clementine muffin's experience (8)

I'm not even shocked, just been reading this one ship all year. the number of fics I've read and the total word count were kinda shocking tho, i need to spend more time touching grass   reply

It took some time to figure out the ao3 layout and everything, and at the end i ended up posting each part as a separate chapter instead of using page breaks because i couldn't figure out how page breaks work. But I did it, and oh my god i felt like i wrote so much but it's around 1000 words, my respect has significantly gone up for fanfic writers ......   2 reply

I'm sorry for ranting here guys but I don't have anywhere else to do this. For context, I took a drop year to prepare for a competitive exam after high school (didn't get in the first time because of my carelessness and stupidity). I see stories of people having a better time than me and feel jealous. Just yesterday night, I saw one of my friend'......   4 reply

im tired of this syllabus. my marks won't ever improve, it's been downhill for a few months and despite giving my 100% they keep going down. i have an exam tomorrow, and i already did some revision work a few days ago but I don't even wanna look at my books right now. had class today but I don't wanna look at the coursework we completed today. i do......   1 reply

i hate seeing any sort of kpop discourse literally anywhere like- im so sorry, is the music really THAT good for you to be fighting like that???? i was in kpop fandoms, mostly bts, newjeans and some other groups. for like 2 years my spotify was almost all kpop, and i only ever talked about kpop. thing is, this year i realised what i was wasting m......   2 reply

literally everytime i think of this one thing that happened really recently my anxiety spikes. which is crazy because I'm literally on anxiety meds, i haven't felt this feeling since like a month. been feeling severly anxious since morning. my heart rate's been high on my fitbit today too, and it keeps randomly spiking whenever i think of this. i......   2 reply

why am i shipping my 2 male science tutors help. one of them is a chem teacher, the other teaches physics. And yeah sure they're married to women but does my brain care? idk, it keeps shipping them so ig not. there have been sus moments yk, the way they talk to each other n shit (or maybe i haven't seen a healthy m/m friendship in a while) . i coul......   3 reply