Illumi's cumslut's question (8)

i just randomly remembered this time in 4th grade where something happened(i wont/cant say it bc personal reasons:) ) and my mom started yelling at me and i just screamed. like a hard, long scream. i was sad and probably scared and my whole family just watched while i was crying and then my mom just hit me. she started asking me questions like "are you being abused" and "id someone rape you" as if it was even relevant

i cant remember the majority of my childhood. just little snippets that are mainly just me embarrassing myself or just achievements
atleast i know where my trauma came from tho lol

do you think people that arent minorities should have a right to point out what minorities should or shouldn't say?

like when a white straight male says black people shouldn't say the n word and that gay people shouldn't say f@g?

when yall are remembering a traumatic event thats happened do yall ever cover your ears? i do it a lot and idrk why

also this isnt me trying to be some uwu so quirky i already think this question is stupid enough

if yall wanna start insulting someone, do that shit in dms. as much as id love to see a fight break out, doing it in the replies is just rly cowardly tbh. bc we dont get notifs if you reply to our comment.

yall keep saying shit ab "stop praising them for doing [this thing] its the bare minimum!!" but whats above the bare minimum?? whats the maximum that an average person can do?? bc as someone who has no goals to do or be anything i should atleast achieve being the most maximum person i can be /hj

what are some comics on Line Webtoon that have gay main characters? like Heir's Game where its not the main focus but its still a big part of the plot
preferring that the main couple is mlm btw

this is just really whats going on in my mind rn sorry </3

1: idk why im such a stubborn bitch but whenever tell me to kill myself i get all like "no fuck you" and my suicidal tendencies go away for like a week but when someone says "hey dont kill yourself you'll regret it :(" its the most unhelpful thing. hen i was 11 and DIDNT kill myself, that is the most regretful thing ive done in my life

2: sad songs make me SO depressed especially love songs sung by lgbt creators

3: does anyone else hurt when you're sad and you laugh at something? like its happened more than twice

now for no reason at all im going to put down my coping mechanisms
-Overeating fruits(normally oranges, plums, and sometimes grapes)
-Listening to koi by mafumafu and soraru(this is most likely just a me thing because of the good memories it holds

also before you bash me and say some shit like "and why did you post this here?" it feels better when i write things down in open forums/talk to other people. I've tried writing in a diary before or something like that and it makes me feel stupid and vulnerable. i write it down here bc i can expect some answers :)

im getting so sick of this omg
femboys are great and all but you dont need to start combusting whenever you randomly see a man wearing a skirt lmao
just basing this off this one video ive seen but sexualising doesnt equal normalizing bc ik some ppl think that telling ppl theyre sexy and shit just for wearing a skirt and some thigh highs is ok. not trying to sour your fun but damn know your limits. some people have different feelings ab "sexual" talk like that... just make sure you respect ppls boundaries cuz some of you are weird fr

also i remember this one video where a couple was doing that tiktok thing where they flipped the switch or smth with their clothes(?) idrk
anyway the guy didnt wanna wear a dress and someone said it was toxic masculinity
bro please stop labelling everything as toxic masculinity before i start crying omg