEOPLE LIKE 1 ARE THE REASON WHY SHITTY ANIME GET HIGH RATINGS EVEN THOUGH ALL THEY ARE SAYING IS EITHER REPETITIVE SHIT OR STRAIGHT UP JUST BULLSHIT THAT ANYONE WHO ISN'T A FUCKING INCEL KNOWS.

yeah.

ok.

Anyway, so that was my 'warning' that wasn't really a warning because I didn't know because idk what part of me saying something you've never read before as being trash makes you (1) uncomfortable.

And I thought of it. And when I did, I was like, what the fuck.

And then I started to think more on exactly what I did and what this server was like.

So what about that second warning I claim to be aware of?

Well, I was talking to someone on another channel about character design in BL and made a meme about in that manga where the seme is like 3x the size of the uke (The Abyss?). Course, uke sleeves etc etc. I will have an entire separate thing on how stupid nsfw protection works but this person was like the words uke and seme are nsfw. Now, I am over the underage limit, so I could have gotten a nsfw role BEFORE.

but tbh, nsfw to me meant straight up cock in asshole pics. Everything else is fair game. idrc how messed up that perspective is. But to respect this person's uh boundaries ig I asked for an nsfw role.

LET ME REITERATE: I asked for a fucking nsfw role to talk about character designs in yaoi. Not dick design, we're not reading pianpian, CHARACTER DESIGN.

Anyway, so this came from a meme so I was like, no rant section, then I'll shove it all in memes. So I did.

Now, I already deleted what I wrote, but I first posted the meme, then I went into explaining BL character designs. I used Slow Damage and something else as an example. Now, Slow Damage has rape in it. I thought, you know what, I'd be a decent person and put a warning about it in case someone decides to play and ignores the warnings only to get a face full of Madarame beating the living shit out of Towa and then fucking him with moaning audio to accompany it.

And that - I am not kidding - is why I mentioned rape at all. For a warning. I think I even spoilered it. I think.

Anyway, that's not why I'm pissed, I could have tried to find an example without rape in it. No, the reason why I'm pissed is because if you bothered to read anything I fucking wrote, it was entirely about character design.

AS IN, I DIDN'T WRITE FUCKING PORN. NOR DID I MAKE REFERENCES TO HENTAI. HOW DARE YOU FUCKING CALL SLOW DAMAGE PORN OR HENTAI. THE FUCKING WRIOTHESLEY BODY PILLOWS YOU ALL BOUGHT WERE MORE DEGENERATE THAN SLOW DAMAGE. HOW DARE YOU, YOU HENTAI OBSESSED PORN ADDICTS THAT CAN'T READ. YOU CAN'T EVEN READ. THAT'S SAD IN A ROLEPLAY SERVER.

LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'what the fuck did I just read?' DID YOU READ? ARE YOU BLIND? I DON'T EVEN WATCH THE GODDAMN SEX SCENES IN SLOW DAMAGE LMAO IMMEDIATELY TALKING ABOUT PORN MY ASS. I DON'T TALK PORN - I DON'T EVEN READ OR WATCH IT UNLIKE YOU SHITS WHO SHARE PANTALONE AND DOTTORE FANART OF THEM TIED UP AND FUCKING LMAOOO IF YOU BOTHERED TO READ ANYTHING, USE TWO BRAINCELLS AND COMPREHEND SHIT YOU WOULD HAVE REALIZED THAT I NEVER MADE A SINGLE SERIOUS REFERENCE TO FUCKING BUT JUST TO CHARACTER DESIGN.

ALSO, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN TOO NSFW??? IT'S A FUCKING NSFW CHANNEL. YOU GUYS WERE BUYING WRIOTHESLEY BODY PILLOWS WHERE HIS FACE LOOKS LIKE HIS ASS WAS JUST FILLED WITH FUCKING NEUVI ALPHA DRAGON DOUBLE DICK CUM. TOO NSFW - FUCKING READ IN A ROLEPLAY SERVER. YOU GUYS ARE WAYYYYYYYY MORE PORN OBSESSED THAN ME WHO FAST FORWARDED THE SEX SCENES IN HASHIHIME, OOE, UUULTRAC CAUSE I'M TOO EMBARRASSED TO HEAR THEM MOAN. YOU ALL PROBABLY HAVE ONLY FANS TO WATCH COSPLAYERS FUCK LMAOOOO. (is that what only fans is for? or was that just pornhub?)

