Wbsa's question (4)

I want something where in the plot, the main character spend their whole life wanting to die, only to die after they find a reason to live. It doesn't matter whether it's straight, bl or gl.

There was a one where the uke works as a doctor but he was obligated to movr in a hospital in another city because he's not qualified enough, there he meet the seme who had some suspicious job.
It was short like some 8 chapters or so.

There was a one where, going flashback, one of the mc tried to commit suicide because he had gone car accident and lost his family and the other Mc saves him, he was in the hospital at that time because he was looking after his grandmother and when she does he leaves the hospital and the Mcs separate but they Meg again in a club or something like that

There was one published here few months ago may be, it was about some priest (the seme) I remember he has long hair and the uke was so in love with him that he'd do anything the seme asks but the seme didn't care. Anyway I think that's all I've got please give me the name of you recognized it.