yeah

i have about 3 times? it was mainly because i was surrounded by toxic people. its not like i could unfriend my parents. i dont suggest it. its not fun. trust me. it sucks, not only are you feeling to helpless but you feel like the bad guy for making your "family" act like they care. for gods sake im not even in high school. and i went through that shit. you would think the ppl around me tried to help, but they really got worse. Like saying the fact i tried was making them feel stressed and i wasn't allowed to feel that. ppl always wonder why i prefer 2d ppl over actual human beings. well they are as toxic to you yourself. anyway, after being on sucide watch and having a whole bunch of doctors look at my scars and still open wounds is uncomfortable. i also didn't like that they could see all of me, i never felt so insucure. when i would point out a bruise but it was a scar and how they would silently judge you. yeaah if ur thinking about trying, i wouldnt. there are ppl who can help. you just need to ask.