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I would want guy who is taller than me and kinda looks intimidating? But then he would be super sweet to you and clingy and just the cutest cinnamon roll you could ask for, he’s just misunderstood. then like only I know that side of him and then I feel like I could be truer to myself as well when I’m with him. This is my dream guy. OR OR the c......   reply

Maybe at like a café? Idk   reply

I have. I feel like I first had a thought like that at around 8? I just felt like I wasn’t wanted and I hated everything. I just kept staring at the knives in the cabinet drawer. Luckily I just continued living like everything was normal but I still have those thoughts now and then. ‘How much easier it would be if I were to just die. Why should......   reply

( Side stories at the end) I fell HARD for a kid who just transferred to our school in 2nd grade. This crush lasted until 6th grade. WE WERENT EVEN IN THE SAME SCHOOL ANYMORE. he was popular and funny plus he was cute. He was nice and his height was like PERFECT to my youngling standards. Even when we stopped seeing each other at school, i saw him ......   reply

Xenophobia and sonophopia. I have a fear of strangers and loud noises.   1 reply

My dad :/ He has mega anger issues and always gets mad if the house is slightly dirty. He’s gotten better than he was when I was younger though because he used to borderline abuse the family. I don’t know how my mom and him are still together and we just rarely speak nowadays. I’m kinda scared of him, getting shivers when I literally just WAL......   reply

Yeah I totally see what you mean about ybc- like sure it can classified as cp but what about all those yaoi djs ? Like the most popular doujinshi are usually MHA or Haikyu which is of minors but still, they decided to focus on that one yaoi- Even tho I’m using doijinshi as an example, there are probably other yaois out there that are with high sc......   reply

I have a dream almost every night- I either will find it interesting and think about it the whole day or forget about it after like 2 hours. One nightmare I had though has always stuck with me even when I tried not to think about it. I had this nightmare when I was 8 or 7 and it was reoccurring. It was a clown who would chase me in this distorted......   reply

Hot cocoa- its literally my username   reply