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So yeah. I don't know why they were basically accusing me of what was basically indecency in an nsfw channel for a message about character design. Now, I probably did make like two sex jokes but like, come on, wriothesley fucking face orgasm body pillow.

ok so those were the two warnings.

now, because this is the limit for how petty I am, I am going to trash on their server in the most unharmful way by screaming into the void of mangago's forums. This is just me being petty rn so like, if you reached this far lmao idk.

see, I could have raided their server, invited bots, made their life miserable, but I didn't cause I'm not a piece of genuine shit. I just need to release all the shit somewhere. I could have left them a shitty review. But I didn't wanna know why? cause some people like it there, I don't see why I should ruin it for them.

So...

1. The Capitano Roleplayer 1
Now having expanded on 1, let's talk more about them because I've been meaning to shit on them for some time. As you may have realized 1 has a kid. 1 also likes to post pictures of their kid on a discord server. I don't really need to explain why that's a really fucking bad idea and why it's dangerous and the fact that kids who get their images posted on the internet are sometimes kidnapped using the information from said photographs. But they do it. And whenever they do it, I wish their kid had a better parent. Now this really doesn't matter, it's just me being nitpicky, some people might say it's okay (you're stupid and that's another fact).

2. Our Pantalone and Dottore Roleplayers (9 and 2)
These two... hahaha... these two liked to roleplay very randomly these tidbits of pantalonexdottore relationships like, cheesy stuff. In the middle... of a conversation. Now, tbh, I don't really care, but I found something interesting.
They said if it made you uncomfortable that they were basically flirting every day, to tell them that.
Now, why do I think this is funny, because no one is ever going to tell them that even if they are uncomfortable.
Why? Pressure.
Think about it this way, two people are having fun and you, a stranger come in. They tell you they are welcoming and are okay, but they sometimes randomly start flirting as characters in another series. Now you as a new person, if you are uncomfortable, are you going to tell them? No. Because you just joined this group, you aren't going to make yourself remembered as that one cockblocker.
Well, you might say that's new whatevers, what about old ones? Well old members are already used to this shit.
It's hypocritical (idk if that's the right word), to say, oh yes tell me when you are uncomfortable, but also make an environment for the user, where everyone else accepts it and they are forced to speak out about it. It's why roles for triggers or gender or pings etc etc can help because you are ensuring a degree of freedom if lack of identity. No one wants to be a black sheep, that's basic psychology I think.
This type of 'welcoming' environment is really popular now. See, we can do this and tell you to tell us if it makes you uncomfortable. We're fair and understanding. You can tell us. But then explain to me why when I said something to 1 that made them uncomfortable they could go to you and get me a warning?
If why this is hypocritical doesn't make sense, basically what is going on is the question of who has the burden of convenience? If you are going to do something that might make someone uncomfortable, is it the person who is uncomfortable who needs to say so, or is it the person who is making them uncomfortable who needs to check in?
In my case, because 1 never explicitly said they were uncomfortable and I needed to see how 'clearly' they were uncomfortable, it's the second case. I am the one who is making them uncomfortable, I am the one who needs to realize and stop.
In their case, it's the people who are subjected to them flirting who need to say so. They don't need to care if someone doesn't want to ruin the mood or is awkward, they gave the chance. And tbh, that's fine.
The problem is then why when it comes to my situation do I get a fucking warning?
Say it to my face too. I don't mind, I'll stop everything if you tell me to. Just like them, just tell me.
And this is the double standard in this server, which is common to many servers.

