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hey can I just get a lil bit of encouragement

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if we just ignore jessica maybe they'll finally shut their filthy mouth smh we're just giving them what they want

there's no need to read or respond to this bc it's just a rant of my thoughts atm I wanted to let out, this is ironically the safest place for me to go rn

I made this a question bc idk if you can unfollow an experience post so I'd rather not risk it

also if anyone decides to read it bc they're bored just a TW for mentions of su*cide





It took me so much courage to be able to ask if I could possibly get a therapist because I'm not feeling well mentally, you even said I seemed off too. So how do you think I'm gonna feel if you go behind my back and laugh about me asking about it. If you were gonna think it's ridiculous then why even lie to me and say you'll call or that she "hasn't called you back yet" why not just tell me you don't think I need one or even lie and say I wouldn't have any time to go to one. Why give me false hope that I would be able to get better. You could even just flat out tell me it's ridiculous to think that way.

You constantly tell me to do better in school but if I ask for some help while you can't be here, you always say "you'll get to it later", why not now? How can you say I need help but then not bother to help me. What do you expect me to do? get someone myself? With what money? Just because I can cook and clean doesn't mean I can pay bills. Just because I can take care of myself physically doesn't mean I can mentally. If you're my mother shouldn't you provide some support for me? Rather than scolding me for not doing well enough in school why don't you actually fucking try to help me.

If you think I'm useless why didn't you just abort me? Why did I have to be born and raised if you're just gonna treat me like I'm nothing to you? It seems like you don't listen to my words so what if I show you with actions? Will you finally get me a therapist if I try to hang myself? If I down 20 pills?If I create visible scars? Do I have to write a suicide letter for you to listen? What do I have to do to make you notice me? For you to listen? If that's what it takes then I should've acted on impulse a while ago. It's not like I have anything to lose. The only reasons I'm living rn is that I haven't beaten P5 or Genshin yet, I haven't finished reading tons of webtoons and manga yet, I haven't finished or started watching some anime yet, and I don't know how to tell my friends that I won't be seeing or talking to them anymore yet. In the long run, me dying won't have any effect on the world. The most impactful thing that would happen is there would probably be some grief, but that won't even last a month. No one's gonna suddenly change. Yeah, maybe for a week or so they might be sad but they'll just shake it off as if nothing happened. So? Do I have to die for you to realize that I needed help? What you don't realize is that I try reaching out but all you do is scold me. Remember that time I asked if you had to save me or your boyfriend and you said me? You hesitated. I should've known from then that I would have to get used to being in last place for your affection. But I was too happy that you picked me to even realize.

Maybe this is my last post, maybe it isn't. Idk. All I do know is that I'm very close to acting on impulse.






If you read this, thanks ig? Sorry for wasting your time, see ya.

so like how cool would it be if you well-known guys made a discord server for mangago? it can be a fan-made mangago server and there can be different channels for different genres?? people with like what 100+ followers would be admin? that would be so cool


repost btw

I've been hiding this for too long, I have deceived you all.

I am actually one hundred eighty-two seven hundred thirty-seven six hundred fourty-three one hundred eighty-seven six hundred thirty-nine seven hundred sixty-four nonillion five hundred seventy-one octillion two hundred sixty-five septillion six hundred seventeen sextillion six hundred thirty-five quintillion four hundred ninety-eight quadrillion seven hundred sixty-four trillion one hundred seventy-one billion six hundred fourty-nine million one hundred seventy-three thousand six hundred fourty-five (182,737,643,187,639,764,571,265,617,635,498,764,171,649,173,645) years old...

