about question
01 03,2021
I have a weird love for bad anime, and from what i hear the Girl is an idiot. I'm watching it for the first time and only seen it a few times.
but are there any other bad anime you guys could recommend.
but are there any other bad anime you guys could recommend.
about periods
08 01,2021
This is a part 2 to the last one
Ryuu felt a bit more comforted by his words but he was still worried he looked down at the ground he spoke softly slightly lisping.
“Thhithhi, can you promithe me thomething."(ShiShi[1], Can you promise me something.)
“What may that be?”
"can you promithe me you will thtay with me ath long ath I live for?" ("Can you promise me you will stay with me as long as I live for?")
It was a weird promise to make, why did he want him to make such a promise? But Yingyue didn’t mind It he had made the promise long ago so it wasn’t weird to make the promise again.
“I promise,” he says after a moment.
That was all the reassurance Ryuu needed. In the end, he still had people who loved him. A bit later It was time to leave. Ryuu felt slightly dizzy standing up and stumbled but lucky for him Ying Yue caught him. They left the greenhouse and on the way back Ryuu spotted a couple he looks at them but quickly looks away.
“Are you disgusted?”Yingyue says
At first, Ryuu didn’t hear him. But then he tapped his shoulder and signed it. He finally realized what he said. “No, sorry.” he signed he wasn’t disgusted, more like jealous and discomfort. He had long ago realized that what Seth and ms vega [2] did to him wasn’t normal, and that’s what he wanted to be normal.
That night Ryuu couldn’t stop coughing, it was constant, it was loud, Yingyue had to check on him, Ryuu was coughing up blood lots of it.
(Because I have to do homework and wash dishes this is the only one I have today and I have more parts to this one scenario)
[1] “ShiShi” I forget what language I called it but whatever, it means father. But since Ryuu’s actual father is still alive Ying Yue is just his adoptive father he refers to him as that
[2] I’m adding slightly more trama than I should have. But before Seth was ms vega, in my opinion, if you though Seth was bad Mrs vega makes him look like a saint I’ll make a story with her later
Ryuu felt a bit more comforted by his words but he was still worried he looked down at the ground he spoke softly slightly lisping.
“Thhithhi, can you promithe me thomething."(ShiShi[1], Can you promise me something.)
“What may that be?”
"can you promithe me you will thtay with me ath long ath I live for?" ("Can you promise me you will stay with me as long as I live for?")
It was a weird promise to make, why did he want him to make such a promise? But Yingyue didn’t mind It he had made the promise long ago so it wasn’t weird to make the promise again.
“I promise,” he says after a moment.
That was all the reassurance Ryuu needed. In the end, he still had people who loved him. A bit later It was time to leave. Ryuu felt slightly dizzy standing up and stumbled but lucky for him Ying Yue caught him. They left the greenhouse and on the way back Ryuu spotted a couple he looks at them but quickly looks away.
“Are you disgusted?”Yingyue says
At first, Ryuu didn’t hear him. But then he tapped his shoulder and signed it. He finally realized what he said. “No, sorry.” he signed he wasn’t disgusted, more like jealous and discomfort. He had long ago realized that what Seth and ms vega [2] did to him wasn’t normal, and that’s what he wanted to be normal.
That night Ryuu couldn’t stop coughing, it was constant, it was loud, Yingyue had to check on him, Ryuu was coughing up blood lots of it.
(Because I have to do homework and wash dishes this is the only one I have today and I have more parts to this one scenario)
[1] “ShiShi” I forget what language I called it but whatever, it means father. But since Ryuu’s actual father is still alive Ying Yue is just his adoptive father he refers to him as that
[2] I’m adding slightly more trama than I should have. But before Seth was ms vega, in my opinion, if you though Seth was bad Mrs vega makes him look like a saint I’ll make a story with her later
about writing
31 01,2021
More like constrictive criticism because I feel like my writing got worse.
I wanted to write a nice gl but i didn't like it and deleted it because i felt as if my wording was horrible. so Please if you can criticism this piece.
(No Bulling is accepted tho)
He Slept Soundly For a Bit. He Was Cold, And Slightly tense. His Breath Was Short Shallow Breathes; His Unconscious movements Lead Him to Lean his head against Seth's shoulder. He Felt Slightly Warmer And Cozied Up.
It Wasn't Long Before He abruptly shuddered, Forcing himself awake. Ryuu Shivers and Blinked, He Tried to Clam His Mind. However, He Blinked again, Realising Gradually That He Was resting on Seth Shoulder. He breaks out into a cold sweat as he is petrified. He Doesn't Panic But Instead Looks up At Madeline[1], Who Wasn't Looking out the window, and had a saddened expression.
She Must have hated him. It Seems like she Put the dots together whenever one else hadn't. He Felt Horrible even If It wasn't entirely his fault That Seth Choose him. His job[2] was only to please him, out of all the men and women he had slept with he was only satisfied With him. But She was unmistakably still in love with Seth, madly in fact.[3] Rain Didn't think of It any further and sat up straight. He shuffled away from Seth a bit but not A big amount so Seth wouldn't come closer. Rae stared at them suspiciously.
