GrellMyBeloved's question page 2 (27)

I am not from america, I am Australian so i dont know if it tastes different over in America. My friends and I tried it once and we all agreed that it tasted like bad tasting medicine you would have as a child, it even made most of us feel sick.


Does anyone actually enjoy Dr Pepper or are they just masochists who like being in pain?

Ive gotten so used to using babe in a friendly way that I almost keep using it on people I dont know if their comfortable w it.

I cant stop using it bc WHAT ELSE DO I CALL PEOPLE I WANT TO BE NICE TOO?? bro, dude and girlie is too informal (plus im friends w non binary people i dont want them to get the wrong idea that im misgendering them)

Plus i dont want to slip up and give people the impression im flirting with them T~T

Like I get really curious on how different my life would be if I was a boy, like what would I look like? Would my hair colour and hair type still be the same? Would I be taller or shorter? Would I still be interested in the things I am now and still have the same friends?

Like I used to do it so easily but now it's so hard? Like I know they won't judge me for it but it's really hard not to be embarrassed bc like they know that about me now?? And my problems seem really trivial compared to some other things in our group. I really want to open up bc I can't just keep what I'm feeling inside me but at the same time it's just so humiliating and embarrassing to be emotional infront of them. I can't even cry infront of my own blood relation how the fuck do I be vulnerable with my friends? I've had someone notice I wasn't doing so hot but I couldn't even tell them that they were right. I'm just so used to not talking to anyone about it and dealing with it on my own.

Like my friend sent me hers cause I was going to use it as a reference, I HAVE NOTHING TO PUT DOWN. IVE DONE NO VOLUNTEER WORK BESIDES THAT ONE TIME AT MY SCHOOLS UNIFORM SHOP BUT LIKE I WASNT REALLY DOING ANYTHING IMPORTANT.

I have no experience with cash registers, im REALLY bad socially. I can act but it isnt always perfect.
My friend is already having a hard time getting interviews with her goated resume, im literally going to be ghosted.

Ive done dogsitting, but thats literally just me sitting on my ass for 2-5 hours. No skills needed there whatsoever.

Okay so ive thought about this for awhile and I just genuinely dont understand that some of these people are real. Like the ones which are so intrusive in gay men’s activities?

Like I read BL, I enjoy it. But im not obsessed to the point of having fantasies about people in my life being together.
I have gay friends but to me, Bl is different from reality.
One is fiction, the other isnt.
How do you manage to delude yourself to want to ask these men every part of their love lives. Like why would you ask about their positions or just their sex life in general, I would never ask my straight or lesbian / Bi friends that so I just don’t understand?

This was kinda just a word vomit in itself so idk if it makes any sense lol

I want to start loosing some weight and building a little bit of muscle but I dont want to go to the gym. Im really self conscious and I think I would have a panic attack if I did go. I know most of the people there wont judge me but I hate being perceived and even thinking about peoples eyes on me makes me panic.
I do have a Exercise bike but I can only do so much with it lol. Any advice will help besides telling me go just go to the gym. I can buy some semi expensive stuff but im not really looking to purchase anything expensive.