3. NSFW.
Don't show NSFW to kids, right? Eighteen or nothing. I cannot begin to explain how stupid abd evasive this argument is.
Someone in this server was near discord TOS age (13), they sent suggestive images of a woman giving birth to the Earth. Does this person really need an NSFW racket? no. they've seen it all.
This is a thin line, yes but I don't see a point in protecting someone from something they've already been so heavily exposed to. If the conversation allows it and it's nothing bad literally just a girl in a maid outfit with big boobs, it's not nsfw.
Also, if you can allow 'creams his pants' you can allow my azur lane maid girls.

Now, tbh, the people in this server weren't bad people. I just am pissed at them. Except 1 and 2. I'm sorry, this sort of hypocritical attempt to moderate a server is just straight up mixing mud and chocolate until you can't tell what is what because of how disgustingly tricky you are being. It's pathetic and the fact that 2 thought I was trying to lessen the mute period of my ban proves they are a 小人.

Ok anyway, so I'm done it's 3 am, I've been texting for two hours...I feel better. there are honestly more things but I'm ok and tired lmaoooo (づ￣ ³￣)づ ok time to go back to simping on schedule.

"sexy pheromone" - ikenai taiyou (sinful sun) by orange range.

I actually have no idea what the context for this song is either but "sexy pheromone".

if it helps, this is the band that made one of the endings or openings of code geass R2, but that's not this song.

What's a character kink that is common for the characters you like?

From what I know of the characters I like, fictional criminals are my kink haha...

(idk if the question is clear tbh because idk how to ask it)

It's a holiday for Chinese people today, and some people in my dorm came and asked me if I wanted to eat zongzi with them.

I told them that I hated zongzi and that my mum just brought some over and I just whined to her that I don't eat zongzi (she knows, she's just memeing me). And then he asked me what I was doing and I said "job interview".

And then he said good luck and left.

There really is no type of human like this, huh?

Someone asks you to come out... usually regardless of personal taste, you should accept, especially considering it is nice enough for them to remember you in the first place... especially considering the number of interactions is limited to less than... a total of three times. It's common courtesy.

Why did I reject them?

The idea of possibly speaking to someone for the next few hours along with other people is so depressing, I don't want to think about it. Just speaking to that one person already makes me feel sick. I don't want to speak to another three or four or five or six - that'll just make me actually vomit. I can't sit through an hour of speaking to someone, I can barely stand being around a single person for more than a few days before I get sick of speaking to anyone and want to leave.

Engaging in small talk or just talking has become such a chore to me that my hands shake increasingly more with each ten minutes spent around a group of people. It's gone to a point where when speaking to people, I immediately look down and avoid their eyes because that way they'd likely move away from speaking to me. The only "speaking" I can do with other people is spewing long speeches about random things that I am aware without actually speaking to someone. Reacting and trying to match the correct response to every word is so disgusting that I don't think about it.

Every time I speak to people it feels like I'm slowly pushing my organs out of my mouth or towards my stomach.

I haven't spoken to my roommate more than three or four times... and it's been over a month since I've lived with her. We play the same games, we watch the same anime, we are in the same classes; why can't I speak to her? Because it makes my hands so cold and I have the instinctive reaction to just run away.

People enjoy talking of their troubles, but I can't bring myself to talk about mine. I don't want to connect to anyone around me, and I don't want to know about anyone around me. But it's impossible to live in a self-isolated world, and it's impossible to disconnect from the world in the manner that I want it to happen. I can't even bring myself to be open with my own mum to the point that she points it out.

I can do day-to-day communications, official communication, but once it is required to put the human heart into the mouth and wire it to other people, I don't want to. Or rather, I can't. The "genuine" part of me is misanthropic and the only words I can speak are formality. I don't want to connect with other people, I don't want others that I can see to know me.

Somehow, sometimes, I want to talk to someone else, or that I should talk to other people. Staying stuck in the same four walls all day because even seeing people makes me nervous is terrible. But once I try it becomes such a chore I give up. The idea of laughing with someone is so terrifying, that even when I manage to force out a laugh, it is done so in such nervousness that it sounds like I'm losing my mind slowly.

