Almost..
I almost did. This might sound corny but, I actually left bunch letters in my closet for my dad. I was getting ready. I got stuff packed in a bag so my dad wont have to pack it himself. I was planning on cutting myself open after a few weeks lol. And they found out about the letters and packed stuff... My brothers was the one who found it. Anyway, two years later, here i am still planning to do it..
Ps. I want to do it now badly. But i want it slow. I love my dad so much. I dont want to die instantly because he will figure out that i killed myself. . If i were to have organ failure and slowly dying day by day by drinking a poison that would be nice...
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I am going to be honest but people who mean to commit suicide by cutting themselves often aren’t serious about it. A tiny bit of research and anyone can learn that it is difficult to die by cutting your wrist. First, it takes hours to finally die by this kind of blood loss ; secondly, either the pain or the numbness leads oneself to fail cutting deeply enough to die. What I am saying is well documented. But I guess a lot of people don’t take the time to think about it because of all the movies showing this kind of suicide - in an unrealistic way.
Don’t take it personally, I am not saying this out of meanness. I am just tired of this wrist-cutting culture.
^^and bloody messy too... i mean most people don't want their family to find a horrible corpse but ╮(￣▽￣)╭
That's always why i thought of taking a bunch of drugs instead but i only have common ones and the last time i took a bunch it didn't work. perhaps I should research more thoroughly on what to take