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so the main premises of the manga was that the mc was blind and the fl was deaf and mute. the mc was a mangaka who started to loss his sight and on top of that he had to take care of his mother who was not mentally well?? When the mc completely lost his sight and was having a panic attack?? he meel the fl and the story is about the life together and their struggles
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this is one of my fav manga but I forgot its name

please recommend me some tragedy that will make me a crying, sobbing mess. I wanna feel sad and miserable

I am in a mood to cry soo...

can yall recommend me manga/manhwa/novel or anything with suicidal/depressed mc
I just want a mc I can relate to like optimistic mcs are great and all but I just want some sad and depressing stories