Later On, about 20 minutes later. (70 more minutes to go Yeah!) Seth Seth Wrapped his hand around Ryuu's waist and pulled him closer to him. Ryuu's eyes narrow to look at the man sitting next to him. But He doesn't do anything about it because that would certainly bring attention to the fact Seth was holding him in the first place.
[1]Seth's Girlfriend, The one who lives with Seth but because there house burned down lives with Ryuu and that also means Seth LIVES WITH HIM.
[2]"His Job"- Prostitution, This (In Solaria at least) Is Considered a crime. Seth doesn't pay Ryuu directly He Pays the people Who are in charge of him. (Who Brought him into this whole ring of prostitution since he was like 8?)
[3]"madly infact."-One part right before this Ryuu sees Her talking to herself of course he doesn't hear what she says but you can assume by the way she looks as happy as someone who had just fallen in love, ot maybe the fact Rae told him that's what she was talking to herself about. she is indeed still in love with him.
I wanted to write a nice gl but i didn't like it and deleted it because i felt as if my wording was horrible. so Please if you can criticism this piece.
(No Bulling is accepted tho)
He Slept Soundly For a Bit. He Was Cold, And Slightly tense. His Breath Was Short Shallow Breathes; His Unconscious movements Lead Him to Lean his head against Seth's shoulder. He Felt Slightly Warmer And Cozied Up.
It Wasn't Long Before He abruptly shuddered, Forcing himself awake. Ryuu Shivers and Blinked, He Tried to Clam His Mind. However, He Blinked again, Realising Gradually That He Was resting on Seth Shoulder. He breaks out into a cold sweat as he is petrified. He Doesn't Panic But Instead Looks up At Madeline[1], Who Wasn't Looking out the window, and had a saddened expression.
She Must have hated him. It Seems like she Put the dots together whenever one else hadn't. He Felt Horrible even If It wasn't entirely his fault That Seth Choose him. His job[2] was only to please him, out of all the men and women he had slept with he was only satisfied With him. But She was unmistakably still in love with Seth, madly in fact.[3] Rain Didn't think of It any further and sat up straight. He shuffled away from Seth a bit but not A big amount so Seth wouldn't come closer. Rae stared at them suspiciously.
Later On, about 20 minutes later. (70 more minutes to go Yeah!) Seth Seth Wrapped his hand around Ryuu's waist and pulled him closer to him. Ryuu's eyes narrow to look at the man sitting next to him. But He doesn't do anything about it because that would certainly bring attention to the fact Seth was holding him in the first place.
[1]Seth's Girlfriend, The one who lives with Seth but because there house burned down lives with Ryuu and that also means Seth LIVES WITH HIM.
[2]"His Job"- Prostitution, This (In Solaria at least) Is Considered a crime. Seth doesn't pay Ryuu directly He Pays the people Who are in charge of him. (Who Brought him into this whole ring of prostitution since he was like 8?)
[3]"madly infact."-One part right before this Ryuu sees Her talking to herself of course he doesn't hear what she says but you can assume by the way she looks as happy as someone who had just fallen in love, ot maybe the fact Rae told him that's what she was talking to herself about. she is indeed still in love with him.
about writing
18 01,2021
TW/Pedophilia,Grooming,Cringe (you have been warned)
(also I may go back and forth from Mrs to Ms, It's Ms she's not married but I want to remind myself)
A Note for Myself:This Is still around the time Ryuu couldn't speak properly so the only way to communicate with him is ASL and writing
Ryuu had always been close to Ms Vega. And He was Ms Vega's favorite student. Ms Vega was Language arts Teacher In Second grade. Ryuu who was 8 at the Time. Ryuu didn't have any Friends Nor did He want any, The kids didn't want to play with him so why should he? Ms Vega was he only thing remotely close to a friend.
He would often stay after class to ask questions, Or just to see her. She didn't mind It In fact she enjoyed it and encouraged him to stay after class. She Spent most of her free time talking to him,Giving him treats and food and things like that. Ryuu did think It was a bit strange though she spent more time with him then actual adults and that she only wanted him to talk with her in private.He had grown very found of her, A Bit too fond for other people's liking.
But To Mrs Vega He was perfect in her eyes, she had fallen in love with him.
˜”*°•.˜”*°• (Time for: The Very uncomfortable part to write) •°*”˜.•°*”˜
One fateful day She asked him Not to meet Her after school that day and instead meet her in the teacher's lounge later that day. He did as he was told and met her in an empty teacher's lounge later that day. It started off a normal conversation about school but weirdly turned into Mrs Vega asking a single question
'Can I kiss you?'
Ms Vega watched closely to see how Ryuu would react, He only replied with a
'What?'
he didn't exactly know what she meant by "kiss."
