Scared of commitment and scared of intimacy (not only physical). I can't stand the thought of touching people and being touched, except for my family. What do you call that? OCD? Mysophobic? reply
Mysophobia and thalassophobia. The first one, idk. Maybe because I also have OCD? But bc of that I'm a bit wary of relationship. The second one probably because I feel vulnerable in water, like can't breath, can't open my eyes properly and my mind keeps showing images of things that could be living or exist under the dark water. The things is I enj...... reply
