Physical pain

Had a painful ear infection and someone suggested a home remedy. That remedy made the condition worse. The pain was so bad I was rolling around crying my lungs out, I really wanted to die asap, the pain was unbearable and my family thought I was faking it. I stopped believing on home remedies and somewhat lost faith in my family. I believed in doctors and lab results but then after few years I experienced excruciating abdominal pain that went on for weeks. I really wanted to commit suicide because of that. Went to doctors and everything was normal on test results. I still don't have any idea what that was. But doctors also thought I was faking it and refused to prescribe pain relievers so I stopped trusting doctors ever since then.