I stopped taking walks in the morning because I hated seeing people.

It has reached a point where I don't want to go outside and just stay inside.

Exactly as the title says.

Do you write fanfiction? What are you opinions on fanfiction?

I write fanfiction myself haha...

These fucking dumbasses that have no brain are literally the most bitchiest little whiny babies that should be thrown out of the Earth for their crimies against humanity.

There is this reddit thread on LADS saying that LADS should win a goddamn game award. That piece of bullshit game that people only play because they are horny as and can't read hentai because kyaaa too embarrassing better stick to their ao3/wattpad PORN addiction instead because pictures are too much and too gooner and too incel.

Like there is 100% an issue with male gacha games and how male-made games are prioritized, but using LADS as a way to say that their goddamn story is enough to warrant a game award tells me that fandom should go and drown in the deepest pits in the universe for their pure, unadulterated simping.

Come on, combat system? It's literally just a dmg reduction shield bar + skills that require different combos, but the system is so bad it doesn't even have a combo counter like in ZZZ lmao. The only thing LADS has is a cum counter for how many times the girls there wet their pants because omg Caleb holds me kyaaaa~~~(false information: they don't, but they basically do and it's called the ULT button). If they didn't want reactions they could have done something like some parts of ZZZ where you have like idk perfect hits or something.

It usually takes like a week (I'm pretty slow) in Genshin to upgrade a character to adequate levels (not god tier 500% critdmg or smth). It's been like, over several months now, and I still don't have any of Caleb's cards upgraded to level 80 and awakened because of how sparse the resources are. SEVERAL MONTHS. It's insane I'm actually going insane because it takes three days worth of dailies to raise Caleb by ONE LEVEL in this game at level 77. THREE DAYS. My god, this game wants you to go on your knees, suck their CEO's dick, and beg for him for resources because that is the only way anyone is ever getting levelled up in this stupid dumbass game.

AND THEY WANT A GAME AWARD??? LIKE PLEASE, THE ONLY THING THIS GAME WILL EVER GET IS JUDGEMENTAL STARES AT XAVIER FUCKS YOU IN VANILLA PORN BECAUSE THEY CAN'T RAISE THE AGE RATING IN CHINA.

The stellactum requirements are straight up just forcing you to pull and spread out your resources, locking you to play characters you might not want to play or kits you just don't like. Like, wdym I have to match this shield with this shield or else it's virtually unwinnable. You can defeat the hydro thing in Genshin using Barbara with the right weapon. AND SHE'S A HYDRO CATALYST. PLAY PHYSICAL CHILDE. The content itself isn't unclearable even like that. Barbara DPS is literally a meme. For all people shit on Genshin, at least it tries and at least it makes an attempt and at least there are wonky kits like Sethos that eat up Energy to do something, tell me what LADS does? It has some weapons that you can choose that are bullshit because they all suck anyway.

This thing is worse than Dragon Raja because at least Dragon Raja has classes.

There is NO flexibility, even Arknights knows how annoying it is when you force people to play a specific character. HSR even knows this and it's literally a meta slave atp. The ONE complaint people had in AK during that chessgame event was that people HAD to use a specific roaster. The ONE complaint people had about the boss tailored to Castorice was that it was clearly tailored to make Castorice look as OP as possible. And you have a system which imo, is ok to make the shield and the stellactum but you cannot seriously make it IMPOSSIBLE to win if you use another set of cards. Like it's actually impossible sometimes. Nah, LADS makes you take a massive L and forces you into a harem to fight all hot and bothered next to guys that you might not even want to get wishes because this game's gacha system is so shit it puts genshin and hsr to shame and hsr is LITERALLY A META SLAVE. LIKE LITERALLY A META SLAVE HOW ARE YOU THIS BAD THAT YOU ARE WORSE THAT HSR.

