I'm not suicidal (I think) but I want to die. I sometimes search up ways to die and get absorbed into the topic. I also think that if my life turns really bad, I can commit suicide. My life's good right now and I'm happy reading yaoi. I don't think this is normal but I wish I could gather enough courage to die. Is it normal?
Everyone has those thoughts but perseverance is what you need, set goals in your life. Suicide does not cure depression, it only gives it to someone else. reply