She took his response as an opportunity to get what she wanted. She explained that a kiss was quote "A Game Two adults usallsy play where both there lips touch, and kisses usally last a few seconds" (what a dumb explaintione)
He didn't see a problem with it, they where friends since he had never kissed anyone before. He was much to curious to find out (he didn't see it as a sexual thing in short)
'Sure'he signed
She did it quickly after his response. and it only lasted for a few seconds (to long)She Then stared at innocent boy, who didn't look or act any different he wasn't shocked or surprised or anything like that. he Looked clam, That to her was validation that she could do it again and he wouldn't care. so she did, contentiously until he started to laugh. she got confused.
'Kissing tickles, How many times do you want to kiss me?' He signed
'So you are enjoying it?' she signed
He signed 'Kissing Is...Alright, It seems fun I guess.'(Yes, I made him this gullible on purpose)
Ryuu's naivety only made her want more.
The School bell rang so they both had to go back to class, If she wanted to keep Doing this she needed a better spot, If people found out she was in love with one of her students they would fire her for good. (this isn't the first time she has fallen in love with a students but why am i telling you?!)
Before He left She Said
'Don't tell anyone we were playing this game'
He didn't ask why, she had told him not to tell anyone that he was seeing her anyways, He left for class.
Each and everyday She became more bold, As long as he was didn't get uncomfortable with it. so she began to play more "games" with him such as truth or dare. But her plan wasn't going as smoothly as she thought it would, because he was becoming uncomfortable. one day he told her
'I don't like the kissing anymore and the games I want it to stop'
She didn't like that one bit.
'Why Not?' She asked
'They aren't games are they?'
Ms Vega worried a bit That Ryuu had learned.
'How about we play one more'
he shook his head, he just said he didn't want to.
'Don't make me angry, You wouldn't want to make me angry right, honey?'(Honey used in the sense of a SO;significant other)
Ryuu didn't want to make her upset since the last time he did she...
It's Not a thing he would want to think about, or would want to happen again.
'Fine...'
This is why he was her favorite student
(Sorry It's not done I'll finish it later today)
(also I may go back and forth from Mrs to Ms, It's Ms she's not married but I want to remind myself)
A Note for Myself:This Is still around the time Ryuu couldn't speak properly so the only way to communicate with him is ASL and writing
Ryuu had always been close to Ms Vega. And He was Ms Vega's favorite student. Ms Vega was Language arts Teacher In Second grade. Ryuu who was 8 at the Time. Ryuu didn't have any Friends Nor did He want any, The kids didn't want to play with him so why should he? Ms Vega was he only thing remotely close to a friend.
He would often stay after class to ask questions, Or just to see her. She didn't mind It In fact she enjoyed it and encouraged him to stay after class. She Spent most of her free time talking to him,Giving him treats and food and things like that. Ryuu did think It was a bit strange though she spent more time with him then actual adults and that she only wanted him to talk with her in private.He had grown very found of her, A Bit too fond for other people's liking.
But To Mrs Vega He was perfect in her eyes, she had fallen in love with him.
˜”*°•.˜”*°• (Time for: The Very uncomfortable part to write) •°*”˜.•°*”˜
One fateful day She asked him Not to meet Her after school that day and instead meet her in the teacher's lounge later that day. He did as he was told and met her in an empty teacher's lounge later that day. It started off a normal conversation about school but weirdly turned into Mrs Vega asking a single question
'Can I kiss you?'
Ms Vega watched closely to see how Ryuu would react, He only replied with a
'What?'
he didn't exactly know what she meant by "kiss."
She took his response as an opportunity to get what she wanted. She explained that a kiss was quote "A Game Two adults usallsy play where both there lips touch, and kisses usally last a few seconds" (what a dumb explaintione)
He didn't see a problem with it, they where friends since he had never kissed anyone before. He was much to curious to find out (he didn't see it as a sexual thing in short)
'Sure'he signed
She did it quickly after his response. and it only lasted for a few seconds (to long)She Then stared at innocent boy, who didn't look or act any different he wasn't shocked or surprised or anything like that. he Looked clam, That to her was validation that she could do it again and he wouldn't care. so she did, contentiously until he started to laugh. she got confused.
'Kissing tickles, How many times do you want to kiss me?' He signed
'So you are enjoying it?' she signed
He signed 'Kissing Is...Alright, It seems fun I guess.'(Yes, I made him this gullible on purpose)
Ryuu's naivety only made her want more.
The School bell rang so they both had to go back to class, If she wanted to keep Doing this she needed a better spot, If people found out she was in love with one of her students they would fire her for good. (this isn't the first time she has fallen in love with a students but why am i telling you?!)
Before He left She Said
'Don't tell anyone we were playing this game'
He didn't ask why, she had told him not to tell anyone that he was seeing her anyways, He left for class.
Each and everyday She became more bold, As long as he was didn't get uncomfortable with it. so she began to play more "games" with him such as truth or dare. But her plan wasn't going as smoothly as she thought it would, because he was becoming uncomfortable. one day he told her
'I don't like the kissing anymore and the games I want it to stop'
She didn't like that one bit.
