serial experiments rin's experience (11)

i'm starting to like and feel better about myself after i met the love of my life. it seems like them simply cured everything, took away all the bad thoughts i had about myself, just by loving me and understanding me, stopping me from doing bad things to myself. love is really something. i love them and i thank them for making me always look at mys......   1 reply

last month i dreamed about a bizarre man who handed me a knife and told me i knew what had to be done and then he watched me literally stick the knife in my eye. and that same day i woke up and told my mother. the strange thing was that today she told me that she had dreamed of the same thing, but in hers i myself sharpened a piece of wood like th......   2 reply

i used to write a lot of fanfics and poems in high school. i was even kind of known in the dreamcatcher fandom for having written a siyeon demon fanfic... i really loved writing. but now i don't have the energy to write anything anymore. maybe age really does come to everyone lol   1 reply

i have never felt, and in fact have been, so alone in my entire life. when i was dating someone until a few months ago, it wasn't so bad, but since she left, it seems like all my ability and even my desire to socialize and meet people went with her. i feel very strange; at the same time that i want to have friends, i'm also afraid of having to go......   1 reply

i've already screwed myself up so much by trusting people that nowadays i barely trust myself.   3 reply

sometimes i go days without eating... idk, i just don't feel like eating anything   1 reply

im so useless idk i should just die soon   5 reply

perhaps the phrase i used most during this past year, even when i hadn't done anything other than express my feelings to someone i loved.   reply

i thought i was a lesbian since i was a teenager, but after i started questioning and opening myself up to new experiences, i ended up realizing that im actually pansexual and im very happy about it   1 reply

gundam war in the pocket. trust me. just watch. Iiwas never the same after experiencing this masterpiece.   reply