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i literally die for 5 days every month and god will still make me an omega and give me heat periods??? how can i resurrect myself then??? i don't wanna be alive   reply

my only solution every night so I could sleep is to think some random sad scenarios and cry until i can't breathe and fortunately my eyes doesn't really get puffy and it's a fucking blessing but my insomnia isn't   reply