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So it's kim dokja's birthday today and I want to Draw him or something. So i'm going to try to learn how to draw in five hour so any tips

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31326992 I'm so sad that we have to wait for it to be updated for even more now

Bro I went to my Grandpas place to meet his new wife with my family and don't get me wrong she is a very nice lady and I know she didn't mean anything by it but not even 30minutes into meeting her she came up to me touched my chest and then grabbed my boob and started squeezing then said "wow there's nothing there" like uh ok? And let me mind you I haven't even said 10 words to her besides like telling her my name and yes I was surprised but not that much because I'm used to old women doing this to me since I was a little kid but what REALLY surprised me and made me really uncomfortable was when me and my family was leaving and when I was about to leave she literally grabbed my boob again and started squeezing it and then she grabbed my ass squeezed it then slapped it like ma'am what the hell I'm used to people doing it one time but two times? And the worst part is she squeezed it a lot more and more harder that time so I could literally feel her hands on my chest/boobs and ass all night after that even tho her hands were not on me anymore and now even tho it's been a day it's like I can still feel her hands on me and it just makes me so uncomfortable and it's not even just her like my grandpa isn't a weird guy or anything but I've only known him for like two years bc my moms relationship with her family is a little weird but he likes to kiss people's cheek as a way to say hello or bye which isn't weird or anything but one time I was leaving his house and I guess he was to busy saying bye to my family that he didn't have a chance to do that to me so in a hurry he hugged me from behind and kissed my neck like I know he didn't mean anything bye it but it was really weird also considering the fact my grandpa is literally still in his late 40s (it's normal to marry and have kids young in my culture) and one time I remember when I was 9/10 years old and my grandma walked in on me after I was done taking a shower and I told her to get out because I was surprised obviously but she was on the phone with her sister and I could hear her telling her what happened wail laughing and then her sister asked if she seen my pussy and if it was big and if you could grab it with one hand like huh wtf and the worst part is my grandma found it completely normal and even answered her question and was laughing and then I remember meeting her sister that day (or maybe a few days later not a 100% sure) and her literally asking the same question RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and then I had to sit there wail they talked about my vagina and if they couldn't grab it with one hand or not and I just remember being so uncomfortable and disguised back then

claude 100% I don't understand why you guys forgive him so easily no matter why he did it he was still a shity dad fuck you claude

https://picrew.me/image_maker/1035627. https://picrew.me/image_maker/1011016 just have fun

Ok so I'm bored and I want to make a novel but I never did this before so I kinda need help ok so the problem is i can think of ideas to make novels but i can't write it like it makes sense in my head but when i write it down i don't know how to make it make sense like i can't convey the plot if you know what i mean

And the plot I'm going for is VERY dark and twisted/depressing and honestly disgusting but like that's the point i'm trying to go for a direction where it makes the readers very uncomfortable to read it but they can't stop because it's so interesting if you know what I mean and it has topics like rape torture kidnapping manipulating and some more stuff that I can't really say because that'll kinda spoil some of it but uh yeah you get the point and just to clarify i'm not romanticizing any of this like i said the purpose of this novel is to make the readers very uncomfortable/sad while reading it And feeling like huh wtf did I just read and honestly just lost after finishing it and yes i know that sounds weird to make a novel like that but i read a novel like that one time and it's still stuck in my head to this day and that's the kinds impact i want to leave on my readers if you know what i mean but the problem is the plot is so complex and kinda confusing i guess so it could either be hit or miss if i write it right it could be amazing if not it could be like any trashy novel out there so like any tips?

and let me know if knowing the plot of the novel will make it any easier to give me tips if so i'll dm you it