'Why Not?' She asked
'They aren't games are they?'
Ms Vega worried a bit That Ryuu had learned.
'How about we play one more'
he shook his head, he just said he didn't want to.
'Don't make me angry, You wouldn't want to make me angry right, honey?'(Honey used in the sense of a SO;significant other)
Ryuu didn't want to make her upset since the last time he did she...
It's Not a thing he would want to think about, or would want to happen again.
'Fine...'
This is why he was her favorite student
(Sorry It's not done I'll finish it later today)
about question
16 02,2021
As A christian myself, I'm can say this.
Today I went to the supermarket because I need to eat, there was a person at the door just preaching. I didn't have a problem with it, because freedom of speech and it doesn't bother me. Until me and my mom are coming out of the store and he fucking grabs me and says
"Do you want go to hell because you didn't believe in the savior, lord Jesus Christ?"
"No?"
"Then turn from your wicked ways and believe in the love of Jesus."
he lets me go, and I was about to slap this man, for one Coronavirus! For two, I wonder if he did this to other people? and three, does this man know me?! I think tf not so why is he talking like he know me?
(also what he said kinda doesn't make a whole lot of sense since it should be the love of God.)
"Turn from your wicked ways."????
I mean, this is getting on my nerves. why is this happening to me all of a sudden? like, can I not catch a break?
I get he was probably just trying to talk to me but whenever something like this happens I get super uncomfortable. why can't i shop in peace.
Today I went to the supermarket because I need to eat, there was a person at the door just preaching. I didn't have a problem with it, because freedom of speech and it doesn't bother me. Until me and my mom are coming out of the store and he fucking grabs me and says
"Do you want go to hell because you didn't believe in the savior, lord Jesus Christ?"
"No?"
"Then turn from your wicked ways and believe in the love of Jesus."
he lets me go, and I was about to slap this man, for one Coronavirus! For two, I wonder if he did this to other people? and three, does this man know me?! I think tf not so why is he talking like he know me?
(also what he said kinda doesn't make a whole lot of sense since it should be the love of God.)
"Turn from your wicked ways."????
I mean, this is getting on my nerves. why is this happening to me all of a sudden? like, can I not catch a break?
I get he was probably just trying to talk to me but whenever something like this happens I get super uncomfortable. why can't i shop in peace.
about create an oc
12 01,2021
What is your favorite artist?
(Also Add credit and maybe even socials)
(Also Add credit and maybe even socials)
about watch anime
03 03,2021
I'm just guessing it's another illegal site.
I'm not using crunchyroll anymore because the ads bothered me too much. so I need recommendations
I'm not using crunchyroll anymore because the ads bothered me too much. so I need recommendations
about cooked and burned food
07 04,2021
I feel like all the SL iseaki man/hwa/hua/ga are all the same formula nothing new and it's getting so bad.
For every good isekai there are 10 bad ones. like the major thin I've seen is that the MC dies and they are reborn as the villainess/themselves just younger (or they where the villainess to begin with.) and they try to change there story which is great. but it's usually a slow and very boring, the MC will fall for the prince or something and all the better side characters leave or die or something. Nothing
Really bad summary, but at this point I find it accurate.
So I am asking if you have any good recommendation for good iseaki man/hwa/hua/ga it can be along the lines of the summary. But it has to have a good plot.
(sorry for my rambling I'm very bored.)
For every good isekai there are 10 bad ones. like the major thin I've seen is that the MC dies and they are reborn as the villainess/themselves just younger (or they where the villainess to begin with.) and they try to change there story which is great. but it's usually a slow and very boring, the MC will fall for the prince or something and all the better side characters leave or die or something. Nothing
Really bad summary, but at this point I find it accurate.
So I am asking if you have any good recommendation for good iseaki man/hwa/hua/ga it can be along the lines of the summary. But it has to have a good plot.
(sorry for my rambling I'm very bored.)
about writing
10 02,2021
(This is not a part 2 too spooky stuff sorry I'll do that later)
Also TW//Implied suicide
Everything ached like crazy.
He didn't even Do anything, and He just...Seth didn't know it was him.
He was just as scared as he was.
He Pushed himself up and sat up straight. He wasn't wearing any clothes. So he just put on Seth's half unbuttoned shirt. He feels something trickling from his head.
He's so Tired and So dizzy.
He Get's Up but stumbles to the bathroom.
Locking Himself In the bathroom his legs give out, and He slowly falls to the floor.
Even though he tried, A sob managed to escape his mouth. He was Curled up into a ball on the floor. He looked himself over and couldn't help but feel disgusted. He refused to look at himself in the mirror because he knew it would be Bad.
The blood Trickled passed his eye. he could eventually felt it and taste it on his lip.
I've never wanted to die so much.
Hands trembling, he weakly Brought himself to grab something from the vanity drawers. He couldn't take it anymore. He didn't realize he was sobbing heavily.
