about making friends
in need of friendship ahu i'm a friendly person who just made an alt account on instagram. i was gonna intend it for just aesthetic stuff but i figured i could use it to talk to other people in the world. we can talk about yaoi or music or some hobbies. i'm sure we can hit it off. i'm pretty talkative aaa
if you wanna be friends, drop your usernames and i'll follow you, and give you an interesting hello ehe
if you wanna be friends, drop your usernames and i'll follow you, and give you an interesting hello ehe
about tried to kill yourself
is it normal to get punched by your older brother so that you can used to it?
ik it probably is. stupid question. i just want validity at this point cause my perspectives are fucked up and i think everything is just normal now. my fam usully laughs at me when i tell them things that happens to me and that includes losing friends and getting sexually harassed by a stranger, laughing as if im such a joke for overreacting. so really, now idrk what's wrong or right. i dont want to ask anyone close to me. i just need a yes or no so i can be at ease. validity whore and all (づ￣ ³￣)づ
i'm a girl btw, and he does it a lot everytime he's drunk.
ik it probably is. stupid question. i just want validity at this point cause my perspectives are fucked up and i think everything is just normal now. my fam usully laughs at me when i tell them things that happens to me and that includes losing friends and getting sexually harassed by a stranger, laughing as if im such a joke for overreacting. so really, now idrk what's wrong or right. i dont want to ask anyone close to me. i just need a yes or no so i can be at ease. validity whore and all (づ￣ ³￣)づ
i'm a girl btw, and he does it a lot everytime he's drunk.
about penpals
Do you listen to BLCDs? What are the best BLCDs you've listened to? Recommendations?
about real life problems
HELLO IM SO MAD RN.
i saw this post in facebook just a few minutes ago.
here's the link:
https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=271534527501403&id=100039345722213&sfnsn=mo
basically, in the long ass post, this girl and her friends were shipping their two guy classmates together. they even imagined them having sex and all. the person took a pic of the guys being close to each other. unfortunately for her, she got caught by one of the guys. the guy made her explain which she did but she made a lie at the end saying, 'i was made to it.' ofc the guy got mad and told her off, maybe harshly, who knows
BUT GET THIS
she had the guts to get mad at him for getting mad her cause she and her friends were just having fun. WTF. ITS UR FAULT.
WHATS MORE, SHE POSTED THE PIC OF THE TWO GUYS.
AND EVERYONE IN THE COMMENTS SUPPORTED HER. THATS BATSHIT CRAZY. URR HARASSING THEM.
please help me report her and her post. thats all thanks.
i saw this post in facebook just a few minutes ago.
here's the link:
https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=271534527501403&id=100039345722213&sfnsn=mo
basically, in the long ass post, this girl and her friends were shipping their two guy classmates together. they even imagined them having sex and all. the person took a pic of the guys being close to each other. unfortunately for her, she got caught by one of the guys. the guy made her explain which she did but she made a lie at the end saying, 'i was made to it.' ofc the guy got mad and told her off, maybe harshly, who knows
BUT GET THIS
she had the guts to get mad at him for getting mad her cause she and her friends were just having fun. WTF. ITS UR FAULT.
WHATS MORE, SHE POSTED THE PIC OF THE TWO GUYS.
AND EVERYONE IN THE COMMENTS SUPPORTED HER. THATS BATSHIT CRAZY. URR HARASSING THEM.
please help me report her and her post. thats all thanks.
about get to know you
hey howsitgoing, anyone wanna waste their time with me? i'm 17 atm but i don't really mind with the age. add me on line or drop yours.
line: kookykolai
line: kookykolai
about give life advice
Yoo, what a cheesy title, huh? Well anyways, I'm going to start off that I never talked to him in real life. Just through Facebook, but I have seen him in real life but we never spare glances at each other.
He's my senpai―already graduated. I have liked him ever since I first laid my eyes on him during a sport's festival at school. We played the same sport...well, board game (yeah, we're nerds.) A teacher in charge of my grade was training me; competing against her. I failed, ofc. Her old student came and just stood there. Felt no reason to notice him, and I just continued the game. The teacher made him play against me for one round. I looked up at him, and he was staring right back at me. Very dramtic wooshes, and to add that the sunlight was behind him. I started liking him since then. He's my first love.
During the summer of 2016, I chatted him. Wasn't weird cause my best friend became friends with him that summer, plus it was a dare. He didn't respond at first and just sent, "." Annoying as heck tbh. I kept getting dared to do something to him COINCIDENTALLY. A few dares later, he started talking to me. We chatted for less than 3 months almost everyday. Some memorable conversations were that: I was afraid I wouldn't get in the star section anymore in which he encouraged me that I will be (he's smart af), I had to go home all alone at night and he wanted me to contact someone to fetch me instead but gave up and just told me to contact him when I get home safely, our love for bacon turned into capslock party saying "BACON WOOOOO," and many more.
