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Just a small rant (?)
I've been reading a lot of (straight) manhwas recently, and honestly it helped me go through the tough times I've had in my life lately. Romance-wise, reading has helped me sort out the feelings for the person I like in both a negative and positive way. Negative being that I'll always remain to have high standards because I genuinely believe there are these types of men (and women) out there in the real world. This honestly made me get over my feelings more. Positive being that this helped me ease my sorrows towards what happened to me and the said person that i like. Obviously everything excessive is unhealthy, so I try to remain as rational as possible. It's just so warm reading beautiful stories and wishing that happiness like theirs can happen in this lifetime of mine too. Also helped me a lot with the mindset to not rush things so quickly; because what's meant for you will come to you, in the right time, in the right place, and with the right person. It gives me hope, even when I'm struggling with my grades this quarter and my life keeps going downhill, atleast reading and spending my time here distracts me from hurting myself and avoiding conflict from everything. It also gives me motivation to do my schoolworks (even though i still procrastinate)
I hope some of the people here feel the same way as me, I manage to turn this obsession of mine (reading because i have no other consistent hobby) into something good, and I hope it continues to be a good influence in my life further, and I hope more people could relate
I've been reading a lot of (straight) manhwas recently, and honestly it helped me go through the tough times I've had in my life lately. Romance-wise, reading has helped me sort out the feelings for the person I like in both a negative and positive way. Negative being that I'll always remain to have high standards because I genuinely believe there are these types of men (and women) out there in the real world. This honestly made me get over my feelings more. Positive being that this helped me ease my sorrows towards what happened to me and the said person that i like. Obviously everything excessive is unhealthy, so I try to remain as rational as possible. It's just so warm reading beautiful stories and wishing that happiness like theirs can happen in this lifetime of mine too. Also helped me a lot with the mindset to not rush things so quickly; because what's meant for you will come to you, in the right time, in the right place, and with the right person. It gives me hope, even when I'm struggling with my grades this quarter and my life keeps going downhill, atleast reading and spending my time here distracts me from hurting myself and avoiding conflict from everything. It also gives me motivation to do my schoolworks (even though i still procrastinate)
I hope some of the people here feel the same way as me, I manage to turn this obsession of mine (reading because i have no other consistent hobby) into something good, and I hope it continues to be a good influence in my life further, and I hope more people could relate
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idk if ranting this here would be a good or a bad idea, it's 5am in the morning and im sobbing over my friend who's life i actually don't know whether he's still alive or not, its been more or less 5 months. The person who told me about the news that my friend k/lled himself, i don't know whether to trust him or not. This isn't the first time that I experienced this, but this particular one made me realize how useless I am to people I have no real contact with, I never met, and I never really knew what their whole life was like. That friend of mine, he went through so much things that honestly, it really was overbearing for a person to carry. After recieving the news, I was dumbfounded. Weeks have passed and I distracted myself. Months have passed it came back haunting me. Im stuck in a dilemma thinking what's true and whats not.
What do you mean you're gone? Your body is buried somewhere, burned or rotting, in a land where I don't know, where I can't even visit you. What do you mean we'll never get to do the things we've always planned? All the ups and downs we've been through, not one of them let me embrace you, touch you. Im stuck in this guilt that I couldn't even express how much I was rooting for you to stand back up with all my heart. I can't even open our conversations because your account was deleted. I don't have the courage to accept that you may have already passed away.
Ever since then I've always wondered, If God let me go, will you be there to take my hand when I close my eyes? Will I see you in all white, emitting a glow you've always worn, that ive felt when you were alive?
But in the end, did I even matter to you? Did I manage to make an impact on you even just for a short while? Was I replayed in your last moments, even if I was just behind the screen? My voice, my words, did you remember? I guess I'll never know.
I hope we can finally meet one day, but before that happens, I'll keep you in my heart. I'm sorry, please forgive me for being a bad friend. I love you
What do you mean you're gone? Your body is buried somewhere, burned or rotting, in a land where I don't know, where I can't even visit you. What do you mean we'll never get to do the things we've always planned? All the ups and downs we've been through, not one of them let me embrace you, touch you. Im stuck in this guilt that I couldn't even express how much I was rooting for you to stand back up with all my heart. I can't even open our conversations because your account was deleted. I don't have the courage to accept that you may have already passed away.
Ever since then I've always wondered, If God let me go, will you be there to take my hand when I close my eyes? Will I see you in all white, emitting a glow you've always worn, that ive felt when you were alive?
But in the end, did I even matter to you? Did I manage to make an impact on you even just for a short while? Was I replayed in your last moments, even if I was just behind the screen? My voice, my words, did you remember? I guess I'll never know.
I hope we can finally meet one day, but before that happens, I'll keep you in my heart. I'm sorry, please forgive me for being a bad friend. I love you
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"i do admit that ive hurt him" "but i was just telling him how he should act" to "I'm not a manipulator" are you even hearing yourself?
this drama has been going on for half a year now, and bringing it up now again on mangago forums is absolute ballz. hope you learn your lesson one way or another and i hope karma catches you even after you die. you can't seem to settle this in private, so ill give the lack of privacy back to you.
even going as far as harassing them here is pure insanity, not to mention you DID rape him, because it was against his will, he didn't want it no matter if he did something wrong or not. dude, the person already has a boyfriend MOVE ON!! fucking disgusting, worse than a pig, and thinking it's normal to post it here with the caption "i want them to suck my dick" you should have your own dick shoved up your throat to learn how stinky and unbelievably rotted it tastes like. not to mention, you're not even guilty. your words not mine.
this drama has been going on for half a year now, and bringing it up now again on mangago forums is absolute ballz. hope you learn your lesson one way or another and i hope karma catches you even after you die. you can't seem to settle this in private, so ill give the lack of privacy back to you.
even going as far as harassing them here is pure insanity, not to mention you DID rape him, because it was against his will, he didn't want it no matter if he did something wrong or not. dude, the person already has a boyfriend MOVE ON!! fucking disgusting, worse than a pig, and thinking it's normal to post it here with the caption "i want them to suck my dick" you should have your own dick shoved up your throat to learn how stinky and unbelievably rotted it tastes like. not to mention, you're not even guilty. your words not mine.