aJ_13th's experience (4)

with all that self hate and internal homophobia and all that religious sh*t I grew up in, it was refreshing but then...at some point, it didn't even matter. I'm not verbally out to the homophobes like my relatives, parents, neighbors but like, just online among the community only. But heck, do I care repressing how I wanna represent just to not giv......   1 reply

yh, i won't pass for the good kid anyway. my parents are emotionally abusive and homophobic. been buying lgbt books and reading them in plain sight but lied about the people on the cover being siblings and shit when they ask. Lied about how much I own just so I could buy & hide the things I know will make me feel better.(like buying a hell ton of b......   reply

yh, blue haired girl, everyone was "gay" for her(not really, they all really liked to be favored by her) she was a hottie and kinda delinquent? lol but if she applied herself to her art at least, she'd have succeeded. anyway, she liked taking me to places when her friends weren't around but honestly, i was too dumb for her back then.   reply

maybe yes and maybe no? Instead I ran away from home, walked like for two hours in some region I didn't know, caught a bus to go to my grand-ma's place. made me forget the urge to.   reply