And the artefact grind. You already have to grind like hell for the stupid EXP, why do I need to grind for artefacts too? At least in Genshin I can level a character to like level 60 in a single day or two if I have some stuff saved.
But no, we're just ignoring how "great" LADS is. It's literally like those cheap anime ripoff games but worse because at least those have some action interaction because they know they can't farm aura off of Jinwoo's back alone. The one thing that made it slightly different from other otome games sucks so bad and the only reason why people don't mind is because LADS is riding the wave of people who either don't like fighting games or don't care and are there for lore. This game knows that the people playing don't play games or don't care. And it's just milking it and now the fandom wants to pretend this game deserves a gold star when all it has is straight up just story telling??? ARKNIGHTS HAD A MEME CHARACTER THAT FOR SOME TIME WAS THE ONLY WAY TO PROC AN OP MECHANIC. A MEME CHARACTER. Where are my stupid clears and my weird teams that make no sense? Where are the people going "ur build sucks lol". I MISS THEM. I LIKE BEING TOLD MY BUILD SUCKS AND BEING ROASTED FOR IT.

Some games actually have people who need to think about the kits because they don't want to accidentally create game breaking nonsense (because yes, that happened in AK once, re: Myrtle), LADS doesn't need to do that because of how stupidly simple it is and even if they did, it wouldn't even matter anyway because no on in the game cares about that shit because these are all pissboy dumbasses who are like, omg look at my cute photos!!! 10/10 games.

These people are SO stupid, they are SO stupid, they DON'T EVEN KNOW THE ISSUE WITH THE GACHA SYSTEM. This one DUMBASS was saying, "oh yes, let's make the limited wishes into regular pool wishes" THERE ARE LIKE, IDK TWENTY CHARACTERS IN THE LIMITED WISH POOL IN A GAME WHERE SOME PEOPLE JUST ONE WANT CHARACTER AND YOU WANT PEOPLE TO GET CHARACTERS THEY ALREADY HAD??? "oh but you can use those to get those alternate character gems ykyk THOSE GEMS THAT YOU CAN ONLY TRANSFER TO MAKE MORE STANDARD WISHES??? HOW STUPID DO YOU HAVE TO BE TO THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA.

oml, but saying shit there is a bwad word, god SAVE ME. And they wonder why the men in those gooner gacha games stare at them like they're fucking weird. BECAUSE THEY'RE DUMB AND IT'S SHOWING. AT LEAST WHEN A GUY GOONS TO PORN THEY ALL ARE LIKE, "yo we can't goon ykyk that's embarrassing". AT LEAST THEY CAN HAVE CONSTRUCTIVE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT META AND BE OKAY IF YOU SAY SHIT. INSTEAD OF TRYING TO EXCUSE IT LIKE, "omg we're getting bullied by men who don't want us to goon" GOD THERE IS A REASON WHY SUPAH IN AK IS GREAT WHEN HE MAKES AN ENTIRE APOLOGY VIDEO SAYING THAT HE WAS WRONG ABOUT INES. LADS girlies would just post a video with a crying emoji being like, "yew cwan't sway thwat abwout him!!! thwat's bwullywing." My god suck your LI's dick at that point. Literally, get a body pillow, attach an inflatable dildo and suck it LMAO.

When you dickride a game so hard that you claim it has the best lore in the entire world and think that's enough for it to be placed in the top tier games, you're a idiot who both haven't made games or played games are one of those stupid anime dumbasses who are like, oml look it's this and this' birthday woohoo, time to spread positivity I want to cry and shove your guts down your throat and tie you with them as they're pulled from your asshole.

And pretending that it's because it's some male-orientated world. Ofc there is something to that extent, but at least like FIRST LOOK AT YOUR GAME LMAO. Like come on, most of the minigames are high school coding projects. Like, they are SO lazy the birthday events are literally the SAME THING each time. Thinking lore will make up for this is just dumb when there are plenty of games, visual novels, and just straight up books that either on par or better. Like come on, I would have at least made Caleb's a flappy-bird-but-plane remake.

