Kyaah's question page 2 (108)

say "I am beautiful because.." then you say a good thing about yourself :3

ill start! "I am beautiful because im loyal."

I understand myself getting blocked with ppl whom I had drama with, fight with or wtv but I'm just confused I wanna ask someone a question and I find out I'm blocked. Then I don't even remember ever interacting with them?? I was going to ask this person if it was okay to talk abt ur discord friends if ur venting about them. If ur curious I vent alot about them cus I genuinely have no one to talk abt it with before. I have alot of pain when it comes to them, whether thats regret, resentment and sadness. I'm trying to see ppl who had similar experience as me too.

I think mine is cause I finally got to resolve stuff with my bf and we're getting along again. I ask him sometimes to criticise the hell out of me and suprisingly my body listens to him and actually tries to get better with myself. Probably cus he's usually respectful about it and knows how to make not overwhelmed with it that leads me to attacks lol didn't happen with my last friends. They kind of sort just kept ignoring so it led me to think so much more worse. I'm glad I'm finally being able to resolve my last broken relationships again.

i didnt care when it was just text and helping with ur homework but now its pictures and artworks... its kinda creepy when in the future you search for a pic and its not even real.

Okay I have an ab*ser who made me believe that all my online ex-friends only wanted to do with me was harm me or bully me and they're all very toxic and is "going to steal everything away from me" that's what he always told me or something. Basically gaslighting me. However lately I feel like his words were maybe true and I hate it and it makes me frustrated and paranoid. Before u say "just communicate" no I can't nor do I even want to cause I feel like he was right with all these proof they're awful people. "They won't ever leave you alone and will make sure they'll stand in every of your way to healing" and they quite literally are rn. Atleast I feel like it but their presence is really really stressing me tf out that I start being awfully petty and saying mean things. It's like I feel he's still controlling me and my thoughts. I ended up losing these people cus of this gaslighting and my trust issues and of course I can't ever forget about his threats. Idk man my ab*ser is no longer here yet the things I personally saw from them? Hurt my feelings cus he isn't supposed to be right. Idk my brainnnn

My situation is similar to someone here and I cares too much abt friends, I'm willing to do shit for them and even forgive them after alot times of being shit to me. However as far as I know I've been shit to them like few times.

1 was me being upset at them for wanting my own decisions abt my relationship. 2. Same shit again but I opened up on how I didn't like it 3. For like not liking myself after making mistakes on them?? 4. I'm defending my own friend?? Sorry I chose to fucking hear their side and understand them

That's what I fucking know and I DMed MULTIPLE times if I upset them and say sorry and thank you for their patience but their damn reply is "it's fine you didn't do anything wrong" but I'm still fucking here feeling guilty cus i just cared. I've been ruining myself just to "make it up" to them but all they care abt the wrongs. Idk what I'm doing to myself atp cus I just wanted to be seen as someone who ACTUALLY cares.

I would like to be a ghost cus im a ghost (づ￣ ³￣)づ

need a good laugh

What's a chatacter that's very red flag yet you still love them?

If u don't know yet there's this girl who works at Walmart got cooked alive in a walk-in oven while cleaning it but recently ppl are saying its definitely not on accident because she can't possibly lock herself up when you need a certain pressure to close the door or that she would clean the oven while it's still on. People also say the fact she's Indian too it must have been a hate crime since racism exist. What are yall thoughts?

Idk i never read it but imagine

I unfortunately had a miscarriage. It's fine I mean I wasn't totally ready for a child nor ever wanted one but I'm sad of losing her cus I was now thinking of names and this just happened. It's probably cause of the stress I've been getting from dwelling on my past too much.

I would legit say goodbye to everyone and tell them I love them when I'm going to do "it" and I survive everytime somehow. Idk how but some dude always find me even if I try to go an abandoned place or building. It's just so disappointing when u survive after like saying bye to everyone like that and it's draining for the other person too cus they dealt with that again. I survived so many times that people think I fake killing myself when I still try. One day I'm going to grab a gun but I'm in an Asian country ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

Example, that top from bj Alex and the bottom. I don't think those two will last very long.

Your 7th picture is now ur teacher. Do u still wanna skip school or idk what can possibly happen?