Shoto's waifu's question page 2 (25)

since I was a child, I would sit far from the beach and play with the sand instead of getting into the water, and once, when my uncle walked me near the water and put my legs in it, I climbed on him and cried, my mom took the video lol,,
and lizards or any kind of reptiles. I hate it, not because it has done smth bad to me, but when I see them in general, I'd freaked out and my body feels shaky, it might looks like I'm overreacting when people make fun of me and purposely throw or bring a lizards right in front of my face but hell, I can't stop my heart from racing whenever I see one

genuinely how do I deal with it pls ? I can't even ask for help or say what's bothering me since I keep avoiding people

if u don't understand the phrase, it means "a moment in ur life that is too good to be true, but then suddenly, you woke up from ur dream (= the lamp looks weird), and none of it is real