Matthew Lee's question (2)

haha. Feels like shit. And seeing she's much doing fine without me, just feels like maybe this whole time, i was the only one who thought we were friends.

Or at least, she's just use me the whole time. I know, I could get better by the time. Just for now, it hurts so much that I almost bite my own hand. I'm sorry.

I know it sounds weird. But, do you guys ever obsessed/fall in love with someone that you don't even know their face? And i wonder what this feeling called.