Basanti 89/70's question (16)

For me, I had my periods after two months on January 1st and after that, I didn't have them for a month but it came on the day of my finals.
I have a important exam today and I also have diarrhea<3.

Why do people hate Ivan so much? Or say "He's toxic so, you shouldn't like him." How exactly is he toxic? He did everything in his power to make his beloved win because he can't live without him but people are like, "Oh, he is a red flag." From which angle? If he is a red flag, then why do you like Luka? You'll be like, "Oh, he did that to survive." So what? Did he also kill Hyuna's brother to survive? Ivan also wanted to live, lol. Is it because he likes a guy or he could've beaten up your beloved Luka? "Experience also plays a role, if they had a different life, Luka wouldn't have done that." You should also say, "Oh, this only applies to Luka." Because Ivan or the others not knowing the meaning of a kiss is not enough to make you think he isn't a red flag.

Some idiots be like, "Till cheated, that's why he couldn't have won in Round Finale against Luka, he is far more talented than Till." Oh my god, Luka using others cherished ones is justified but Till "cheating" isn't reasonable? Make it make sense. Till also wanted to survive, he was only 21. This is the reason why I dislike Luka even though I loved his character in the beginning. Why do people do this?

There are many bl readers here so, I just want to ask, if there are any Ivan haters present, please tell me why do you hate him except the reason, "He is toxic."

If you think, "Oh, why do you care so much? He is just a fictional character?" Yes, but I love him and I can't study properly without knowing the reason now.

I'm bored and I'm not in mood to read manga so??? Anything? I can't download reddit on this old design so??? Or some online drama or anything?

Honestly, I'm kinda happy Luka is suffering and we get to see more of IvanTill, MiziSua and Hyuna because yeah, Luka being traumatized is my Roman Empire

Yes, again! Alien Stage again! Because no, I'm watching Alien Stage everyday and I'm also crying and being delusional- There is a Ruler of my heart but IvanTill version on YouTube and why does it suit them so much? I'm in pain! I would probably give up my life if it meant they could be alive because ohmygod, why? Just why? Ugh, Vivinos also killed my Diva recently and no, they are all gonna die. I should stop being delusional, the happy life doesn't suit me- Studying to distract myself seems like a good idea- Anyways, who else is fucked for their exams? Because there are only 7 days left and I haven't studied a thing except one subject- Lmao

If no, then I suggest you search and learn of her case because it's just so heartbreaking. I would've explained it myself but I think it will be better to read about her case youself. She died by suicide after being sexually assaulted by her male colleagues and superiors. My question is, wasn't South Korea considered one of the most safest country for women in the world? If the most safest country isn't the safest then, what can you expect from other countries? And men say they aren't the problem

So, imagine you have a online boyfriend for 2 years and you're planning to meet him soon but the problem is, the boyfriend is nice, okey? However, you like to read bl/gl and this person had a huge problem with you reading, "Naked boys" and "Men having sex". This was it in the beginning but recently, he said, "A person liking the same gender has a disease in the head." And they also posted a reel to their story with the context: If a LGBTQ Pride parade was going on and they were flying a plane, they would crash that plane into the parade. Not only that, he has a problem with women wearing short clothes because ohmygod, that suggests, "They're asking for it." Even though you and your sister explained and proved him with various examples that clothes doesn't have anything to do with rape and whatnot. Your future plans are also different from him but you want to spend your whole life together and he wants the same thing.
He likes marvels but you don't like it. However, you still watched Marvels for his happiness which isn't a big deal except the fact he can't accept your tastes.
He says, "Oh, men do this, men are the ones going to army and protecting the country while the women did nothing in the past." Which you accept but he doesn't want to face the fact that women also faced hell in the past.
He thinks a fetus is a living being and it shouldn't be aborted just because

This isn't about me, it's about my sister. In the end, what would you do if you were in my sister's place? She still loves him, lol-

I'm feeling so embarrassed after remembering the kind of fanfics I wrote on ao3 like, huh? I was the who wrote this type of stuff!? Me? Me!??? I'm literally in denial, that can't be me.

Wait, this just came to my mind but Luka is not a human human and Ivan is also the same as Luka, right? Or am I misunderstanding something? (The clone theory)

I've been genuinely curious about this since I started reading bl but if he says no then, what is the point of continuing? And why does the bottom goes along with it after ml just continues after his no, he doesn't say yes. Why does the bottom not get angry or something after the deed? (In any kind of consensual relationship; Sexy buddies, partners, etc etc)

I've been really curious for some time but couldn't find anyone to ask

Because what the fuck? There are still people standing up for him and blaming the victim instead of the pedo just because? Ewww.

Is it just me or there are people who are uncomfortable during or after reading a high school story? I just avoid them now

When I got to know that it's not titties, it's tities like? Are both correct or what? If not, was I embarrassing myself while spelling tities titties all the time? Anyways, big bottom tities are really sexy, lol

You're reading silly gay/yuri/straight stories, feeling extremely happy, then you go to the next chapter and a black screen pops up in which you can see yourself and then you're asking yourself, ''What am I doing with my life? Is this okey? Is it really good to be this happy? Are you sure you have nothing better to do, for example, studying?''

Let's just talk about Alien Stage. Like, Oh My God! Sua is such a queen, she is so beautiful. Did any of you notice IvanTill are the only ones who didn't have a dialogue or even between Mizi and Till? Hyuna and Luka got one, Sua and Mizi also got it but them? No. In my mind, that means their love wasn't mutual, not even one bit while the others reciprocated each other's feelings. In Nowhere, Ivan didn't feel regret but I feel like he resented his feelings to some extent because Till only looked at him as a best friend. Someone said, "There is an official art of Vivinos of them being high school students and Till falling in love with Ivan first." Do you know the link? I desperately need them being happy together. And oh, I saw an official art work of Till wearing a maid outfit, Ivan and Luka having a nosebleed, is that legit or fake? It was on insta.
Mizi's version of Black Sorrow is so beautiful. I legit cried while listening to IvanTill version of Clematis because that meant, Till sacrificed himself instead of Sua.

The love I have for them is unimaginable.
Oh, to be loved like Till.
Oh, to love like Ivan.
Doesn't that seem like a luxury or do you think it's unneeded in today's society?

This is my favourite, "I asked Ivan, are 3 floors enough?"
Ivan replied, "No, you need 6 floors for it to work."