And Without hesitation blood splattered on the bathroom floor.
No one keeps their promises
Also TW//Implied suicide
Everything ached like crazy.
He didn't even Do anything, and He just...Seth didn't know it was him.
He was just as scared as he was.
He Pushed himself up and sat up straight. He wasn't wearing any clothes. So he just put on Seth's half unbuttoned shirt. He feels something trickling from his head.
He's so Tired and So dizzy.
He Get's Up but stumbles to the bathroom.
Locking Himself In the bathroom his legs give out, and He slowly falls to the floor.
Even though he tried, A sob managed to escape his mouth. He was Curled up into a ball on the floor. He looked himself over and couldn't help but feel disgusted. He refused to look at himself in the mirror because he knew it would be Bad.
The blood Trickled passed his eye. he could eventually felt it and taste it on his lip.
I've never wanted to die so much.
Hands trembling, he weakly Brought himself to grab something from the vanity drawers. He couldn't take it anymore. He didn't realize he was sobbing heavily.
And Without hesitation blood splattered on the bathroom floor.
No one keeps their promises
about i need help
19 12,2020
Okay, I'm using my sister's account because I have no idea what happened!
I log into mangago and It said
"This person requested a cancellation of the account"
And I was not on mangago yesterday (well I was but for an hour) I asked my sister and she wasn't on my account.
So Someone either 1)hacked my account and deleted it or
2)It was my sister by accident and she isn't telling me.
Is there any way I can get my account back?!
I log into mangago and It said
"This person requested a cancellation of the account"
And I was not on mangago yesterday (well I was but for an hour) I asked my sister and she wasn't on my account.
So Someone either 1)hacked my account and deleted it or
2)It was my sister by accident and she isn't telling me.
Is there any way I can get my account back?!
about periods
"Who hurt you?" Seth caressed his face, It was still painful and not gentle at all. Seth's hands felt colder than his. he never felt comforted in Seth's arms.
He gazed away to the side not wanting to look him in the eye. he wondered what his friends were doing, obviously they wanted nothing to do with him.
He gazed away to the side not wanting to look him in the eye. he wondered what his friends were doing, obviously they wanted nothing to do with him.
06 01,2021
Ryuu returned to his home before the sun rose. He was dizzy and cold. But the house was silent which meant 1.) Zhiruo wasn’t there or 2.) she was asleep. either way, she wouldn’t bother him. He was still extremely tired he collapsed on the living room couch and immediately fell into a deep sleep. (I know you're tired but trust me the bed is more comfortable) Another 30 minutes later the door slammed open and a man covered in red tainted snow came inside.
“Honey I’m home!” No one answered, “Ha, who am I kidding I’m single.”(And will forever be) he brushed off the snow on him. It’s Yingyue, back from after 16 days in the northern mountain. On official business. (the red in the snow was blood) He went into the living room trying to find a pen but instead, he found Ryuu sleeping on the couch instead of his bed. At first, he thought he may have dozed off waiting for him, but he never told anyone when he was returning so that wasn’t it.
Then He noticed something, for one a pen he grabbed off the table. He looked at Ryuu’s neck. A weird memory of a similar instance from almost 6 years ago. Which prompted him to check. He unbuttons his shirt slightly and looked it with a bit of shock and horror.
He hated the sight, It was appalling especially for a barely 17-year-old. He didn’t know what to feel. But then Ryuu started shivering. The only thing covering him was the giant fur coat. Yingyue gave out a huge sigh. Zhiruo was asleep (he knows she’s there because of two shoes at the doorway.) He picked up Ryuu which was not hard to carry upstairs because of how light he was. He tucked Ryuu in his bed.
He would ask questions later for now he would stay until Ryuu stopped shivering
(okay this one had less detail but you get the idea)
part 1:http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/299345/
“Honey I’m home!” No one answered, “Ha, who am I kidding I’m single.”(And will forever be) he brushed off the snow on him. It’s Yingyue, back from after 16 days in the northern mountain. On official business. (the red in the snow was blood) He went into the living room trying to find a pen but instead, he found Ryuu sleeping on the couch instead of his bed. At first, he thought he may have dozed off waiting for him, but he never told anyone when he was returning so that wasn’t it.
Then He noticed something, for one a pen he grabbed off the table. He looked at Ryuu’s neck. A weird memory of a similar instance from almost 6 years ago. Which prompted him to check. He unbuttons his shirt slightly and looked it with a bit of shock and horror.
He hated the sight, It was appalling especially for a barely 17-year-old. He didn’t know what to feel. But then Ryuu started shivering. The only thing covering him was the giant fur coat. Yingyue gave out a huge sigh. Zhiruo was asleep (he knows she’s there because of two shoes at the doorway.) He picked up Ryuu which was not hard to carry upstairs because of how light he was. He tucked Ryuu in his bed.