I coincidentally saw him at a store. I saw him, he most likely saw me cause he was behind me. I was sitting down to look at pens, he was behind me standing up, also looking at pens. But other than that. I was completely ｉｇｎｏｒｅｄ．The next school year came. We saw each other. I glanced at him, but he didn't. He ignored me again. We never chatted during that year.
I confessed to him via chat after that school year. He said, "Thanks, I think I already knew." The best reply he could have given. Forgot about him that summer then the next school year came.
I found out that he's actually never online. But during that summer...he was always online though? He was always able to reply back?
Note that we never chatted again.
This was his last year. And this year was very...it was such a burden on my shoulders. We'd still pass by each other, but this time, my friend and him were closer now. They'd hug when they saw each other. Every time. I had another friend with us. We were a trio of best friends. I think my friend got the clue when they'd hug, and drags me away from them. I can't help but feel that...he's doing it on purpose. One time, we were on a three day streak going to this fast food―us the trio. He had a huge group with him, and they'd sit near us. First day, he was a little far, so phew on me. Second day, I could see his back. I begged God that he wouldn't look back. But nope, he did. He saw that we were trying to forge a signature cause my friend will be dead if she didn't have one. The one close to him asked him to sign it. He refused, but continued to look back at us. He was right in front of me. I was looking anywhere but him and it so obvious, but I couldn't stop. It felt like he was taunting me.
A few instances like that happend again. Everytime, I was afraid to look at him. The same feeling of taunt was there. But when we were at school one time, we were about to go the same path, we both headed for opposite directions. Another time, during that year's sport's festival, he came to my group of friends to compete with them. I was just there. He was looking at volleyball match before WITH HIS FRIENDS, but he decided to stay with us. He still cheered for his team from afar, but he stayed at our table. And I felt so suffocated and taunted.
I decided I wasn't going to get riled up about this and I would raise my head up instead. I raised my head up when he hugged my best friend tightly. I saw his head rest in my best friend's shoulder as I saw my friend's back. I put on a straight face.
He graduated now. I NEED to get over him. Although I felt what I said above, I am super thankful of him. Without him, I would have never met my friends...never stayed in the star section. I was determined to be his level that I did my best in academics and be able to stay in the star section where all my great friends are. He was just so kind that summer of 2016. I really really like him. He isn't even my type. His likes are a total turn off for me. He has a cute face, but only sometimes. I sometimes think he's ugly haha. So irdk why I yearn for him. I want to move on. How?
I want to talk to him irl, but I'm probably already bothersome for him.
He's probably bi too...or even gay, but I just want to be friends at least. (Also, I'd def support)
(sorry for really long story. I felt that if i explained, you guys would understand it more)
He's my senpai―already graduated. I have liked him ever since I first laid my eyes on him during a sport's festival at school. We played the same sport...well, board game (yeah, we're nerds.) A teacher in charge of my grade was training me; competing against her. I failed, ofc. Her old student came and just stood there. Felt no reason to notice him, and I just continued the game. The teacher made him play against me for one round. I looked up at him, and he was staring right back at me. Very dramtic wooshes, and to add that the sunlight was behind him. I started liking him since then. He's my first love.
During the summer of 2016, I chatted him. Wasn't weird cause my best friend became friends with him that summer, plus it was a dare. He didn't respond at first and just sent, "." Annoying as heck tbh. I kept getting dared to do something to him COINCIDENTALLY. A few dares later, he started talking to me. We chatted for less than 3 months almost everyday. Some memorable conversations were that: I was afraid I wouldn't get in the star section anymore in which he encouraged me that I will be (he's smart af), I had to go home all alone at night and he wanted me to contact someone to fetch me instead but gave up and just told me to contact him when I get home safely, our love for bacon turned into capslock party saying "BACON WOOOOO," and many more.
I coincidentally saw him at a store. I saw him, he most likely saw me cause he was behind me. I was sitting down to look at pens, he was behind me standing up, also looking at pens. But other than that. I was completely ｉｇｎｏｒｅｄ．The next school year came. We saw each other. I glanced at him, but he didn't. He ignored me again. We never chatted during that year.
I confessed to him via chat after that school year. He said, "Thanks, I think I already knew." The best reply he could have given. Forgot about him that summer then the next school year came.
I found out that he's actually never online. But during that summer...he was always online though? He was always able to reply back?
Note that we never chatted again.
This was his last year. And this year was very...it was such a burden on my shoulders. We'd still pass by each other, but this time, my friend and him were closer now. They'd hug when they saw each other. Every time. I had another friend with us. We were a trio of best friends. I think my friend got the clue when they'd hug, and drags me away from them. I can't help but feel that...he's doing it on purpose. One time, we were on a three day streak going to this fast food―us the trio. He had a huge group with him, and they'd sit near us. First day, he was a little far, so phew on me. Second day, I could see his back. I begged God that he wouldn't look back. But nope, he did. He saw that we were trying to forge a signature cause my friend will be dead if she didn't have one. The one close to him asked him to sign it. He refused, but continued to look back at us. He was right in front of me. I was looking anywhere but him and it so obvious, but I couldn't stop. It felt like he was taunting me.