LADS fans pretending that LADS writing is the best and can accommodate everything else is the most offensive thing I have seen because half of these people don't play/don't read/aren't interested/don't care about anything outside of it and then they come back to you and whine that you don't like lore and that's your opinion. I will dick-ride AK, I don't care, AK is BETTER THAN LADS. I'M WRITING IT AGAIN. ARKNIGHTS IS 100% BETTER THAN LADS. It has better gameplay and who cares if half the players are willing to livestream drunk to pull for their waifu. IT HAS BETTER LORE BECAUSE THE DEVS AREN'T TRYING TO BREASTFEED FROM THE LADS FEMALE PLAYER BASE WHERE BOOB MILK IS MONEY. LOOK the MAIN DEVELOPER IN AK COSPLAYED AS SOMENE ELSE. ONE character is the OC of the dev.

LADS IS JUST LIKE, "omg yes, we are a full female team because ykyk"

YEAH ALL THAT'S SPUN OUT IS FOURTH GRADE ROMANTIC DEPRESSING STORIES THAT ARE SO, SO, SO SAD. WHEN A NEW CHARACTER COMES OUT AND FIGHTS MC AND THAT'S CONSIDERED TO BE NOVEL YOUR WRITING SUCKS ASS BECAUSE GOD FORBID THE CN MOMMY PLAYERS DON'T LIKE IT WHEN THEIR MEN DON'T LISTEN TO THEM. ONLY CAPABLE OF ONE-SIDED WRITING. ONLY CAPABLE OF ONE-SIDED WRITING.

Oml, don't insult my LI that's mean to them, you hwurt my fweelings, YOUR LI CAN GO BURN IN THE TRASHCAN. These sprouts are so sensitive that literally even saying that you don't really care about said LI is offensive because "I HAVE AN EMOJI THAT SAYS THIS IS MY MAIN HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU DON'T LIKE HIM. I'M OFFENDED WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN"

WHAT ARE YOU TWELVE??? LMAO, CLEARLY YOUR PARENTS DIDN'T HIT YOU HARD ENOUGH WHEN YOU WERE A KID BECAUSE MY GOD DO YOU NEED TO ROUNDHOUSE KICKED FOR THIS LEVEL OF CHILDISHNESS. BRO IS LIKE A CHILD.

The idea these people are all actually adults is actually so horrifying to me, I'm genuinely scared. Like, bro what if these losers got married. Bro imagine their husband is like, i don't really like this movie that you like, and they're like OML YOU'RE HURTING MY FEELINGS LET'S DIVORCES. I actually feel bad for the male race if they have to interact with these lowlives. Like wtf this cannot be possibly be legal they should be sent back to daycare.

And the stupid no bl rule that these people have. they're just fujoshis dni. like tf watch me send you 4k Caleb/Gideon porn and I don't even ship them.

Lmao best game awards and the main plot is literally just soulmate harem. Soulmate harem. Omg the worldbuilding is good. Suck my nonexistent dick, AK, Genshit, HSR, ZZZ, R1999, HSHM, stupid NIKKE has better world building than LADS's omg massive bad company that does human experiments. AK has not only that but the woman who violates geneva conventions is not only playable but a good percentage of people actively wants to be experimented on by her. Like THAT is a fanbase LMAO. OML the lore is soooooooooooooo deep, MC might be an alien, wow, that is so amazing, I'm so shocked when it's been IMPLIED FROM THE BEGINNING THAT SHE IS A FREAK.

oml the romance writing isn't even that good, it's just mid character writing lmao. people ignore all facets of a normal relationship for "soulmates" when even dumbasses know that's not how it works. Like ao3 writers are better than them, god forbid someone says that because they don't read the stinky bl shippers lmao. It's literally just five characters that are written somewhat well enough. It's just literally ao3 prompts, like idk what the fuck people are saying I've seen better fanfiction where Phainon impregnates Mydei than the so-called romance in LADS and the ao3 author tags at the end "teehee this is just porn without plot" literally, ao3 porn without plot sometimes is better than the entirety of the LADS men and the fact that these players don't even know is so funny because there is a no BL rule in this fandom.

