Nowhere is safe for yaoi sketchpads

I did draw many yaois in my sketchpad. I once had a sketchpad full of yaois but my sis and mom saw it then i said "its just a guy licking a popsicle ehehheh", i dont wanna draw dicks cause they'll look weird, and i never ever leave my sketchpads in the open. I keep them under my clothes in the closet so no one will find them hehehehe