A few instances like that happend again. Everytime, I was afraid to look at him. The same feeling of taunt was there. But when we were at school one time, we were about to go the same path, we both headed for opposite directions. Another time, during that year's sport's festival, he came to my group of friends to compete with them. I was just there. He was looking at volleyball match before WITH HIS FRIENDS, but he decided to stay with us. He still cheered for his team from afar, but he stayed at our table. And I felt so suffocated and taunted.
I decided I wasn't going to get riled up about this and I would raise my head up instead. I raised my head up when he hugged my best friend tightly. I saw his head rest in my best friend's shoulder as I saw my friend's back. I put on a straight face.
He graduated now. I NEED to get over him. Although I felt what I said above, I am super thankful of him. Without him, I would have never met my friends...never stayed in the star section. I was determined to be his level that I did my best in academics and be able to stay in the star section where all my great friends are. He was just so kind that summer of 2016. I really really like him. He isn't even my type. His likes are a total turn off for me. He has a cute face, but only sometimes. I sometimes think he's ugly haha. So irdk why I yearn for him. I want to move on. How?
I want to talk to him irl, but I'm probably already bothersome for him.
He's probably bi too...or even gay, but I just want to be friends at least. (Also, I'd def support)
(sorry for really long story. I felt that if i explained, you guys would understand it more)
about make fujoshi friends
yoooooooo wanna be friends or whatevah?
jk i don't talk like that ahuhau just desperate. there hasn't been any LINE groups or people lately, but i'd really want to meet you gorgeous people without having to actually call yall cause ahahaahahahahahhahaa my introvert ass can't.
my line is: kewlkols
we can pm, but if this doesn't fail, we can make a group chat.
i can speak teeeny tiny japanese, and i like fashion and short stories. i write like any other depraved teen. currently almost 18. feel free to chat (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
jk i don't talk like that ahuhau just desperate. there hasn't been any LINE groups or people lately, but i'd really want to meet you gorgeous people without having to actually call yall cause ahahaahahahahahhahaa my introvert ass can't.
my line is: kewlkols
we can pm, but if this doesn't fail, we can make a group chat.
i can speak teeeny tiny japanese, and i like fashion and short stories. i write like any other depraved teen. currently almost 18. feel free to chat (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
about talk to yourself
im so frustrated that its now mainstream.
i'll probably get hate for this and i'm happy to read your thoughts on this subject, but hear me out.
ive been reading yaoi since five years ago. ive read it and fangirl among my highschool friends, silently since yaoi wasn't mainstream as it is now. for years, we had to hide it but of course as we grew comfortable, we got too carried away. people used to silently judge us for it, looking at us with those disgusted eyes, calling us "weirdos."
BUT NOW, even those people who looked at us with those eyes, look at the same (or at least the popular ones tbh) bl and yaoi that they judged us for. im GENUINELY HAPPY THAT they read it now and they express the same fangirl or fanboy feeling in reading these masterpieces, but im so frustrated and angry that it becomes unfathomable. it hurts so bad tbh.
skl i saw this post on fb, "akala ko homophobic ka gurl?" (i thought you were homophobic, gurl?) i dont really approve of this since we can all change our views as we become even more mature, but oh how satisfying was this.
i dont mean to bash the new fujos and fudans, honestly, welcome to the community!! feel free to grab a seme or uke or seke on your way out.
but please, if youve ever done this to someone before and now read it (or it doesnt have to be just yaoi), please apologize or reach out to them. ik it isn't your duty to do so, and you may do as you please, but just...don't look down on people anymore for the things they like.
lot of love <33
i'll probably get hate for this and i'm happy to read your thoughts on this subject, but hear me out.
ive been reading yaoi since five years ago. ive read it and fangirl among my highschool friends, silently since yaoi wasn't mainstream as it is now. for years, we had to hide it but of course as we grew comfortable, we got too carried away. people used to silently judge us for it, looking at us with those disgusted eyes, calling us "weirdos."
BUT NOW, even those people who looked at us with those eyes, look at the same (or at least the popular ones tbh) bl and yaoi that they judged us for. im GENUINELY HAPPY THAT they read it now and they express the same fangirl or fanboy feeling in reading these masterpieces, but im so frustrated and angry that it becomes unfathomable. it hurts so bad tbh.
skl i saw this post on fb, "akala ko homophobic ka gurl?" (i thought you were homophobic, gurl?) i dont really approve of this since we can all change our views as we become even more mature, but oh how satisfying was this.
i dont mean to bash the new fujos and fudans, honestly, welcome to the community!! feel free to grab a seme or uke or seke on your way out.
but please, if youve ever done this to someone before and now read it (or it doesnt have to be just yaoi), please apologize or reach out to them. ik it isn't your duty to do so, and you may do as you please, but just...don't look down on people anymore for the things they like.
lot of love <33
about first kiss
I mean, come on. After having mutual feelings and everything, I feel kinda missing if it ended after that. I wanna know how much they love each other so much. Thoughts?