Think about that.

There is more romance in a porn without plot about Phainon IMPREGNATING Mydei fanfiction than there is in the entire LADS fandom.

Phainon and Mydei are more romantic than the entire LADS fandom because Hoyoverse can't actually make them bone each other so the entire fandom makes them yearn each other more that Caleb can like COME ON.

GET A LIFE IN HSR YOU WIMPS.

And they're saying, oh yes LADS should get a game award. TELL THAT TO MYDEI'S CUP SIZE D TITS.

Fucking hoyoverse made a better relationship than Caleb and I literally MAIN CALEB. AS IN HE IS MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER IN THIS GAME. I never had to actively think about who I pull for before Caleb. PHAINON AND MYDEI AREN'T EVEN CANONICALLY TOGETHER IN HSR, BUT SOME HOW IT'S BETTER. Nothing in Caleb's writing ever made me kick my legs more than when Phainon told Mydei that he wanted to recreate a marriage ceremony with him. NOTHING.

OKAY.

STUPID LADS PLAYERS.

AND THEM STUPID YAOI HATERS.

(ooh I rhymed)

"best game awards" these people don't know what the hell they are even talking about, their heads are so far up their LI's asses they can taste the golden shit because we all know that with this much dickriding they must also have a scat fetish.

The nice LADS fans who don't speak like they were never cut off from their mommy's umbilical cord, are cool because they're cool. But some of them are like... so hypocritical. They make SFX noises for sex in the twitter comments and then turn around and shame men for gooning to idk Mavuika. LIKE COME ON, YOU'RE EQUALLY HORNY. WHY DO YOU THINK LADS HAS SO MANY HORNY CARDS WHERE EVERYONE IS HALF NAKED??? LIKE THEM PRETENDING THIS GAME IS BETTER THAN AZUR LANE, WHAT DO YOU THINK MADE AZUR LANE INFAMOUS??? BEING NAKED.

WHAT IS INFAMOUS ABOUT LADS??? BEING NAKED.

The fact that these children fought over the COLOUR OF CALEB'S BIRTHDAY BANNER is so funny. Like, you cannot be demented enough to seriously be concerned about the colour of a banner being taken by a single LI. Like, bro STRIP THEM NAKED AND THE ONLY COLOUR THEY HAVE IS WHITE SKIN. LMAO. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO PATENT SKIN??

Mhm yes, I like my skeletal Caleb, he can bone me.

I bet Xavier is only made up of his nerves.

like wtf is wrong with these 30+ year old HAGS. Because I'm going to call them every insult in the book atp. They're hags that lecture people on lip moisturization because ??? How can a fandom be this dumb, like this is literally worse than shipping wars because at least shipping wars are funny, this is just dumb. Like this is just stupidity, you cannot be this stupid.

"best game" award omg this fandom is delusional about themselves if they think LADS is a peak game. They are seriously delusional. They are so hard (idk what aroused? titillated?) for their LI they are thinking that LADS can possibly compare to other gacha games lol.

This so-called "male dominated" space created some good games, and to push them aside and suggest LADS can even compare, just to say that it's "male dominated" is offensive to the many, many good "male orientated" games that people don't even play because they don't like it. These people deserve to have their mouths sewn shut oml, "best game" this game is good at making money, it's not a good game LMAOO.

I don't care if Ling's thighs are so massive that you can sleep on them, I think they are quite comfortable that even if it's gooner to think and do so, it still makes AK better than LADS and the fandom is better too even if one of the artists made technically official porn of one of the characters. We may be weird, but at least we know a good character from the shitfest that is "oml i remember u from my past life omlomloml we're doomed to kill each other oml we're doomed to never see each other omlomloml"

GODDAMN AO3 PHAINON/MYDEI PORN IS BETTER.

Luocha is disappointed in you all, like seriously smh.

Anyway I have midterms in a week and it's sunday so im going to die now that I have this out and am not thinking about it anymore. If you read this far, you are weird, but ok. i can study now that this is out of my system.

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