He would ask questions later for now he would stay until Ryuu stopped shivering
(okay this one had less detail but you get the idea)
part 1:http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/299345/
about listen to music
27 01,2021
Who Wacthed Fate:the winx saga and was sorta disappointied
I'm not full on dissopinted because if they just removed the clickbait Nostalgic name with winx idk my mom is yelling at me and standing in front of my door so I'm going to go
I'm not full on dissopinted because if they just removed the clickbait Nostalgic name with winx idk my mom is yelling at me and standing in front of my door so I'm going to go
07 01,2021
This is fluff to repent for my sins.
Winter was coming. All the flowers that She knew of have already died, so what was she going to send her brother for his birthday!? She frantically looked around the manor to find at least 1, but she found nothing. And even if she knew what she wanted to give him the guy had almost every flower in existence! How In the world did her best friend keep up with this? he brings him a new flower every birthday even in the snow.
Autumn opened a window to let air in. She had no idea why she was so stressed. She stuck her head out of it and took a deep breath. she sighed.
she took her head back In but It wasn't that cold outside so she kept the window open letting the curtain billow in the wind.
"Why did It have to be a flower." She groaned. Her best friend Had told her what had happened, It was quite sad, to be honest, she wanted to help him feel better. And if there was anything to make the boy feel any better it would be flowers and plants. two things she had bad experiences with.
A knock on the door of her bedroom snapped her out of thought.
"Come in."
The door slowly swang opened as her housemate (think of it as a roommate but with a whole house and they are best friends) walked into the room.
She looked Sort of nervous as she had one hand behind her back. she stopped and stood there. Autumn was happy to see her.
"Jiru!" A bit too happy.
"I heard you talking to yourself and I will admit I was sort ears dropping on your conversation with 'him' so.."
"So...?"
Jiru smiled a bit "I brought you this." from behind her back she reveals a bouquet of yellow roses. Autumn's eyes lit up. She jumped for joy, they were perfect!.
"How did you get these!"
"I went through hell and back to get these in other words I had Gabbie grow me some."
Why the hell didn't she think of going to Gabbie. oh well, she had flowers now. she hugged Jiru tightly she was so thankful to have such a caring, and wonderful housemate.
(This one was way too long and gosh trying not to mention names is kinda hard IDK why Also I tried so don't bully me)
Winter was coming. All the flowers that She knew of have already died, so what was she going to send her brother for his birthday!? She frantically looked around the manor to find at least 1, but she found nothing. And even if she knew what she wanted to give him the guy had almost every flower in existence! How In the world did her best friend keep up with this? he brings him a new flower every birthday even in the snow.
Autumn opened a window to let air in. She had no idea why she was so stressed. She stuck her head out of it and took a deep breath. she sighed.
she took her head back In but It wasn't that cold outside so she kept the window open letting the curtain billow in the wind.
"Why did It have to be a flower." She groaned. Her best friend Had told her what had happened, It was quite sad, to be honest, she wanted to help him feel better. And if there was anything to make the boy feel any better it would be flowers and plants. two things she had bad experiences with.
A knock on the door of her bedroom snapped her out of thought.
"Come in."
The door slowly swang opened as her housemate (think of it as a roommate but with a whole house and they are best friends) walked into the room.
She looked Sort of nervous as she had one hand behind her back. she stopped and stood there. Autumn was happy to see her.
"Jiru!" A bit too happy.
"I heard you talking to yourself and I will admit I was sort ears dropping on your conversation with 'him' so.."
"So...?"
Jiru smiled a bit "I brought you this." from behind her back she reveals a bouquet of yellow roses. Autumn's eyes lit up. She jumped for joy, they were perfect!.
"How did you get these!"
"I went through hell and back to get these in other words I had Gabbie grow me some."
Why the hell didn't she think of going to Gabbie. oh well, she had flowers now. she hugged Jiru tightly she was so thankful to have such a caring, and wonderful housemate.
(This one was way too long and gosh trying not to mention names is kinda hard IDK why Also I tried so don't bully me)
about periods
10 01,2021
(I really made this instead of drawing? I need help)
The man laughed and grabbed him by the hair, the human gasped. the human clam blue eyes met with red raging eyes. the demon stared at him.
He wanted to see those clam eyes in pain.
The demon softly caressed the human's lips "I won't let you sleep, I want to hear you scream." He threw the weak human on the bed. but not like before the human didn't fight back, The human part of him which he hated so much for succumbing to this scumbag had gotten the best of him there was nothing he could do that he did.
The demon continuously bites his dealing human, While it hurt the human girt his teeth he at least needed to get this over with so he could return to his home.
(now I actually must leave for a few days)
The man laughed and grabbed him by the hair, the human gasped. the human clam blue eyes met with red raging eyes. the demon stared at him.
He wanted to see those clam eyes in pain.
The demon softly caressed the human's lips "I won't let you sleep, I want to hear you scream." He threw the weak human on the bed. but not like before the human didn't fight back, The human part of him which he hated so much for succumbing to this scumbag had gotten the best of him there was nothing he could do that he did.