I deeply apologize for fooling you all

I FORGOT to address this like... why is it actually so funny i need the next chapter. also who made it

ok I know this isn't the best place to ask for help about this but I'm panicking and my heart is racing and I'm very confused

A little backstory: so my mom and her boyfriend (who we'll just call asshole bc I hate him) have been fighting a lot because of a few personal things, one of them being Asshole finding little plastic baggies with what might be drugs inside. I know my mom better than anyone and I know she would absolutely NOT do drugs or sell them unless she was forced to, although I am worried for her as shes only 30. She was a teen mom raising me and has been through a lot with having to raise me as a single mom to having a psycho ex and now Asshole who is causing her more stress by constantly pressuring her to tell him every little thing she does. I got a little carried away there so back to the point.

I'm always up at night so here I was on my couch as my mom is getting ready for work VERY early to be able to make it to my brothers birthday party today. She leaves, I continue to read my webtoon. A couple minutes later Asshole tells me that my mom's calling me (my phone was dead) so I go get my ipad and headphones (bc my ipads mic is broken) and a few seconds later I get a call from her and she asks me where I am, and if she's on speaker. (Asshole's in his bedroom next to the living room) I tell her I'm on the couch and she's not on speaker. She asks me if theres a small clear baggy on the kitchen counter, I immediately know what's going on, and before she tells me what to do I hear Asshole getting up, Asshole seems to have had an idea of what she was calling for too. so I quickly toss the baggie in the trash and silently speed-walk back into the living room just before Asshole gets there, he goes into the bathroom and finish up vaguely answering my mom of the subject. We hang up, she calls again. Asks me if it's dee in the trash and that if Asshole asks about the call to- I cut her off and say yup because I heard Asshole finishing up. I panic thinking theres not enough time for me to tuck it in the trash so I take it with my and speed-walk to my room because I can't think of anything to say if he asks. I'm now in my room and I have to use the bathroom but I know he's waiting on the couch to ask me what it was about and I don't have anything to say yet. I don't know what to do, my heart is racing, I'm panicking, and I have the baggie in my pocket. I just don't know what to do.

This isn't my moms fault at ALL. She's a good person so please don't misunderstand her.

Stream the new LOST album by Yumi on spotify

(messed up on the math so repost)

i was bored, so i decided to waste time and go thru all the questions, since March 11, 2016 page 1304

At around page 1250 I decided to make it more fun by seeing how much question rated grew, so that's what I did

Each page - 20 questions

page 1166 is the first page I saw with pandemic questions (March 26, 2020)

the amount of pages between 1304 and 1166 (including them both) is 138

138 pages is 2760 questions, this is over the span of 4 years. That would be 690 questions a year, 57-58 a month, and around 1-2 questions a day

And oh boy the pandemic really grew this site

pages 1166 and 1, have 1165 pages between them.

1165 pages is 23,300 questions, in only 1 1/4 year. 1941-1942 a month. 63-64 a day.

Thats 8 times more in 1 year than in 4 years

wow

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/futari_de_papa_hajimemashita/

there are some sex scenes but if you ignore those this is so fucking cute I love it omg
sorry that the topic is ever just feel sad but it was the first one I saw and I just had to share this

I wanna buy a game but I don't wanna waste more than $20 and now I can't decide between two games,,

OMORI
or
DRAMAtical Murder

decide for me I'm fucking indecisive k thanks bye

does anyone know the manhwa where the uke keeps telling the seme to put in his dick and stop fingering him and the seme was like confused because he already has his dick in

go crazy make creepy twins, one creepy, both cute, one cute, whatever I cant wait to see them all
https://picrew.me/image_maker/165901

bring back picrew posts that was prime mangago

I saw a couple questions talking about how if the person were male they would do whatever they said and I saw a lot of people say it was disgusting, I was already questioning if I felt like I wanted to be referred to as male or not and now it's even harder to know how I feel because if it's disgusting to be male I wouldn't want to be but on the other hand it's how I feel and it's just really
confusing (╥﹏╥")

