Ohta's question (2)

I'm a Fujoshi. BG manhwa/novel/movie/drama can't give me interest anymore. I can only enjoy them either if it is BL or zero romance. But now days I find another person of my gender with shorts held my breath. Suddenly my normal breath come to haste and become heavier. Not to the point noticeable, but I can feel it. However one time I try to imagine myself being intimate with my same gender, made me feel sick. Try the porn, I turn pale horrified. As beautiful as they are, I can't put myself in that position. Please understand that I do not mean harm for any community. I just want to find the answer for this phenomena.

Hot guys still make an effect for me. I'm very much attracted to my opposite gender. It just this strange heavy breath.

How is the setting of your dream?
Mine always gloomy with the dim light. No matter what happened there, either happy or nightmare, it always dark with little vision. Are dreams like this? Or is it just mine