The demon continuously bites his dealing human, While it hurt the human girt his teeth he at least needed to get this over with so he could return to his home.
(now I actually must leave for a few days)
05 02,2021
I'm not directing this at anyone before anyone says that.
People Who take the time out of their day to educate people are almost as bad as the person who said the thing themselves.
(excluding: When It's a fact and not an opinion)
I say Almost Because Of course They Think they are doing a favor for the person. Why do you feel the need to correct everyone? Like If you liked stories story with some messed up moral or that moral isn't seen as bad that doesn't mean that you have bad taste or anything and anyone who tires to correct you May be the one in the wrong for trying to correct you for liking these kind of stories
While I just see it as their opinion that you may or may not agree with, it's an opinion.
If you take it from the stance "let me educate you" then it's wrong. Because It comes off as if you are trying to help to person but you're really not.
Sorry, This has the weirdest points. also this is a rant because of people I know. (so don't take this too seriously) Also Idk why I used moral.
People Who take the time out of their day to educate people are almost as bad as the person who said the thing themselves.
(excluding: When It's a fact and not an opinion)
I say Almost Because Of course They Think they are doing a favor for the person. Why do you feel the need to correct everyone? Like If you liked stories story with some messed up moral or that moral isn't seen as bad that doesn't mean that you have bad taste or anything and anyone who tires to correct you May be the one in the wrong for trying to correct you for liking these kind of stories
While I just see it as their opinion that you may or may not agree with, it's an opinion.
If you take it from the stance "let me educate you" then it's wrong. Because It comes off as if you are trying to help to person but you're really not.
Sorry, This has the weirdest points. also this is a rant because of people I know. (so don't take this too seriously) Also Idk why I used moral.
about writing
11 04,2021
(sorta POV)
As you lean against the cold marble pillar and observe the ballroom, the many colors like pinks,purples,blues, and reds.You even spot the King and his son,the prince and your fiance. A young man stood in front of you, your eyes meeting his icy blue ones.
"I see your enjoying yourself."
his voice oddly familiar,Momentarily interrupting your thought.
"Hardly" You reply
he outstretched his gloved hand and asked.
"Then will you dance with me then? We both have nothing to do anyways."
You look up at him with a perplexed look. You don't know this man this is the first time you've ever seen him. you open your mouth to decline the offer, but not before you allow yourself to place your hand into his.
You find yourself whipped into the middle of the ball room, swaying to the music. he moves and spins you around the room.
Encasing your hand with his, his hand pulling on your waist making your bodies close together. He whispered to himself.
"How pitiful." As he dipped suddenly you almost stubble and fall. (Sorry, tried to keep it serious but, The imagery in my head with this line is so bad it's kinda funny.)
"I never expected to Be dancing with a noble."
You don't say anything, because you are unsure if he was trying to make a joke or not. You take in a shaky breath as your hands start to tremble from the tension.
"You don't strike me as someone who would be trying to assassinate a prince?"
"?!"
You find yourself meeting his gaze.not once breaking contact.
That wasn't you,You weren't an assassin trying to kill the prince. well then that mean't someone else was. and this guy knew about it.
As the music of the ball slowed down, he grips your wrist leading you to the outdoor balcony. Your heart started racing as you didn't know what to do.
Your thrown against the railing he leans in so close to your face you can feel his hot breath.
"so do i speak the truth?" he retorted, his grip on your wrist getting tighter.you look away and shake your head. Suddenly he wraps his other hand firm around your neck, you can't breathe and tears brim your eyes.
he grinned lazily "I believe that is incorrect."
(okay that's it, I know it's all over the place but I like writing so why not.)
As you lean against the cold marble pillar and observe the ballroom, the many colors like pinks,purples,blues, and reds.You even spot the King and his son,the prince and your fiance. A young man stood in front of you, your eyes meeting his icy blue ones.
"I see your enjoying yourself."
his voice oddly familiar,Momentarily interrupting your thought.
"Hardly" You reply
he outstretched his gloved hand and asked.
"Then will you dance with me then? We both have nothing to do anyways."
You look up at him with a perplexed look. You don't know this man this is the first time you've ever seen him. you open your mouth to decline the offer, but not before you allow yourself to place your hand into his.
You find yourself whipped into the middle of the ball room, swaying to the music. he moves and spins you around the room.
Encasing your hand with his, his hand pulling on your waist making your bodies close together. He whispered to himself.
"How pitiful." As he dipped suddenly you almost stubble and fall. (Sorry, tried to keep it serious but, The imagery in my head with this line is so bad it's kinda funny.)
"I never expected to Be dancing with a noble."
You don't say anything, because you are unsure if he was trying to make a joke or not. You take in a shaky breath as your hands start to tremble from the tension.
"You don't strike me as someone who would be trying to assassinate a prince?"
"?!"
You find yourself meeting his gaze.not once breaking contact.
That wasn't you,You weren't an assassin trying to kill the prince. well then that mean't someone else was. and this guy knew about it.