I understand this is a site supposedly mainly focused around BL and ‘yaoi’, but it’s just so annoying how most BL readers refuse to read other genres and then go and say any BL story is better than a good shoujo or action. Don’t even get me started on how much SOME<—— (keyword some) of these BL supremacists are just so blatantly misogynistic. (In all fairness you barely see this anymore but trust me there are still a couple of them lurking about)
It’s so sad how BL is the most favored among manhwa and manga enthusiasts because it completely overshadows GL and other amazing genres and creates some of the most annoying people of all time. There will always be the good and the bad in every genre but why do BL fans believe that theres just no bad in BL it just makes me seethe with rage, mald even

Sorry if this makes no sense I’m not good with explaining anything at all really and this is just some rambling about don’t take it too seriously

Oh my GUCKING GOD I love TV Girl so much in literally gonna die rn you put an edit of anything over any tv girl song and I’ll immediately pass out and start sobbing you put an edit of something else I love with tv girl I’m literally gonna vomit how the fuck do these ppl put together such back blowing songs what the actual flip rn if these songs were people they would be the most jaw dropping majestic motherfuckers you’ve ever seen you would literally pass out with just a glance if tv girl sings were fruits they would be the juiciest most bitter-sweet perfect fruits that never rot if tv girl songs were drinks after just one sip you would be absolutely obsessed NO this is NOT a safe space for tv girl hate

I’m so sane ab this

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fkjBauQ25g

I took the liberty to visit this little "website" (https://adflegal.org/equality-act) and all I see is bias discrimination, so here's another one of my amazing essays on it.


"The Equality Act would create unfair playing fields for women and girls in athletics and education."
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I wonder, who could be creating unfair play? All I see on the field are women. No men. Some may be trans-women, but they are still women.


"The Equality Act would violate the privacy and dignity of women by forcing them to share private spaces with men.
We must protect the privacy and dignity of ALL people"
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What men? Trans-women are women. You said it yourself, "We must protect the privacy and dignity of ALL people" ALL people. Including trans-women.


"The Equality Act could enshrine abortion in the law.
Pro-life healthcare providers could be forced to participate in abortion and pro-life Americans could be forced to subsidize abortion with their tax dollars!"
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Abortion is a serious topic. I am still a child and I do not understand much, but I do know that abortion is up to the birther and the birther alone. Under no circumstances should a woman be forced to give birth. If a doctor is pro-life and is SO against their choice, maybe they aren't cut out to work in that field. I won't say much more, as I am, once again and I cannot stress this enough, a child.


"The Equality Act would force people who willingly serve everyone to promote messages and celebrate events that conflict with their beliefs.
We could expect to see more victims like Jack Phillips, Blaine Adamson, and Barronelle Stutzman."
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Discrimination is going against beliefs? Now, I'm not trying to gatekeep or anything, but are you serious? Maybe if your "religion" or "beliefs" discriminate, maybe it's not the people that are the problem but your faith. Now, it may seem like I'm going too far, but I did my own personal research into Jack Phillips, Blaine Adamson, and Barronelle Stutzman.
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Jack Phillips - Jack and his wife claim not making an LGBTQ cake was not discrimination nor transphobia/homophobia, they claim "From the beginning, they agreed there were many designs and orders they would not fulfill because of their faith and conscience." Yet later, he says "Among them would be cakes to celebrate Halloween, cakes that had alcohol in them, cakes that would denigrate other people or belittle them, including people that identify as LGBT." How can you lump in being LGBTQ with "denigrating other people or belittling them"? How can a being who you are and belittling someone be in the same faiths? I can respect your beliefs, but even so, if you don't want to belittle people, don't discriminate against them for the people they like. I may be biased right now, but honestly, I don't care. Ridiculous.
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Blaine Adamson - Blaine's representative in court says "The right to decide which ideas to express is core to human freedom. The Commission violated that freedom by ordering Blaine Adamson to print messages that violate his religious beliefs" This is bullshit. "The Commission violated that freedom by ordering Blaine Adamson to print messages that violate his religious beliefs" Excuse me, but this is gaslighting. I see nowhere that the LGBTQ organization that requested the shirts was by any means ORDERING him to make the shirts. They requested of him to make them. If they were ordering anything, it was the damn shirts for fucks sake. "I will work with any person, no matter who they are, and no matter what their belief systems are. But when I’m presented with a message that conflicts with my faith, that’s just something I cannot print." It's not as if by printing words onto a t-shirt that you are going to SELL anyway is "conflicting your faith" You're contradicting what you said literally words before, "...no matter what their belief systems are." Declining service to someone who wishes for you to merely put words on fabric is ridiculous. "I don’t walk into my business every morning and leave my faith at the door," Sorry, bud. But if you want to run a successful business, you can't discriminate. I know, shocking.
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Barronelle Stutzman - Not only is this discrimination, but it is literally illegal. The Washington law against discrimination states "The right to be free from discrimination because of race, creed, color, national origin, citizenship or immigration status, sex, honorably discharged veteran or military status, sexual orientation, or the presence of any sensory, mental, or physical disability or the use of a trained dog guide or service animal by a person with a disability is recognized as and declared to be a civil right." this exactly includes "The right to engage in credit transactions without discrimination;" here's the site to read more: https://apps.leg.wa.gov/rcw/default.aspx?cite=49.60.030
Must I even say more? It's not just about being kind and running a proper business, it's a law. If you want to run a business like this you have to be ready to abide by the very business laws.

