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a weird request but recently ive been getting back into drawing to repolish my skills. i honestly dont have ocs of my own and i find drawing my roblox avatar boring as ive drawn her again and again plus im not in any fandoms so i pretty much want to draw random characters. to anyone who wants to see my style this is what it looks like: https://i.postimg.cc/V686Rknm/Messenger-creation-9-A762-FE0-0-C9-A-4-E24-A942-D96-BA06503-BB.jpg

obv i can only do stuff one at a time if in the event i receive an influx of avatars and i hope any person who sees this understands i will not be getting back so early on

basically what the title says

doesnt need to be this, but im looking out for titles in particular that are said at the end, and everything just ties together beautifully

see title... i just realized that for the past few months ive been watching slop videos that dont need me paying attention or thinking at all and honestly its taking away my literacy lmao. i just feel sad because i see the contrast in my liked videos on youtube when i scroll far enough. it went from videos to lemmino or nexpo and documentaries in general to trash commentary content about the most basic stuff.

can people who watch videos with actual substance please recommend me some of them. channel recommendations are also highly appreciated, altho i already know the big names in the industry like stated above.

like at what point do you guys think the li's are too much. 2? 3? 4? 5?? cause im literally sick of all these harem themes in manhwas/mangas because THERES JUST NO WAY LIKE 9 PPL FEEL THE SAME AB ONE PERSON...

i know its mega cringe but im planning to write a fanfic based on that certain type of plot and i wanna know what ppl hate ab villainess isekai stories. i also wanna hear what yall honestly want to be added/removed in those manhwas, what yall think is corny and whats not. if there are any world building in those manhwas/mangas that you wish could be different, etc. basically i want to hear any and every idea and opinion.

ok i know maybe this isnt the best place to be asking but honestly ill take anything. i accidentally misclicked on a video which ended up being bambi by baekhyun and it was the best mistake i ever made. if anyone is a veteran kpopper or if anyone has song recommendations in general please im begging for them... bonus points if its rnb type shit and the song sounds sensual n sexy

im really, really, really, really, really desperate. one manga rec similar to veil will make me happy. im having veil withdrawals and im writhing in pain. the updates a while back reawakened the insatiable desire for more and i am not able to keep up with it. idc if its not as good as veil i just want a couple that will give me heart palpitations and a manga that doesnt cause me headaches through conflicts... im begging on my knees

can be a manhwa, tv show, movie, etc. use this as a yap sesh !

using this as my own yap session too but mine is criminal:uk. i love it sm the interrogations stimulate my mind, and its the only tv show i can genuinely tolerate the romance aspect of because tony is just so cute with his crush on natalie. it isnt so much forced (for me) since its already established since theyve been workin a long time together and it doesnt ruin the plot (mostly interrogations still) at all.

okay itll sound really stupid off the get go but i became friends with my ex like 2 months after the break up after he went no contact. we've established we love each other still at least and we'll get together when we're older/when "he achieves everything he wants to achieve"... problem is idk if i could see that anymore.

theres definitely a lot of guilt because i treat him like crap during our relationship (though it went both ways and we were just very mean to each other) and i know hes changed because of me but i just feel like we'd be incompatible already. my feelings arent an issue bcs tbh i genuinely feel like i just dont love him anymore due to the fact i know hes became someone i font recognize anymore and i can genuinely see myself single and a bit happy and i can easily picture a future where im just on my own and have a baby through ivf and id be content and at peace.

but i guess im just a bit sad because hes familiar to me and were friends... and i feel like its just a wasted relationship. again its probably because of the guilt but i so badly want to let go but i just cant... does anyone whove went through a similar experience have advice? i cant really ask my friends for advice because they sort of not like him when he broke up w me one day randomly and theyll throttle me if they learn im on friendly terms w him lmao

idk i may just be tweaking but recently a friend said he dislikes handmade gifts. no judgement there but what he said next kind of set me off a lil, because he said he wouldn't want one from his theoretical girlfriend and handmade gifts would end up in the trash. of course i ask 'even if its from her?' and all he told me was i should be practical ermmmm... idk. it might be a slippery slope argument but i just feel like hed be the type to throw his childs drawings in the trash. is it a red flag or am i just unreasonable

im interested in hearing urban legends/ghost stories of yalls schools. i was just walking the corridor if my uni and i remembered that the tour guide on my first semester said that our college was used as a shelter in ww2 and a lot of people died so our security guards have heard shit at night. lmao it just got me thinking.

sorry yall, i dont wanna seem misogynistic. its just that my style for reading action manhwas/mangas is shit with ZERO romance. i know most manhwas would just end up going there if there are female main characters so i usually gravitate towards manhwas with no fmcs at all... and i just like looking at men more than look at women (sorry ladies)

the heavenly demon cant live a normal life is my absolute favorite. no fmcs, just an overpowered guy and his devoted soldiers. the dark mage's return to enlistment, although with many women who pine over the mc, its pretty clear that he isnt interested in anyone in the slightest and even got annoyed when he thought the fmc liked him. the hero returns is also a good one.

can anyone please recommend me more manhwas like those? no romance, no annoying girls, just ass kicking and shit.

okay obviously STUPID question but im just not sure if i have internalized misandry and i just cant think with nuance?

i asked a male friend of mine if he understood the man v. bear thing and he was just so offended by the argument. ofc i tried to explain that its not so much misandry and that women realistically do not have a lot of people (men) to trust in the world and he argues that it IS misandry and what the chances are of us actually being put with a creep/ist. he kept saying that obviously with the bear that theres a bigger chance of us dying than being assaulted by a man, where i argued that some women just care about their safety and he said "so you guys will choose death as safety"

he was just defensive and of course i get that... people are naturally defensive when they, well, feel the need to defend themselves, duh. but he just called me misandrist and generally he was being aggressive and told me that he's just giving back the same energy (stupid answer for a stupid question) when i asked if he needed to be so rude about making a point, and i just cant help but think if i was being unfair? because i know the feeling of feeling wronged and that if a sexist begins arguing with me that is also how ill likely respond, so i dont know if i need to reflect. am i sexist, am i misandrist? i genuinely try not to be because theres enough hate in the world for and on both sides, i want to be fair towards both men and women since we are all in it together at the end of the day.

can someone who can think with nuance tell me if i have some issues i need to be aware of?

Titles.. yes i know about sdv and a date with death and our life but they're the only ones I know preferably visual novels since Im not good at games like love and deepspace

do you think the nature of being reincarnated would be something that youd tell someone youd get close with or is it a "take it to the grave" type of thing??? sometimes i just don't understand mcs telling anyone theyre reincarnated personally because i feel like i wont say anything. for ppl who would tell someone could you please explain why bc i just want to understand

idk im just getting jealous of my friends having other friends and its becoming a problem lol... like i was so used to being the only person they were both close to but now that college is happening its just slowly changing. i really dont want to be because im being less energetic and they know somethings wrong w me but i just dont want to say im petty. how do you guys cope/distract urselves??

really random but my professor's last name is literally celestial and not to sound weird but i want to marry him just for his last name