As the music of the ball slowed down, he grips your wrist leading you to the outdoor balcony. Your heart started racing as you didn't know what to do.
Your thrown against the railing he leans in so close to your face you can feel his hot breath.
"so do i speak the truth?" he retorted, his grip on your wrist getting tighter.you look away and shake your head. Suddenly he wraps his other hand firm around your neck, you can't breathe and tears brim your eyes.
he grinned lazily "I believe that is incorrect."
(okay that's it, I know it's all over the place but I like writing so why not.)
about first yaoi
07 01,2021
Feet That dragged along in the snow, bare feet. He followed the footprints and from afar he could see a faint light coming from the greenhouse the footprints stopped right in front of the greenhouse. He was hesitant to step in but he opened the entrance anyway and stepped in. Ryuu was there sitting on the bench staring off into space.
He stopped and looked down at the rabbit at his foot he tried to pick it up. Ryuu watched as it hopped behind him and into Yingyue’s arms.
(because Ryuu is deaf and doesn’t speak much and it’s kinda hard to write a conversation in ASL I’ll do it The best I can.)
They both stayed silent for a bit and the air grew colder before Yingyue spoke up.
“Why are you here this late at night?” He sounded quite stern when he said it.
“I Just had a bad dream that’s all.” he signed. he slightly smiled, but It looked a bit fake to Ying Yue.
He sat down next to him, “We should go back inside It’s cold.” he signed
Ryuu shook his head and gave a tiny tug to his coat “Let Me stay out here a little longer...please.” he signed While It was bad for his health to stay out in the cold like this he couldn’t help It, Yingyue quickly fell to his plea.
He signed “Fine...Just for a bit though.” He gave him his coat so he wouldn’t get cold. Ryuu leaned his head on Yingyue’s shoulder
Ryuu thought to himself What would happen If his father found out about everything that had happened. The one person he cared about most in this world, would he turn his back on him? Just like everyone else? His eyes brimmed with tears.
“Hey, Ryuu..,” He takes out the ribbon in his hair letting his hair down.”I’ve noticed you’ve been spacing out a quite lot lately I got a bit worried so..is something wrong?”
Everything was wrong, school, friends, Health just people, and things, in general, he couldn’t be happy anymore.
“I can’t deny it, I worry about you so I am concerned, it’s not like you.”
“I’m fine,” he signed Ryuu said not wanting the conversion to continue. He wanted to tell him, but he just couldn’t.
“I don’t want to sound like I’m lecturing you, but that’s an excuse and I know it. You say it so much now I can tell when you mean it or not.” He paused “So...If there is truly something bothering please tell me.”
Ryuu felt a bit more comforted by his words but he was still worried he looked down at the ground he spoke softly slightly lisping.
(Girl that’s all I have I used “he signed to much I'm willing to continue it after my brain stops hurting)
He stopped and looked down at the rabbit at his foot he tried to pick it up. Ryuu watched as it hopped behind him and into Yingyue’s arms.
(because Ryuu is deaf and doesn’t speak much and it’s kinda hard to write a conversation in ASL I’ll do it The best I can.)
They both stayed silent for a bit and the air grew colder before Yingyue spoke up.
“Why are you here this late at night?” He sounded quite stern when he said it.
“I Just had a bad dream that’s all.” he signed. he slightly smiled, but It looked a bit fake to Ying Yue.
He sat down next to him, “We should go back inside It’s cold.” he signed
Ryuu shook his head and gave a tiny tug to his coat “Let Me stay out here a little longer...please.” he signed While It was bad for his health to stay out in the cold like this he couldn’t help It, Yingyue quickly fell to his plea.
He signed “Fine...Just for a bit though.” He gave him his coat so he wouldn’t get cold. Ryuu leaned his head on Yingyue’s shoulder
Ryuu thought to himself What would happen If his father found out about everything that had happened. The one person he cared about most in this world, would he turn his back on him? Just like everyone else? His eyes brimmed with tears.
“Hey, Ryuu..,” He takes out the ribbon in his hair letting his hair down.”I’ve noticed you’ve been spacing out a quite lot lately I got a bit worried so..is something wrong?”
Everything was wrong, school, friends, Health just people, and things, in general, he couldn’t be happy anymore.
“I can’t deny it, I worry about you so I am concerned, it’s not like you.”
“I’m fine,” he signed Ryuu said not wanting the conversion to continue. He wanted to tell him, but he just couldn’t.
“I don’t want to sound like I’m lecturing you, but that’s an excuse and I know it. You say it so much now I can tell when you mean it or not.” He paused “So...If there is truly something bothering please tell me.”
Ryuu felt a bit more comforted by his words but he was still worried he looked down at the ground he spoke softly slightly lisping.
(Girl that’s all I have I used “he signed to much I'm willing to continue it after my brain stops hurting)
22 01,2021
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Cw0Ka9Bs1w
I wanna know if you can hear it.
But A bit of a warning It's high pitched.
I wanna know if you can hear it.
But A bit of a warning It's high pitched.