"The Equality Act would harm efforts to find loving homes for kids in need.
Faith-based adoption and foster care providers who believe children thrive best in a home with a married mother and father would be forced to close their doors."
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Time to say my opinion folks, orphanages. should. not. have. a. rule. that. only. mother-father. married. couples. can. adopt. and. foster. You don't see bitlife out here saying "Adoption Rejected. Reason: gay." like bruh. The only "rules" for adoption should be that if you are too old/young or not financially stable in a good environment, you can't adopt/foster. Otherwise, go ham. Like gtfo with that homophobic bs. Don't enforce your beliefs on CHILDREN. Children without family may I fucking add. Your biggest concern should be providing a healthy environment for the child. Not worrying about how the guardians have sex.


"The Equality Act would coerce uniformity of thought and speech on beliefs about marriage, sex, and what it means to be male and female.
No one should face censorship and punishment for speaking the truth or sharing their beliefs."
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So basically you're saying that my American uncle who eats big macs for a living and likes fishing should be allowed to cuss out a completely normal gay couple on the street who are doing nothing but walking just because he doesn't think LGBTQ should be a thing. Smart. Why don't you just go and say that everyone should be able to kick a dog walking on the street just because they don't like its breed or fur color?


"The Equality Act would enshrine in law an ideology that threatens the rights of parents to raise their children consistent with their beliefs.
Parents are the ones who should decide what’s best for their child—not the government!"
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Actually, it's up to the child whether they want to abide by their parent's religion and faiths. Of course, parents are allowed to introduce religion, but not force it. If the child comes to disagree with their guardian's religion, they shouldn't be forced to abide by it. I get that it sounds a bit ridiculous, but I'm not talking about some 6 or 7-year-olds, I mean children who can think clearly about what they want to do and what they think is best for them. I also get wanting to have teachers of the same religion in religious schools, and religious pastors, but how's that pdophelia rate? I could be dead wrong about this and seem really stupid rn, but for the most part, I think the government is taking more control over religious schools and churches due to exactly that. Ofc I'm not an official and don't know what they're thinking and don't feel like digging to find out, but that's just my hunch ig.

TLDR bc a lot of you are lazy; Even I, a CHILD, recognized how ridiculous this is. Respect people's gender, respect people's choices, respect people's sexuality, respect people. I was watching a Reddit video when this ad came on, for fucks sake

nevermind I have to stay awake to keep my cat safe bc my mom got annoyed and threatened to throw him outside </3 we have cayotes btw