nini's experience (2)

No matter how hectic my days get, I still find myself thinking about her at the end of every quiet nights. For some reason too, I get anxious that my heart would erratically beat, before it turns into this dull ache. And I still haven't figured out why, and when that happens, it's always before dusk. Maybe it's because of the lack of closure, and......   1 reply

The midnight thoughts that I used to have then weren't even comprehensible much as they were all scattered, my mind racing from one thought to another in a span of seconds. Most of them filled with fears and prayers. Sometimes, it would even seem that my thoughts weren't even from me anymore, like they were coming from someone else. I don't even kn......   1 reply