Raiizen Sensei's answer (4)

Junjou was my first and Sekaiichi followed right behind it   2 reply

I started when I was like 14? I'm 25 now with no end in sight (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧   reply

I can't say for sure what the best thing for you to do is, but I'll tell you something that really helped me. I learned to accept the "ugly" parts of myself, and learned that everyone has some that they're desperately trying to hide. I learned that I had to allow myself to properly grieve my past to move forward. I learned not to tolerate abusive/t......   reply

Sometimes there's not anything you can do except let your feelings disappear on their own. I'd say for now, just try not to fixate on it, and if it would help you get it off your chest, tell her the truth, but make it clear that you don't expect anything just because you confessed to her.   1 reply