Dear "Am I scared or not ?" --> learn TM!
I don't even have to guess i can bet $1,000,000 you have been molested/raped. You may have memory loss of a part of your childhood/ memory gaps. It's just surfacing now in this presentation as "fear of males"
You are innocent (the pervert is the one to blame). Get therapy! What you are experiencing NO ONE ...... 2 reply
yeah someone else said it already.... Your Mom is doing what is called "gaslighting". The thing with that is if you do not get counseling or psychological support for yourself, you may end up dating someone who does the same.
These ppl who gaslight can drive ppl to suicide, make you think you are crazy, etc.
Get some kind of help ASAP reply
I'm 44 yrs old, female, black Jamaican, pharmacist, South Florida.
I have been reading yaoi for 17 years, 1st book/Series was Gravitation. It was so funny and i got hooked from there! reply
