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The questions and stuff on mangago is getting boring, lets spice things up shall we?

Okay uh I rlly want to be more better as a person, I want to like manage my emotions more and I'm genuinely unaware sometimes when I'm being too much... Like I'm really dramatic and I'm suddenly so guilty out of nowhere that it's VERY concerning. My depression is toxic. It's not that I want people to take care of me or like can it be me-me-me please, I don't want that and frankly I'm not too fond of pity or whatever towards me. What I wanted was validations of what I feel, even though sometimes it isn't really right. I tend to victimise myself alot and antoganise other people way too much when I'm venting about them hurting my feelings that I tend to forget that it's also about what they felt towards me and why would they do that.

I don't rlly wanna be obvious since the ppl I want to improve for are in this site too and probably read the forums, let's just say... Even I get it why they would say "attempt harder" because I basically shattered their trust completely. Probably made them ashamed and I get it yk. Sometimes I even rant abt them hoping sometimes they'd go argue with me and tell me to shut up and tell their pov because I want to understand them more.

I want to take accountability, responsibility and not just a "sorry" because a sorry without change is manipulation. I want to really change myself, I just don't rlly know how I can control how I feel, how can I feel less hatred towards myself just cus I did something wrong. It's all new for me bec my past relationships were like giving me punishments for doing something wrong to them.

It makes genuinely feel bad cus im here reminiscing old stuff and they did care, they did and cus of my own emotions I ruined everything. I was too selfish. I can't genuinely let go when they were like family and are literally core memories for me in living life, I think if I never met them I wouldn't have known I was capable of being friends with people again.

I'm bored so I made a personality quiz to determine which problematic ex of mine are you https://uquiz.com/quiz/5Wvsrv?p=7362506

Reminder that it's just a quiz online and it doesn't define who u are as a person entirely.

Like it's so weird..

What do you think? Is it a good idea or a terrible idea?

Being mistaken as a young person or a old person?

https://www.reddit.com/r/mangago/comments/oa4eqc/did_you_guys_see_this_im_scared_now_wth/

What do you guys think?

Like what if you didn't know it was going to hurt their feelings or you were hurting them? I'm not talking about where u only care about yourself I'm just talking you were straight up unaware of others like you made a joke that u thought was obvious, you did something that you thought would be beneficial or would help, you misinterpreted their words/intentions so you're hurt and said some mean things.

Painter of the night
Full volume
A omega's love affairs
Dear Benjamin
In the private room
The pawns revenge
Every work of YD lol

Any sort of fiction

Like you're just here wanting to make it up to them, wanting to be apart of their life again but this time you guys are better people and stuff. Just having fun and no stupid fights. Because I do like I don't want this to be a "learning experience" or "a chapter" I want it to be "we got through it together" but I can't ever have that because our fallout and everything after was so bad that I can never have reconcilation... Im like here still apollgising, wanting to update them and stuff but I look like some creepy weirdo ex. I want to speak with them as if that drama was just another nightmare. (￣へ￣）

Good luck

Other than the fact most of them are r4p1sts. What's one thing you get annoyed seeing?

I learnt that yall have questionable kinks

Okay I recently found out from my bff in Korea that there's literally a chat room with over 220k+ users and funny enough one of my ex was in it and shit... in the chat they create ai nsfw images of REAL WOMEN and they don't care about the age of the girls and it's fucking disgusting. So who's to say that yall idols aren't like ykyk... 5% of the male population do u get that?? It's crazy. Men suck.

Check out @Dylan Page and find the vid that talks about this for more info.

This is why you should stop ai. Chatgpt was fun but pls spread awareness abt this alot of women are in danger :(

Just noticed the only reason I could hear why MHA fandom is so toxic is "cause of the gay ships" or whenever a fandom ships a gay ship they'll say "oh no its about to be mha", but if all the ships were STRAIGHT no one would have problem, legal or not. The fandom is automatically not toxic.

But when GAY SHIPS are involved its somehow a toxic fandom? And they're all suddenly "oh its not canon", "ew disgusting", "bruh it's just friendship", etc.

For example Kota x Eri who are both children and are shipped together even though they didn't even met, no one has a problem. But Gon x Killua, who are also children, suddenly everyone Is saying "They're CHILDREN", "it's friendship".

What are yall thoughts about this?

Ps: I don't have a problem with any ships as long they're legal and fine.

For me it's "But maybe when you tell your friends you can tell them what you saw in me and not the way I am"

Feel free to rant, let this be a space for you.

So I was hanging out with a classmate one time and some two foreigner showed up and chatted in Japanese, my classmate said

"Hey you know a Lil bit of Japanese right? What are they saying? It must be about the place right?"

....

They were talking about anime p0rn

Like which type of moments you just like the most and can never get over with? Example: when an mc gets flustered or the villain is like "oh sh*t", etc.

What's it about?

Ps: people with normal username shush