I mean don’t get me wrong my uncle is a nice guy and all and I’m sure he doesn’t mean any harm but uh he does and says weird stuff sometimes like he’s literally always joking about how he likes young girls (he’s 35) and he literally said the only reason he married his wife was because she doesn’t look her age I mean don’t get me wrong they are a great couple but bro for real said that after I said she looks her age (she is 29) and then he said “no she doesn’t I wouldn’t have married her if she did” and his wife always looks so disgusted when he makes jokes like that but it’s not because he’s making so much jokes about likening young girls it’s because it’s true like everybody knows he likes young girls
And then he started making jokes about how he started talking to her when she was just 18 (don’t worry he was not) and shit and when I was 12 I was bored so I went into his room to see what he was doing because my other uncle was with him too so I just sat on the bed and see what they were doing and after my uncle left the other one anyway Bro fr started talking about his type and about how he plays all these girls and how he’s using Them for their face and body and how after one girl Catfish him and she was actually bigger than what she was in the picture bro fr said he had to go to the bathroom and never came back like damn like he was fr talking to three girls at the same time one for money which I honestly felt really bad for her because she seemed to really like him and I know this because he showed me the text messages and literally told me how he knows shes in love with him but he was just talking about how she isn’t pretty and he’s just using her for money ofc and about the other girl he said he wants to marry her because she was really pretty and the other girl he was talking to I don’t remember what she was for tbh and he also trauma dumped on me about how his first born child died at birth when he was first married and about how he’s really super suicidal And remember I was 12 and I had no idea what the fuck to say oh and he also jokes about taking pills like drugs and asks hey you want drugs oh and one time I spend the night at his place when I was 12 because he lives with his parents and they’re my godparents and my parents want me to stay the night to them and the next morning I woke up with a bruise on my neck or a hickey I don’t know but I don’t know how the fuck it got there that’s for sure

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Then please shut the fuck up I don't care what you're excuse is that is not give you the right to be a bitch for no reason to all bisexual people maybe a bisexual person did you wrong that still does not give you the right to take her out on all of us for no reason and if you're doing this shit for no reason at all then please mind your own fucking business and go find another hobby that being an asshole and I don't care on how much hate i'm going to got

I just realized that I’ve been on this site for four years and six days. God damn I really need to get off this site

The guy with mustard hair I just cannot like him like I get it your sister died it looks like the guy with gray hair and purple eyes killed her probably wasn't him maybe he lost control probably an accident I get it you have a reason but I just cannot like him for some reason he just gets on my nerves maybe I'll like them later on who knows by the way I'm talking about the guy in black haze#－.－)

Now I'm not saying all things about Culture is bullshit but let's be honest forcing your kids to follow your beliefs and rules like marriage at a young age (like 19 or younger) or telling them horrible stuff like your useless and a failure and shit like you have to be a good wife and have kids and you won't have a life if you don't do that to a 8 year old and ruining kids mantel health or hit them just because it's normal In your culture is just horrible btw this is coming from someone who is gypsy so I'm not just talking from my ass

So my 1st YouTube channel got to 199 subscribers last time I checked and my current YouTube channel my second 1 has 256 subscribers last time I checked

I'll literally get disown and be a big disappointment and embarrassment to my family if I don't get married by the time I'm 17/18 and have kids at 20 or 21 if I'm lucky

Let's see if you can beat me cuz my day was f****** horrible okay so basically my grandmother woke me up for no reason said come on get ready we're going on the boat and go fishing I was like ok whatever after dying of heat with a car with no air conditioner driving an hour my baby sister crying all the way through so we finally go there I was like finally but then the boat wouldn't start turns out the engine was filled with water or something so then we had to go all the way up the hill and then we had to stay about 2 hours cuz my dad was trying to fix the boat and in the burning heat whatever he fixes it we go on the water it's pretty and everything okay I'm tired I knock out so then I wake up in the middle of night and I couldn't go back to sleep so I'm going to read some manga or something oh yeah I forgot to mention my glasses broke so it was f****** hard to see and it still is so I glue my glasses back together but guess what the glue got in my hair I got on my glasses on the lens so now I can't use them cuz I have to clean it somehow and believe me I tried like hours of trying to clean it I still will not come off I tried toothpaste leaving it in hot water it would not work so then I had to cut my hair and the glue went everywhere all over my room and all over my hands I somehow cleaned it after hours of scrubbing It off of my hands so yeah try to beat me oh yeah also I forgot thet I was trying to drink some milk and it went all over me

I haven't read a lot of bl/yaoi lately so I'm kinda curious if it's the same mfs or different characters

Boobs or ass?

Well I always knew that I was bisexual but something that made me have a mental breakdown low key in 2024 was that I also found out I was aromantic