I just got scammed

It's literally today. I lost about $250. Half of them I used my friends savings. That's really a lot of money for me.

I'm the worst. The stupidiest person. I don't know what to do. I cried for a few hours trying to get the money back, and still feel like crying. I'm technically a student as I don't get paid for working in the hospital. I don't get people who get money in the dirty way. Can you sleep well at night knowing you trick someone to give you their money?

I literally have been saving money from the beginning of this year and get difficulty as there is this pandemic thing. Now I'm at lost don't know what to do about my friend's money. God, I feel like jumping myself from the top of this hospital. I'm not even dare to go home tonight, facing my parents. I don't know what to say to them if they ask me why my eyes are red. And in two hours I have a study session with my professor and I don't know if I can concentrate. I don't know what to do.

My friends just give me advice, advice, and advice. Friends, you see me crying and all you give is advice. What those advice will do as everything already happened? I can't get my money back with those advice. Unless you give them before I get scammed.