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I did it a few times already. I've been suffering from depression since I was like 9 or 8??? Then it got worst as I got older it came to the point where I drowned myself, did cuts, and pointed myself a knife. When I told my mom about this she laughed at me saying that its bullshit and I'm just seeking for attention. I was depressed that I cut and overdosed myself at school. I passed out then the nurse saw my cuts I told them to not call my parents but they did lol. My mother came then she saw my cuts and said things to me and bought me to a psych I don't feel better but I act like one because it's not cheap tho. It sucks that I didn't died that day so I am still stuck here wishing to die everyday.